In the days that followed, when Fang Jinyan and her colleagues went to lunch together, they occasionally met Mo Xuyan, and the two of them just nodded, smiled and said hello, and did not say much. She didn't want to bother herself any more. She didn't want to hold a grudge against Mo Xuyan, but when she knew Mo Xuyan's past, she felt that she couldn't really reconcile with him, and she didn't know how to get along with him.

She even sometimes gets depressed about what kind of person she has loved, and what kind of person he is. She once thought that at least he was serious about his feelings, a person who knew what he was doing, but she didn't expect him to be depressed.

Fang Jinyan, who had never mentioned this matter to others, was seen by her colleagues interacting with Mo Xuyan again and again, and there was a small outbreak in the office.

"Jinyan, is there anything we don't know about you and Mo Xuyan?" The voice was made by Cindy, questioning with a joking.

Jinyan remembered Cindy's nymphomaniac to Mo Xuyan at the beginning, and she laughed a little, but she didn't want to explain too much, so she replied indifferently: "It doesn't matter." I've only known each other in Seattle before. ”

"I mean, why do you keep running into people you used to know lately?" Xiao An has this question.

"Uh, probably...... Is it because I'm not having a good year this year? Jin Yan couldn't help but sigh, it seems to be the same, one Qin Mo is like this, and Mo Xuyan is again.

After Yang Nan heard this, he directly picked up the folder and turned around and gently knocked her head: "Look at what you said." ”

"Not really! Hey, Jinyan, can you help introduce me to me? Cindy pretended to have a wicked smile on her face and stood beside Fang Jinyan, looking at her.

"But, Sister Jinyan, why does that Mo Xuyan seem to be quite familiar with you??" At the same time, Xin Yu asked seriously with questions.

"Well, do you want to know the truth?" Jin Yan held her forehead a little, and sometimes she thought they were cute, but when the gossip soul arose, she was a little powerless to parry.

"Jinyan, I didn't say you, you and Mo Xuyan looked like they met for the first time, but it wasn't like this? Are the previous contagions true? Wu Wei narrowed his eyes and smiled evilly, interjecting that he didn't think it was big enough.

Jin Yan's face was black...... Subconsciously stretched out his hand to cover this expression, how did the painting style go farther and farther, and prevaricated at will: "It's a friend I met in Seattle before, and we had some festivals among us...... Cough. Well, it's a holiday, and I've re-acquainted with it recently, so I'm talking. He said it seriously, as if he was convincing himself.

Everyone looked at this statement with skepticism and asked, "Really?" ”

Jin Yan was afraid that everyone would continue to ask, so she nodded heavily: "Yes." ”

Some things, in fact, are not complicated, but they have just happened. Since it has already happened, there is no need for too many people to know about it.

The changes of time can make it difficult to figure out why some things happen, but every decision made at the moment may have an irreversible result. And all the last moments, in the end, are just a name for "happened", and nothing else matters.

Jin Yan suddenly felt that she had really grown up, and she seemed to see things more thoroughly, although she didn't know if she really let go, but at this time she didn't want to embarrass herself like she had done in the past. Perhaps, the reunion between her and Mo Xuyan is like having to let her open the wound, and seeing the wound scarring, she can accept the status quo.

Not long after, Guan Xiaoxian suddenly appeared in the office and called Jinyan to go to Yulan's office, Jinyan looked like she had been rescued, and happily entered the office.

"Why are you talking so much?" Xiaoxian suddenly had this question, when she entered the office, she vaguely heard everyone asking Jinyan about the previous scandal, she was also a little curious, and wanted to ask what happened?

Jin Yan was a little embarrassed: "This is probably close to the Horizon press conference, and this time everyone is waiting to go to the rehearsal control field now, so I am a little curious about other things." ”

"Then what is the relationship between you and Mo Xuyan?" Xiaoxian seemed to be a casual sentence.

Jin Yan glanced at Guan Yulan silently, and found that he also glanced at her at this time, as if telling her: I didn't say anything. After slowing down, she still felt a little embarrassed and smiled: "It's not a special relationship, I met abroad before." ”

"What? INTERVIEWER Did you meet your former classmates again? Guan Xiaoxian remembered that Qin Moru was also her classmate, and she was a little incredulous.

"......" Jin Yan was asked and didn't know what to say for a while, so she said, "No, he is not my classmate, but do you also think that I am not good for the old age?" ”

"Haha." Xiaoxian was amused by her, but she always felt a little uncomfortable in her heart: "Do you always meet old acquaintances this year?" ”

"That's right. I'm also helpless. Jin Yan smiled wryly.

Guan Yulan looked at the computer in the next second, nodded, and said seriously: "Okay, don't talk about these non-nutritious topics in the company all day long." If it weren't for the fact that all of you are more efficient, I doubt that my company will be able to operate like you. There was a hint of joke in the seriousness.

This sentence caused Xiaoxian to sneer: "Brother, you have a long-term view." Did you know about it when you decided to sign it? ”

"I didn't know when I signed the contract, but it didn't affect the outcome of choosing to sign the contract at that time." Guan Yulan replied.

"Brother, you already knew?" Xiaoxian asked.

"Well, I asked before, and she told me too." Yulan Road.

"Then why didn't you tell me?"

"Ah, is this necessary?" Yulan continued.

"It's not interesting, I want to know in advance, and I might be able to help someone else when I hear it."

