It was getting closer and closer to the training time of Fengxu Company, and she didn't have much interest in thinking about it. Horizon's program was already a bit busy, and Fang Jinyan didn't have time to think about what exactly she would learn from the training, and she was more experienced in how to carry out the project. And the project activities that Horizon's family needs are more traditional solutions, which is not difficult for the other party, but because it is not difficult, she is more busy.

So when she first got the brochure of Fengxu Company, she didn't care at all, and she didn't open it to see what was inside, she put it next to the computer casually, but her eyes were fixed on the computer, and she looked at her current work seriously.

Cindy, who was on the side, opened the brochure very curiously and said, "It is said that this company is quite good." The training fee is also quite expensive. ”

Xiao An also interjected: "Of course, I have seen the background of their company before, and it is indeed one of the best in the training company industry." There seemed to be a lot of courses for middle and senior management in the past. ”

"But why do we suddenly want a course?" Cindy was a little puzzled.

"It's said that the company is starting to focus on training. We will ask a long-term training company to do the training. Yang Nan explained.

Cindy flipped back again, flipped through the teacher's page in the album, and read it out as she looked, "Their chief training instructor looks pretty handsome, huh?" After graduating from New York University with a degree in management, he worked in Seattle for a few years, then returned to China, and joined Fengxu three years ago. Such a cow? ”

Jin Yan inadvertently listened to this, and her heartbeat suddenly increased a little, what? 'New York University' and 'Seattle' are quite similar to him, and this won't be ......

After reading the brochure, Cindy did not forget to express her appreciation: "Wow! This guy is quite handsome, what's his name? Mo Xuyan, Daniel. Saying that, still holding the photo of Mo Xuyan above, Wu Wei also came over and said, "Let me see, let me see." ”

Fang Jinyan looked at the computer, her heart seemed to have been hit hard by something, her heartbeat seemed to have stopped suddenly for a second, her eyes looking at the computer could no longer focus, and there was an inexplicable tension in her heart...... I subconsciously wondered if I had heard it wrong just now, no, it was him...... Right?

Hurriedly opened the brochure that she put aside, flipped through the pages quickly, and turned to the teacher's introduction in the booklet, the unusually familiar name, and the face in her memory came into view, and she was stunned. The person in the photo seemed to be looking at her and smiling, but she couldn't laugh.

Mo, Xu, Yan, ah.

It's really him, it's a little embarrassing.

Mo Xuyan. This name, which has been called many times in her heart, now appears in the brochure of the company that her company will cooperate with. She really wanted to ask God, what kind of grudge did this have with her? But when she saw this familiar and unfamiliar, she had remembered it many times, she had dreamed back at midnight, she had been in love like flowing water, and when she remembered her, she almost couldn't remember what he was like, but now he was going to appear alive in front of her eyes?

She couldn't control it, and it seemed that tears were coming out of her eyes. Putting the leaflet aside, she lowered her head, trying to pretend to be calm and hold back, but her eyes turned slightly red from trying to hold back tears. She didn't dare to look at the others, nor did she dare to make a sound, for fear that someone would hear that something was wrong with her at this time. She hurriedly walked out of the office and walked down the corridor, where she stood alone, and tears suddenly fell, and she stared blankly ahead, not knowing what she was thinking.

Back then, it took her a long time to accept the loss of him. During this time, if it weren't for returning to China to work, she thought that she would not be as happy again, and if it weren't for the current group of people, she also thought that she would not be as happy as before. But now, the person who finally got it back, and the person who started to stay away from his heart suddenly appeared again. It's as if the sweet and sad things in the past are floating in my mind and lingering. They have never really calmed down from their hearts, from the beginning of nothing to talk about to the end of nothing to talk about.

In the past few years since she returned to China, it's not that she doesn't know that he is also in the city.

