Lin Xinyu, who returned to the office, saw Fang Jinyan's message writing: "Come on! He replied helplessly: "You paid by mistake, I failed." ”

"Huh?" Jin Yan continued to type on her phone: "What? He didn't agree? ”

"I asked him to dinner, but he has to work overtime today."

"Oh, that's normal. Understand, after all, people just came back from a business trip. ”

"Hmm. I'm white. It's just that she senses his alienation at the moment, she doesn't want to lie to herself, but she doesn't dare to say it.

In the afternoon, because Liu Xu temporarily notified that the company was negotiating training cooperation with Fengxu Company in the near future, and some materials needed to be prepared by the temporary planning department, so Fang Jinyan temporarily interrupted the activities of E-LAN, and several people from the planning department spent a few hours rushing to work on the planning of Fengxu Company. Fortunately, a lot of things are easy because of the collaborative project, but it will be a few hours later. They were ready to leave work and saw that it was already 8 o'clock. Jin Yan called everyone to eat together, she had a treat, and she still held the project documents of E-LAN before leaving, because before Liu Xu's temporary notice, Wen Chi asked her for it.

When several people walked out of the office building together, they saw Qin Moru downstairs, Shu Yunfeng and a few unfamiliar people talking there, as if waiting for the customer's driver to come.

After Lin Xinyu saw it, he found that Qin Moru really had to work overtime, so he felt a little relaxed in his heart, but he still left with everyone.

After Jin Yan also saw it, she whispered to Xin Yu in private: "Although I don't want to persuade you, at least he didn't lie to you." You don't have to be in a bad mood. ”

Lin Xinyu replied with a smile: "Well, I'm white." He's really good. ”

"I'll go to dinner later, just be happy."

This time, I was looking for a nearby food stall to make skewers, and after a few people finished eating, they left directly in advance, and in the end, only Yang Nan, Lin Xinyu and Fang Jinyan were left, and Yang Nan and Lin Xinyu drank a lot. It's not that Jin Yan didn't want to stop the urge to drink, after all, everyone still has to go to work on a cloudy day, but when a few people started drinking, they began to be a little uncontrollable. The others went home first because of the cloudy day, Fang Jinyan also wanted to go back, but she saw that Yang Nan and Lin Xinyu were a little unable to help them, and wanted to stay first and talk about it later.

After this meal, they didn't know how much they drank, how much they ate, and what they talked about...... Probably after a few rounds of changing the table next door, Yang Nan was still drinking beer, quite a few friends in life, and he could chat while drinking wine and eating meat, so he didn't feel happy.

"Don't think I don't know why you're drinking so much today! Xin Yu, it's not that I want to talk about you, there is no grass at the end of the world! Yang Nan's drunken voice sounded.

Fang Jinyan looked over in surprise, why didn't this person play cards according to the routine??? Said: "What are you talking nonsense? ”

After hearing this, Xin Yu's eyes were a little gloomy, he didn't raise his head, he took a big sip of beer, and muttered in his mouth: "I know, it doesn't feel like it's a lie." But I just like him, he's so good, I think I'm lucky to like him. ”

Fang Jinyan was speechless for a moment, what do you mean?? Feel? What does it feel like to her? I didn't know what to say, so I just drank some wine silently, and listened to Xin Yu's voice and continued to tell the story.

"I feel happy to see him every day. Sometimes I will secretly rejoice when I meet him, and I think we have a lot of fate between us. I know you all know that I like him and will want to help me, and I know that the chances of him liking me are slim, but I still look forward to how nice it would be if he liked me too...... But I asked him today, and I didn't feel a trace of joy from him, and even after I finished speaking, I felt his alienation, I, I don't want to lie to myself. After speaking, he poured himself a big mouthful, looked at the other two people in a bit of confusion and a little dazed, and suddenly asked, "Do you have such an unrequited love?" ”

Fang Jinyan felt that this question really didn't need to be asked, but it could be seen that when Xin Yu was waiting for her answer, she said, "You don't have to ask this question." Growing up so big, how can I not be too sad for my feelings, but it's been a long time. It's not worth remembering. After speaking, he looked at Yang Nan and saw how he answered.

