Forcibly calming down his excited heart, the young man once again buried himself in writing.

"To tell you the truth, I'm going to crack, no, I'm already cracked, not the ass, but the head, wait, it seems like the ass is also cracked, it's all open anyway, the ass head is blooming in two...... Wait, what kind of nonsense am I writing about?

The reason for the split was not that my family members had found their own family in my family and became each other's new family, but I was left alone with all my family members.

It's not that my father, who has always raised my sister and me as a strict father, quietly watched "The Group Spoils the Wife, the Domineering President Falls in Love with Me" on his mobile phone, and it is not that when he sees the plot of the wife being pampered, there is an indescribable sense of comfort on his father's face......

It's not, really, don't believe it, Uncle Police, okay, maybe believe it, because it's so outrageous, Dad is not a domineering president......

By the way, to be honest, the main reason for the crack is that I realize that after tonight, my sister will be my mom, and she will call me brother, and I will call her mom.

My sister is actually the daughter of my mom and her adoptive father, so I'm going to call my grandfather stepfather, and my dad needs to call me brother-in-law, and if he has another son with my sister, what should I call him? Why don't you call Grandpa?

Anyway, I'm a grandson, a turtle grandson, and my family is married, so no one cares about my feelings......"

Wiping the moist corners of his eyes, the young man continued to write with tears in his eyes.

"Therefore, this world is no longer worthy of love, when I was a child, the ambition of 'crying alone, true love is invincible' has gone, not to mention true love, I think I am lacking love, God is lacking in heart......

I really don't want to call my sister's son a grandfather, so I still die early and reincarnate early, recreate the new number, and strive to create more brilliance.

Eighteen years later, I'm Xia Entropy again! But God you have bullied me for so long, open your eyes, don't send me to India next door, I'm really afraid of the group of ruthless people who like cow dung cakes dipped in the holy water of the Ganges River, don't get me to the country of sticks, and I don't want to be hoarse every day for peacock dance fingering......"

At this point, the young man, who felt a little off-topic, sighed, paused slightly, and then lowered his head again, like a defeated man who had admitted defeat.

“…… So, if a police uncle sees this diary, please be sure to believe what is said in this diary, what is recorded in this diary, including the reasons why I killed myself, these are ironclad facts, if you don't believe it, check the font, definitely not someone pretending to be and then murdering me, speaking of which, I have to mention, Conan is sometimes really difficult, I think it should be renamed 'difficult', after all, where Conan is, the Japanese are difficult......

…… It's a bit too much off-topic, and sure enough, I'm a little abnormal, so let's get down to business.

Uncle policeman, I was cursed by God, my life was a mess, so I chose to release myself, yes, desperate boys are so confident.

Briefly explain the process of the crime to the police uncle, the murderer is myself, my tool for the crime is a hemp rope picked up from the vegetable market, I have seen the pig hanging with my own eyes, absolutely strong.

The location of the crime is on a crooked neck tree in the mountain behind the happy community, which is the mountain near National Highway 404, where the scenery is very good, I think I can ......

Happy to die? Perhaps.

That's it, go, don't read it...... Wait, no one reads it, right? I'm so pathetic......

At 23:12 in the evening, Xia Entropy, a tired and crooked senior dropout, lost his pen.

At the age of 24, it should be gone, right? I'm not sure, but if I have anything to say, I'll write again......"

The tip of the pen was drawn here, Xia Entropy Zhou couldn't write anymore, closed the cap, and inserted the carbon pen back into the pen holder.

Xia Entropy shuddered and closed the diary named "Cursed Diary" by himself, stared blankly at the 404 on the combination lock, then took a deep breath, reached out and turned off the dim and warm lamp on the desk......

"According to the latest news from the Bureau of Meteorology, a meteorite from 404 light-years away will descend on Earth tomorrow.

Meteors will slide through the night sky of the northern hemisphere and fall somewhere in China, I hope that the majority of astronomy enthusiasts will watch at home, watch in a civilized manner, and try to avoid traveling, so as not to fall into the sky and tears of relatives......"

casually turned off the chattering TV, and the hostess with a friendly smile disappeared from the screen.