It's just that at that time, she would secretly pay attention to him, know his life in this city, and have fantasized about many scenes of reunion with him, fantasizing about whether it will be a romantic atmosphere or a reunited atmosphere in a dull atmosphere. However, for more than two years, not only have those scenes never been realized, but he and her have not even had the opportunity to pass by. So she thought that as long as she didn't pay attention to him, didn't think about him, and didn't see him again, he would naturally disappear from her heart, but some feelings, I don't know why she kept bothering her, making her feel afraid to see him again, afraid to fall into his eyes again, and afraid that she would be sad and sad.

Heaven seemed to be joking with her. Either it's gone, or it's so thorough.

She didn't pay much attention to the conversation between her colleagues later, but vaguely heard Wu Wei say that she once attended Mo Xuyan's class and saw his girlfriend, Cindy still felt a little sorry for another handsome guy who had a master, so she forgot about what happened afterward.

She had been holding back the emotions that wanted to explode, the urge to cry, as if some kind of bubble that had been maintained by her telekinesis suddenly burst and could never be recovered. When she arrived home, closed the door, and faced the emotions that were shattered into a puddle, this sense of powerlessness, she was powerless to resist, stumbled and sat on the sofa, and only then began to face her sadness at this time, sad to stomach pain, but she couldn't cry, her heart was empty, as if she couldn't arouse interest in anything.

Then she sat down in her bay window, turned on a floor lamp, and hugged a cartoon pillow. Her eyes were stunned, and she remembered the bottle of wishing that she had always treasured, and remembered their various memories. It seemed that the thought of seeing him again made her feel a kind of suffocating fear.

No, she didn't want to see him, at least not now, not at this time. She didn't know if he was still living in her heart, for fear that it would be like an explosive torrent that would erupt out once the gate was opened.

He has a girlfriend, but he used to be stupid and wanted to wait for him.

Well, that's fine, isn't it? I've always felt that this kind of ending is the best ending for them, isn't it? It's only because of nostalgia for the past that I hold on to that little hope. So she has a new girlfriend, should she let him go ruthlessly?

She silently took out the wishing bottle from her bag and stared at it for a long time. She cherishes this little wishing bottle very much, and it contains her little wishes, about her and him. After he gave it to her casually, she has been careful to keep it, even after he leaves, he is reluctant to throw it away, as if as long as he retains a past thought, he can return to her.

I want to reconcile with Xu Yan again. ’

I hope that everything is fine with Xu Yan's work. ’

I hope to see Xu Yan again. ’

‘……’

She casually dismantled a few wishes she had written, full of Mo Xuyan. But she didn't expect that when she said goodbye, she was not ready to see him again, who had let go of the past.

Why do some people always say that it is so easy to walk? And why do you always stand still?

Why!? There was a sudden trace of inexplicable anger in my heart. Thinking of this, she suddenly stood up, dragged the small wishing bottle in her hand, opened the cork, went to the bathroom and threw all the colorful wishing papers that she had written very carefully and folded carefully into the toilet, and the tears finally slipped down her cheeks the moment she threw them, she closed her eyes and pressed the flush button.

Now that he's let go of the past, there's no point in her keeping it any longer. Then dissipate and forget. He threw the empty glass bottle into the trash can, sorted out the garbage and threw it out of the trash bin in the corridor.

After doing all this, she walked back to the room, closed the door, curled up on the edge of the bed, and finally couldn't help crying, as if she wanted to cry out all the pain and grievances of all these years.

Perhaps, she can't forget him, at least she can throw away the glass bottle today, which is a good start, but why does she feel so sad and her heart is so empty?

I don't know how long I cried. I only remember that she was tired of crying, her tears dried, it was dark, and her head began to feel dizzy. Her curled up posture has not changed, but at this time she looked out the window, thinking that she had to go to work on a cloudy day, and cleaned up her mood, no matter what, the days still have to pass, and she fell asleep in a daze, and when she slept, there were tears on her face.