Yang Nan's eyes were a little evasive, and when he saw that the two people around him were looking at him, he couldn't dodge, and replied a little dejectedly: "Then I don't need to say it, there is." But I know people don't like me. ”

"Huh?" I feel that this has a slight meaning.

"yes, I know he won't like me. It's just a pleasure to work with him and get to know him. At this time, Lin Xinyu was even more decadent, continued to drink, and silently substituted himself into Yang Nan's words.

Seeing them drinking one can after another, Jin Yan wanted to stop it, but she didn't know what to say, so she had to forcibly comfort: "Don't drink too much, Xin Yu." Do you like him and want to be with him? Or is it as long as he's happy? ”

"I don't know." Xin Yu shook his head in a daze, as if he was thinking: "I have some expectations in my heart, I hope to be with him." If not, there will be a little disappointment and I won't be too happy. "Probably because of the effect of alcohol, I let out all my inner feelings, but I don't feel embarrassed.

Yang Nan kept looking at Lin Xinyu, and a trace of distress flashed in his eyes. But he didn't say anything, just drank vigorously. Fang Jinyan looked at this posture, and reason told her that she wanted to stop it, but she would never stop what others wanted to do. I was in a trance, how did these two people drink like this? She looked at Yang Nan and was a little drunk and hazy at this time, and then looked at Xin Yu a little confused. At this time, it seems that she is awake alone. She held her face with her hands a little helplessly and looked at the two of them.

Suddenly, she remembered something. Now there are only three of them left, and they don't drive, but now if these two are drunk, how can she do it alone?

"Sister Jinyan, you ...... Do you ever like someone very much? Lin Xinyu asked blankly. After saying that, I didn't forget to burp.

Fang Jinyan was stunned, the expression on her face was dull for a second, and a trace of sadness appeared in her eyes. I like people I like very much...... It's not surprising that there were. It's just that a lot of times, liking and liking is just an emotion that I can't control when I was young. Before he could answer, Yang Nan really started the gossip attribute again: "Jinyan, I've known each other for two months, and I haven't asked yet, have you been in love before?" After speaking, he grinned, as if he had found some gossip to dig up a little proud.

Xin Yu also became interested, and for a while seemed to forget why he was drinking, why he was sad, and asked with a smile: "Yes, yes, Sister Jinyan, it seems that I have never heard you say it, let's hear it." Let's do it today, and promise not to say it. ”

Jin Yan felt a little speechless, their gossip thoughts were really immortal, and they felt that they were not sad so soon, so they pretended to be angry: "You guys are hilarious when they talk about gossip, aren't they?" ”

"Why! It's just that we all care about you. Several of us know that you must be single now, and you are not in a hurry to leave after work, and I heard that you met our boss last time you worked overtime. Yang Nan said.

"Huh? How do you know? Jin Yan was a little surprised, and it was also very strange, she remembered the last time she met the boss Qin Moru and them, and no one else knew.

"Listen to the security guard downstairs. Said that you went out to the office building together. Yang Nan continued.

"Huh? Isn't it, the security guard is gossiping about this? Fang Jinyan's eyes widened, is this okay?

"It's not that I was told, I heard it. The security guard remembered our boss a lot. Yang Nan explained casually.

"Oh......" Fang Jinyan was a little relieved, although she had never cared much about other people's words, but it always felt bad when this matter was spread, but when she heard this meaning, she didn't spread it much, so she was a little relieved.

"You haven't answered us yet." Xin Yu didn't forget to ask the question they were curious about just now.

Jin Yan laughed dryly: "Hey, who hasn't had a youth, the past, don't mention it, don't mention it." After saying that, he picked up the beer lightly and said to them, "Come, do it!" A hint of panic flashed in his eyes for fear of being detected. There are some things that you don't need to mention, you don't want to mention. I am afraid that there will be too many ripples in my heart and I can't control it; I'm afraid that the emotions in my heart will pour in again, and I don't know what to do.