Smiling self-deprecatingly, Xia Entropy put on his backpack for the crime he had prepared, opened the security door, and then closed it gently.

He didn't even bother to lock the door.

If there is really a thief who pries, then it should be a help to the poor, of course, this must be the case that the police have not come to the door, if they do, there is no way? Who told you to steal?

Dead people's things are never easy to take, and once you take them, whether they are living or dead, they will look for you day and night.

Joke......

Anyway, when the time comes, the missing person is involved here, and the police will definitely come to investigate, and the thief will definitely not be able to run away at that time, so it is better to let the thief take the money and live happily for a few days, and he will be regarded as saving yin virtue.

"But then again, this meteor is really not the right time, if I had come earlier, maybe I would have been able to hit me under the persecution of the thief, and now, it doesn't matter what I think, right? Because I'm going to hang myself on the southeast branch today......"

As the words fell, the young man's back disappeared into the corridor, and as soon as the voice-activated light went out, the corridor was completely dimmed.

The air outside the building was a little humid, the night breeze was a little cool, and there was a slight smell of dirt and garbage.

Well, it's fragrant, yes, I'm talking about garbage.

Leaving from the door of the second unit building, I walked up the slope above Xia Entropy's community.

The night is already dark, and under the cold solar street lamps, the residents who have long been unable to see the night tour have long been visible, after all, the smell of garbage that has been saved for a day at night is too fragrant, and if the cultivation is not enough, it is likely to fly in the original place of the fairy qi.

Except for those immortal cultivators who are hiding in the quilt and brushing the P station and the primary and secondary school students who are still struggling to write their homework, most of them have entered a sweet and terrifying dreamland, running out of oil and lamps day by day, and wasting the few time left.

It's better to say that most of the guys like Xia Entropy who go out and carry bags on their backs are not good people, and they have to take a detour when they see them...... Don't think about it, I mean the aunt who robs students' learning materials and sells them as garbage.

But then again, in Xia Entropy's view, since the country began to sweep away the evil and evil, at least he has never seen such a bad guy, and the current society is very stable, compared with the beautiful scenery country, this place is simply a paradise.

Although there was a bunch of nonsense in his head, the young man's footsteps did not stop.

Soon, Xia Entropy Zhou crossed the vehicle railing of National Highway 404 and left the boundary of Xinfu Community to the Despair Mountains......

Wait, maybe it's better to call it a painless flow mountain?

After passing through the 404 National Highway at night full of cars and dangers, Xia Entropy, who drove a flashlight, stepped on the back mountain of the happy community and walked on the sandy road.

The happy community is established on the back of the national highway, connecting a lush mountain forest in the back mountain, but they are some cold temperate coniferous forests common in the inland of the northern hemisphere, for the summer entropy boat who came here to hang the southeast branch, there is nothing to say, after all, I have stepped on a little reconnaissance early, the shade is cool, it is a good place to live without spending money, and the old ghosts like it.

In his opinion, he was already a dead man, so he couldn't die a few more times, right?

"Okay, this is it, this dazzling big red fork is still weird in the middle of the night, I hope it didn't scare the passers-by......"

Soon, Xia Entropy, who had climbed to the top of the cliff of Houshan, skillfully tied a sturdy hemp rope to a stout crooked neck tree with a red chalk drawing 'X' under the bright moonlight, and hung the rope noose hanging high in the air.

Touching the hemp rope in his hand, Xia Entropy's eyes were like an old sow about to die.

"This rope must be skin-stranglehold for a while, right? Do you want to forget it? ”

Taking a deep breath and glancing affectionately at the somewhat pale moonlight in the sky, Xia Entropy's eyes suddenly appeared in front of Xia Entropy's eyes with scenes of happiness when he used to cook, which made him hesitate a little, unfortunately, the happiness of cooking was only a second later, and the marquee turned into a piece of endless sadness, endless, endless, which is bigger than the gap between the broadcast time of domestic cartoons and domestic idol dramas.