The next day, when Jinyan, who was haggard and swollen eyes that couldn't even hide with light makeup, appeared in the office, she was seen by Cindy, a little frightened, and asked her with concern: "Jinyan, what did you do yesterday?" Why do you look so haggard today? ”

Jin Yan just laughed dryly twice, and pretended to be relaxed and said, "No, maybe I didn't sleep very well yesterday." "This is also true.

remembered that Wu Jiacheng once said to her, no matter what, yesterday's things can't be kept, if you really can't let go, then don't worry about it for now, shift your energy to other things, and don't forget, care more about yourself. So since you want to let go, you have to have the attitude of letting go, she thought so and threw herself into work again.

Yue Ran was a little worried when he saw her state. Before getting off work yesterday, he found something wrong with her, when they were gossiping about Mo Xuyan, she rarely said nothing, and even looked at the computer in a daze, even the pages of the computer did not change for a long time, he probably saw that something was wrong with her, but he couldn't figure out why she was wrong. After work, she didn't say hello to anyone, and left silently as if she had lost her soul. It was inconvenient for him to ask, so he had to ask Yang Nan and Xin Yu if they knew anything afterwards, and they all shook their heads in confusion.

Yang Nan, who has always had a bit of a big nerve, only felt that it was not a big deal, Fang Jinyan was usually so independent, what could happen. So he also asked indifferently: "Jinyan, did you have a nightlife last night?" ”

Jin Yan leaned at him angrily and replied, "I didn't sleep well!" ”

"Oh, who do you think, you can't sleep well? Could it be Qin ......?"

At this time, Xin Yu's eyes glanced at Fang Jinyan, and when Jinyan saw it, she was really a little speechless to Yang Nan, and hurriedly interrupted him: "You're too idle, aren't you?" As he spoke, he took a small stack of documents from his hand and gave it to him, and said, "Here, this is the latest information of Horizon, you just have nothing to do and take a look at it, and then think about the activities of their press conference." ”

Yang Nan hurriedly changed his face, and hurriedly said with a flattering smile: "Okay, good!" I won't talk about it, I still haven't finished writing the documents of Hefeng Xu Company. Don't make it for me. After that, he clasped his hands together, looking very reverently admitting his mistake.

Seeing him like this, Jin Yan couldn't help but laugh, and suddenly remembered something, and asked, "Why have you also started to be in charge of training?" ”

"Oh, there's a venue that involves the company's big conference room, so I'll follow it. The people from Fengxu Company may come over in two or three weeks. ”

Jin Yan was a little disappointed: "Oh. "Yes, it turns out that we are going to meet so soon.

"Fang Jinyan, why are you disappointed?" Cindy, who was on the side, noticed her tone just now.

Cindy continued to say with anticipation, "I want to see what the legendary Chief Trainer is!" “

"Cindy, I found out that you are really ...... than me," Lin Xinyu silently said at this time.

All of a sudden, everyone in the office laughed, and even Jin Yan couldn't help but laugh after hearing it. I don't know if I heard that the people from Fengxu Company came a month later, or if Lin Xinyu, a nymphomaniac, was still talking about another nymphomaniac's behavior of laughing at 50 steps and 100 steps...... But she felt relieved, and there was still time to hide from the matter of seeing Mo Xuyan, until there was really nowhere to hide.

"When the time comes, we will give the list of departments participating in the training and each class to Fengxu, and they will come over when they arrange the time." Yang Nan is also explaining the nature of this work.

"I wonder if their training sessions will be too boring?" Xiao An said at this time.

"Rest assured, they were chosen by our boss because of their professionalism." Liu Xu replied.

Jin Yan thought silently in her heart, Mo Xuyan has always been very strict and serious about her work, and the degree of workaholism is not as good as her. As far as work is concerned, he is excellent, and there really is nothing to be assured of. But Fang Jinyan didn't want to pay attention to these conversations, and was more obsessed with work than before. So, in a few days, I learned about the background of Horizon's company, and I was tirelessly writing the project plan in front of the computer. Since she decided to let go of this ex that night, she seems calm in the company of work, so she has always believed that work is a good medicine for emotional pain. It's just that I think I'll see him after a while, and I will inevitably feel a little panicked and inexplicably afraid.