Jin Yan has known since she was a child that she values feelings, whether it is friendship or love. When she was abroad, only she knew why she would return to China. At that time, she was full of all kinds of loss and unwillingness, but no one could say it. Over time, it gradually became numb. When she came to this city, she has been living alone, those lost and unwilling but like ants, they can reproduce themselves after a long time, and then gnaw on themselves.

In other words, the feelings of the past few years can be regarded as a person's brain supplement. It's just that in their free time, there can be someone who complains to each other and plays the role of loving each other very much, but the reality really gave her a few hard slaps, as if to tell her that some people are just a bad relationship from the beginning. It's just because she is too easy to get into the play, and it's difficult to play. Fortunately, a few years ago, when she was on her way to get off work one day, looking at the subway in front of her, she had a feeling that she wanted to jump down and wait for the subway to come slowly to finish herself, and she was shocked by her own thoughts. She was a little afraid that she would actually do it, and wanted to put an abrupt end to this nonsense.

She is not innocent about how she came over all those years, but since she has come, she doesn't want to mention it casually. In the past few years, with the help of psychiatrist Wu Jiacheng, she began to figure out some things, let work fill her life, and gradually live freely. No more stubbornness, no more for others, only for yourself. For feelings, I don't have much yearning. Parents will also want to introduce some blind dates, from the beginning of the rejection to now, they are too lazy to refuse, but maybe they finally got out of a thicket of forests, and they never want to go back to the thorny road to continue to explore, so basically they have not seen more than three blind dates have been unilaterally stopped by her.

Perhaps, she hasn't waited for her destined person, but that undestined person really makes her a little tired of her relationship. Even after all this time, the fatigue remains.

Yang Nan and Lin Xinyu found that Jinyan didn't answer their questions, and they were a little bored, so they didn't ask so much, so the two began to toast and drink to each other, not paying attention to Fang Jinyan who was thoughtful next to them. And Fang Jinyan didn't pay attention to what the two of them were talking about at this time. Suddenly, a loud female voice sounded, breaking her contemplation: "Qin Moru is nothing!" Nothing! I'll forget about him! Definitely! ”

Fang Jinyan returned to reality in surprise, and found that the people around her came to look at their table, and saw that there were only empty bottles left for their other dozen beers at the dinner table, and then looked at the two of them, now they had a big deal! Yang Nan was also a little uncontrollable and stood up: "Yes! Qin Moru is nothing! Come on, let's do it! ”

She quickly stood up, took the wine glasses from their hands without saying a word, pressed their shoulders and asked them to sit down, and said angrily, "You two!" Give me a stop! I didn't think that the two of them didn't listen to her at all, they were hilarious to themselves, and drank to the back, so the two of them lay on the dinner table.

Fang Jinyan hurriedly called for the bill, looking at him a little worried, what should I do? Looking at her watch, she was a little crying without tears, and she was also in a trance, in the end...... What the hell is this...... How did it end up like this?

Yang Nan originally wanted to persuade Xin Yu, how could he persuade and persuade him, as if he had persuaded himself in? The person he liked, Jin Yan looked at him who was drunk,...... Won't it be??

…… Thinking of this, a hint of surprise flashed in her eyes, this guy! Hide it deep enough.

But the sadness still came up in the next second, and she didn't know where the two of them lived. Yang Nan is a man, and she has to take care of her, but she can't let him go. After thinking about it, I thought of Wu Jiacheng, since he told her that he no longer needed to come to see him as a patient, Jinyan was very grateful to him from the bottom of her heart, and she would have wanted to invite him to dinner before, and always felt that if it weren't for him, her life would not be as comfortable and natural as it is now, and he was the one who knew her best, and even all the people who had been. After that, they are like friends who occasionally contact each other and occasionally come out for dinner and chat.

Jin Yan thought about it now that she was in this city, it seemed that only Wu Jiacheng could barely scream. So when I picked up my phone and was about to dial him, I suddenly stopped when I saw the current time...... It's close to 11 o'clock, will he go to sleep? Before I could think about it for too long, the phone suddenly rang in my hand, and I was startled, and I looked at the caller ID, and I was so frightened that I almost wanted to throw away the phone...... Why is the boss calling so late??

Picked it up in a panic and cautiously: "Hey, boss, hello." ”