"You've got it. Miss, who is willing to talk to you about gossip with you? Guan Yulan was unceremonious.

“……”

“…… I won't tell you this, we agreed before that we would not wait for the completion of this press conference and go camping in the suburbs together, and Mo Ruge couldn't even participate. Guan Xiaoxian remembered something more important.

Jin Yan remembered that she seemed to have made an appointment before, and several people said that they would go camping. It's just that I rarely think about it, and I realize that everyone is talking about next weekend.

"It's okay, there are other people, with Yang Nan and Xiao'an, they won't be boring." Jin Yan said to her jokingly.

A few days later, Horizon's launch event went well. Everyone met for dinner after the end of the day. A table of people is rare and neat, there have been too many busy days in the past few months, it seems that everyone has not had a dinner like this for a long time, seeing Xin Yu is still a little regretful, Qin Moru was unable to participate, Jin Yan realized that it seemed that there had been no news of him for several days. I don't know what he's been doing lately, but in my mind, the face he once slept pops up again. In the next second, she was in a trance, she, was she thinking about him?

Later, Xiaoxian revealed that when Qin Moru went back to the United States to meet her ex-girlfriend Mei Li this time, she scolded herself in a low voice. Think he's doing some weird thing, as for being so self-inflicted?

At night, everyone went home, Fang Jinyan was a little drunk, and Fang Jinyan, who was sent home by Yue Ran, arrived at the gate of Yujing Garden, but did not go upstairs. She walked to sit on the low bench in the garden of the community, there were only a few people left in the garden at this time, quietly shrouded in darkness, and the cool breeze gusted, so that Jin Yan, who was slightly drunk and a little feverish at this time, was very comfortable and cool, and closed her eyes in enjoyment, as if she could leave everything behind and not think about it.

She didn't think that she had any big feelings because she was at the dinner table just now, and Xiaoxian inadvertently revealed that Qin Moru went to the United States to go roughly to find Merry. Although, Cindy and Wu Wei also expressed a hint of their disappointment at the time. Jin Yan thought it was good, remembering the reason why he broke up with Melly so lightly last time, she couldn't help laughing, everyone may have a story that can't be told in the past, if you mention it, you may hurt yourself, so she just behaved indifferently.

Fortunately, she has also experienced this period of time, and because she has experienced it, she can understand Moru's actions, and I hope that Moru will not fall into an unspeakable emotion like her.

In her opinion, there is indeed no reason for Qin Moru and Mei Li to break up. The problem of distance, this is probably the best problem to solve in the relationship. Unless, unless, as she did back then, the relationship is mixed with other unstable factors, it may become an unbridgeable gap between the two.

The face of Moru who was asleep in her house when she was drunk has always been dangling in her mind as if nothing was going on recently, which may be because she was stunned. Probably because the relationship is not bad, there will always be some worries.

Hey? Wouldn't it be because you've been single for too long, and you don't even think you're handsome when you look at a frog? Fang Jinyan said in her heart, ...... It's kind of scary. You can arrange the blind date that your mother said, so that you can recognize the reality clearly.

And Mo Xuyan, Fang Jinyan rarely thinks of him. Now that I think about it, Fang Jinyan was just unwilling for so many years, so she couldn't let go of the him in her heart at the beginning, but is that he still the real him? Why doesn't it feel like he's what I imagined him to be now?

Is it that he has imagined him too perfect when he hasn't seen each other for all these years, but he has also experienced a low point in his life, and there are even times when he doesn't know what he is doing. Thinking of this, Fang Jinyan seemed to be a little pale in a trance. Does Mo Xuyan love her? Probably not. He had been depressed, but Fang Jinyan herself had been afraid that she would be depressed and went to see a psychiatrist, but she never thought of agreeing to anyone who pursued her......

Perhaps, as early as the moment of breakup, the two of them are already two parallel lines, which will not cross again or merge again. But it took her so many years to turn white. Maybe if she had paid attention to his new relationship, she would have let it go a long time ago, but she didn't want to admit it in her heart, as long as she didn't know, it seemed that Mo Xuyan was still waiting for her in the same place.

But Mo Xuyan had already left the place, and she may have left the place when she didn't realize it, but she didn't want to face the reality, and she didn't dare to admit the fact that Mo Xuyan was no longer there waiting for her. They have been separated and reunited, and every time they are reconciled, isn't it a repeat of the same mistakes in the end? Now, that's probably the best outcome. Suddenly, Fang Jinyan was a little relieved.

It seems that everyone is okay too. She is no longer the one who suddenly feels sad when she thinks of her, Mo Xuyan got out of the depression troubles, and even ...... Even Mo Ru may be able to successfully save the relationship between him and Mei Li by going to the United States this time, and it seems to be very good recently. Thinking of tonight, when Xin Yu knew that Mo Ru might get back together with Mei Li, she was a little lost in her heart, but at that time, Yang Nan's concern for her, Jin Yan saw it.

Perhaps, they are not far away.

Jin Yan suddenly smiled as if she had figured it out, she often still felt that a person's life was extremely beautiful and comfortable, but she still couldn't help but long, if she could find someone who made her feel equally comfortable together, that would be good. After all, in life, there are always some things that you can experience more.

Thinking about it, she stood up and walked in the direction of home. But she didn't even notice it, her back walking straight forward, looked a little lonely and lonely at this time.