The night was getting darker, the moonlight and the stars were still shining in the sky, and when the people around them were quiet, everyone entered their tents, some people chatted in the tents, some slept soundly in the tents, and some people were thinking nonsense in the tents.

For example, Fang Jinyan seems to know something very heavy to herself today.

I don't know if Guan Xiaoxian likes Qin Moru, and if anyone else knows, but Mei Li's existence makes her have to accept this fact.

From her, Jin Yan seemed to see herself back then, and she could especially understand Guan Xiaoxian's difficulties, but suddenly she didn't know how to face Qin Moru and Guan Xiaoxian. The message sent could not be withdrawn, and he never replied, and suddenly Fang Jinyan confessed why he didn't reply.

It turned out that he was looking for Melly.

It turned out that Xiaoxian had been hiding it for so long because she liked him. Meili's existence made Xiaoxian have to accept this fact. Jin Yan feels that she is like herself, so she can understand her state very well. It's just that she suddenly didn't know how to face Qin Moru and Guan Xiaoxian, the message she sent to Qin Moru just now couldn't be withdrawn, and she also remembered the message she sent to Qin Moru a while ago, and she never replied. Suddenly, it's very white.

It turned out that Qin Mo went to find Merry.

Although I don't want to be amorous, I'm still self-abiding. Fang Jinyan said in her heart.

As Moru's friend, she should indeed be happy for him. But I don't know why, Jin Yan always felt a little unhappy, but a feeling of emptiness. This feeling of emptiness made Fang Jinyan a little at a loss. Knowing Xiaoxian's feelings for him, Fang Jinyan began to panic a little in the face of this sense of helplessness. She didn't know why, she didn't want Xiaoxian to know about this feeling.

Thinking of this, she simply turned off the phone, as if she could also put it down. I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep.

She seemed to have had a long dream......

Fang Jinyan felt that she was walking on a familiar road, surrounded by green trees, which looked a little dazzling in the sun, she didn't know where she was going, and she didn't know what she was going to do, but in her heart, there seemed to be an inexplicable feeling of sadness. She didn't know why, she just walked forward without direction, but the more she walked, the more familiar she felt, wasn't the building here a little similar to the school she used to have? There was a hint of excitement in my heart, I used to want to come back to school to see, but I didn't expect it to happen now, but why am I in school?

She walked forward, a little happy, but the sadness was still inexplicably faintly flowing in her heart, and she couldn't understand why. When she was confused, she suddenly seemed to see a familiar figure, subconsciously, she followed him, where he went, she went, walked through some places, and finally followed him into a big house, there were many people in it, she reacted, this is a school basketball game. Many spectators were cheering, she felt the excitement but a little confused, and at the same time, she looked around, the familiar figure just now was gone, she was a little eager to find, and accidentally met a glance on the basketball court, with a smile on her face, as if she was very happy to see her watching this game.

Jin Yan recognized him at a glance, but she was a little puzzled, as if this should not be the gaze he should have, and there should not be this expectation of wanting to see him in his eyes, but what does the joy in his eyes mean now?

After a moment, the scene cuts to the classroom. That familiar gaze struck again, slowly approaching her, but she couldn't see his face clearly, but heard a voice: "Do you know how much I have missed you all these years." ”

She was stunned, not knowing what to say, but suddenly she saw another familiar figure in the cheerleaders on the basketball court, and the sadness in her heart became stronger and stronger, her two thumbs were hovering, and she didn't know what to say with her head down. I was entangled in my heart, and I didn't know what my feelings for him were.

The familiar face was a little speechless at this time: "You...... Is there anything waiting for me? ”

She lowered her head as well, and Xu Xu did not speak. She knew she wasn't waiting for him, but she didn't know how to say it. Who the hell is she waiting for...... She didn't know it herself, she looked at the person in front of her with some anxiety, her facial features were still a little blurred, and said, "I'...... It doesn't seem to be waiting for you any longer. ”

After speaking, she turned to leave, and the light in front of her made her feel a little hazy and a little blank, but she was not afraid of the unknown and walked forward.

The picture suddenly jumped back to the scene when he turned around and left, and it was like this, quietly indifferent, without looking back.

It's just that she didn't know how he felt back then, she only knew that although she also had a trace of sadness, she was more relaxed, as if she had let go of the vines that had been entangled in her heart for many years, no longer extended, and no longer covered her inner light, so that she could better face the future.

The next day, Guan Xiaoxian got up in the morning, saw Fang Jinyan, and quietly said to her that she was embarrassed, and she was a little nonsense when she drank too much yesterday, and hoped that Jinyan would not take it to heart.

Jin Yan smiled and told Xiaoxian that it didn't matter, she just hoped she could be happier.

But Fang Jinyan already hoped in her heart that she could have some distance from Qin Moru.

On the way back to S City, Guan Xiaoxian didn't seem to be affected by yesterday's mood, and happily posted photos of yesterday's play. At the same time, when she looked through the circle of friends, she suddenly saw a group photo of several friends in college, and said to Guan Yulan in an eager tone: "Wow, brother, it turns out that Brother Mo Ru and Paul, May, and Leo have a party together." You didn't even tell us. ”

"It seems that he has successfully completed his work this time, otherwise he would not be in such a mood."

Fang Jinyan on the side asked with some curiosity: "Is it your former college classmates?" “

Xiaoxian flipped through a photo and said, "That's right." They were in the same class as my brother, and they used to play with them, so they all knew each other. As he spoke, he pointed to those classmates and showed them to Fang Jinyan.

Jin Yan saw Xiaoxian introduce so enthusiastically, so she leaned over and glanced at the person in the photo.

Qin Moru stood in a corner, smiling slightly, a little different from those who were smiling very exaggeratedly on the side. It's just that there is one of them, he is rarely smiling very happily, and it looks like a shadow of the happy times in college.

Xiaoxian's page turning speed was very fast, even after reading these photos, she turned to the next one, and suddenly a photo appeared in her and Fang Jinyan's eyes.

It was a group photo, Qin Moru was on the left side of the photo, his expression was still smiling, he was standing straight, there was a familiar person beside him, snuggled up to him, and the sharp-eyed Fang Jinyan could see at a glance that it was Mei Li in a good-looking dress. And next to Melly, there was a certain distance from the other classmates just now.

When Xiaoxian saw this, she glanced at Fang Jinyan with some surprise, and then said to Guan Yulan: "Brother, they seem to be partying or something." There's Melissa in there. ”

"Really? I guess it's a temporary event. ”

"Looks like you must have had a lot of college life before." Jin Yan looked at the photo, and everyone still put on exaggerated expressions, so she knew how happy they were.

"Well, we used to play together a lot, and we were quite happy, and we often laughed until our faces cramped." Xiaoxian was excited when she mentioned her college life in the past.

Jin Yan didn't want to get involved in this topic anymore, and her tone was a little gloomy, and she replied: "Looking at you like this, you know how happy you used to be." ”

"Well, I'll have to ask them what the hell is going on."

"Uh-huh." Jin Yan saw that Xiaoxian was so excited at this time, and she stopped talking. Leaning on the back of the seat, I was a little sleepy, and slowly fell asleep in the car.

By the time Jin Yan woke up again, she was almost at the door of her house. So after thanking the Guan family brothers and sisters, he walked in the direction of home.