In other words, isn't the salary used to invite celebrities?

"Bastard! Can't you just make me a little happier? ”

Xia Entropy, who was scolding, thought about it, and still put his neck in it, the size was just right, it was perfect.

At this moment, with a slight kick of the leg, the young man's feet will be lifted off the ground and suspended in the air, robbed of life by the tightened rope.

When the rope was put around his neck, Xia Entropy's ears seemed to have a satisfied sneer, if you ruled out that it was a self-proclaimed concubine Sei Samoyed.

He was so sure that the guy who was smiling like an idiot was the thief who was always looking at him.

Finally, I can't take it anymore, bastard!

"Laugh and laugh, I'm a coward, I admit it, you bastard with no lower limit wins, if I don't have any more shame, maybe I will choose to continue to live......"

After a pause, Xia Entropy slowly closed his eyes, and his voice was a little more sad.

"It's a pity that I don't want to cause trouble for anyone else's sake anymore, and I can't stand this world that forces myself to be a curse.

Over the years, the goal I want to achieve has always been unattainable, the last thing I want to see is because of a sentence to see, every day I have to self-hypnosis before falling asleep, forcing myself to think of something that makes others sad and desperate, otherwise, even if it is just a little bit of kindness is spoken by the mouth as a dream, as long as there is a trace of sincere blessing hidden in the heart, someone will be hurt by it.

I can't praise a lovely dog, I can't bless an old man worthy of blessing, and I can't have a good heart, because I know that all my good thoughts will become the most vicious curses because of you, and my most vicious curses cannot be transformed into the purest good thoughts to bless others.

I understand, the reason why my mother married her adoptive father and my father married my sister was just because after watching the family ethics anime, I casually said 'Fortunately there is no Kozo Akizuki in my family', but I didn't expect that your heart was so black, really because I did such a thing to my family with a casual sentence, and forced me to forget to death......

You bastard, you can't afford to play, have made me a big bad guy who wants to do good things for more than 20 years, and I have become a completely good madman who curses others all the time and wants others to die.

You made my curse diary that I originally wrote as a joke become a real 'curse diary', saying that heaven is ruthless, is this what you really think? Playing people like monkeys? ”

The laughter in his ears stopped abruptly, and the young man opened his eyes again and looked at the vast starry sky.

"Let me recite another poem and say goodbye to myself......

The moon stars are scarce, and the black magpie flies south;

Three turns around the tree, what branches can be followed;

Stretch your neck and kick your legs;

When the tongue is spit out, the world is peaceful......"

When the ethereal voice sounded from the cliff, the old ranger, who was sleeping upright in the fire shelter on another hill, sat up in a 'dying sickness', and bounced up from the bed, as if he had not yet detached himself from the dream, and his wrinkled face was full of horror as he lay on his stomach.

"She's sixty-eight years old! Tyre! Cao thief dares! Let go of the thief's hand! ”

didn't know that the death poem he had adapted frightened the old man to think that he was wearing a hat by Cao Cao, and Xia Entropy was about to kick his legs, but suddenly saw a dazzling arc of light in the sky.

"Meteor, aren't you coming tomorrow? Why is it here now? The boss will not feel sorry for you, nor will he give you overtime pay, why don't you drink tea first? ”

Talking nonsense, Xia Entropy still made two last wishes to the flying meteor.

"Meteor, meteor, you should not be used to seeing the thief in advance, God wants to give me a ride in person, it seems that you and I are destined, since there is fate, then I am not welcome, two wishes are really not much, after all, they are their own people, someone makes eighteen wishes at a time, much more outrageous than me...... You can't afford it~

The hemp rope is quite piercing, so the neck will definitely hurt for a while, I wish me a happy death, it is best to succeed at one time, so that I don't have to die again, and then ...... In the next life, let me cast a good baby, not much, just the kind of billionaire only child, I don't want to be a worker, after all, the leader of Che Guevara said, in terms of part-time work, it is impossible to work, it is impossible to ......work in this life, it is impossible to work in this life" (end of this chapter)