Chapter 465: Ling Jingxia
Lin Yingbin squatted on the ground and pulled out the glass shards that had pierced into his flesh, the pain had left him with no time to care, completely unaware that his surroundings had been shrouded in mirrors.
"Quartz World --- Mirror Palace"
When he looked up, he realized that his vision was completely confused, and there were mirrors of himself everywhere. Lin Yingbin knew that there was fraud in this, but he still rashly launched an attack. The fist wrapped in air broke one mirror after another in front of him, and after not knowing how many mirrors he shattered, he stopped.
In the mirror in front of him, he was a child, with his young and stubborn eyes hating himself at the end of the mirror, and he was holding a dagger tightly in his small hand. Looking at these, Lin Yingbin fell into deep thought, and after his nose was sore, he was looking at it, the little child had actually grown up.
Although he has become hateful, there is clearly a bit of his own shadow between his eyebrows. Is that ugly man himself?
No, that's and isn't. It was the self in the dream world, a self that was ugly with lies and stories.
On the night when he injured Liuwufei, he had a dream while sleeping in a hospital bed. The self in the dream is ugly, constantly lying, betraying, and deceiving people, and the self in that dream has a sinister and cunning face, and is an out-and-out despicable villain who constantly hurts others for the sake of profit.
Why does the mirror reproduce one's own dreams, and whether others will see them. Lin Yingbin looked around anxiously, but fortunately, there was an impenetrable mirror world all around.
That was their jealous side, because they were jealous of the dragon trail and their strength was getting stronger and stronger, and their negative emotions were blaming and insulting them.
In the ensuing picture, he stepped on the bodies of the dragon trail and Liu Wufei, Kubi, Tooth Burning, and Shen Sleep, and laughed at them wantonly, and the smug face was clearly the despicable and shameless appearance that he hated.
Lin Yingbin shook his head desperately and denied everything in the picture, that ugly appearance could not be himself, and he would never show that kind of despicable and shameless villain's face.
But that ugliness is really displayed in front of him, greasy, obscene, and cunning......
That series of hateful faces made Lin Yingbin feel that his stomach was tumbling for a while, and he was disgusted and vomited by his ugly face in the mirror.
Is that what I really think in my heart? It's so disgusting to be dissected.
"yes, that's inside you. You're a jealous person, and that's who you really are. You don't have to hide your ego deliberately, you have to clearly recognize your despicable nature, you are a despicable and shameless villain, you don't need to deceive yourself and pretend to be sanctimonious. Don't wrap yourself, stay true to your heart. If you are jealous of them, you will completely knock them to the ground. Strengthen yourself above them, and worship yourself according to them. It's the ego, and it's not disgusting. ”
Lin Yingbin was frightened, his heart seemed to be locked by chains and could not break free.
Everything about Lin Yingbin was playing in the mirror over and over again, including the appearance of his body becoming a girl, Lin Yingbin had become dull-eyed and was about to stop thinking. But seeing the girl Lin Yingbin in the mirror, Sandra was like a treasure, his hands were trembling, his body was trembling, and even his breathing was trembling.
Gradually, Sandra's eyes came to mind the events of her childhood.
Since he was very young, he secretly wore girls' clothes, secretly bought girls' supplies, and secretly hid and pretended to be a girl for self-comfort, which brought him an unprecedented sense of satisfaction and fulfillment.
But one day, his behavior was discovered by his family, and the person he loved the most would curse himself and be disgusting. His heart collapsed, is this still a dear family, why don't they understand their actions.
The people around him also look down on themselves, and their eyes are focused on themselves, with the same disdain and contempt as they look at the filth in the garbage heap.
It was a long time since then, and he didn't know what to do. In this world, he is a man, but he is despised for dressing like that. Should we follow and identify with our social attributes and correct misplaced ideas?
However, the more I tried to suppress myself, the more I wanted to be like that.
'I don't fit into this world......'
Let yourself give up the pursuit of beauty, it is better to kill yourself. This is Sandra's own heart, his true self.
But just when he was about to commit suicide, he told himself in his heart that he couldn't die so easily. All the constraints in this world should be broken, why use the outside to restrict men and women?
I'm going to change all that, I'm God......
So, he awakened to the power of glass.
Using this ability, he created a mirror world with no blind spots in all directions for the first time. In this mirror world, he can wear his favorite clothes and paint his most satisfactory makeup. Here you can satisfy all your desires, and indulgence is so relaxing.
In the world of mirrors, he can enjoy his self to the fullest, he can do anything at will, and only everything shown here is real.
He was finally able to follow his heart and no longer care about the eyes of others. The all-encompassing mirror world allows him to discover his favorite beauty from all angles.
I'm not a disgusting person, I'm just a person who chases my heart. His own concept transcends the external shackles, breaks the shackles of ethics, and transcends the limitations of the times.
After becoming the Ten Killers, his reputation gradually polarized. He also gradually realized that because he was too outstanding, there were many groups with the same interests and hobbies as him, and more and more people did not understand and attack.
Slowly, even among his friends who originally supported him, there began to be voices against him.
He's too much of an eyesore, exposing everything they've been hiding so well, and he's making everyone the target of everyone's ridicule.
Later, he was invited to meet Pig. And here I met all kinds of strange characters, and I seemed so ordinary in front of them.
Pig never laughed at them, and the experience he had gained from so many different eyes had come to realize that Pig truly respected himself from the bottom of his heart. Pigs don't sarcastically mock themselves, whether it's their hobbies or personality.
Here, for the first time, he had the feeling that leaving the world of mirrors would not generate social pressure. He can show off his specialness to the fullest, and no one will look at him strangely.
He gave himself the power of immortality, and he felt that this power was born to assist him and use it for him.
I feel sincerely honored to be a chess piece in the hands of such a strong and great person.
He felt that the whole world could not understand the lofty ideals of the pig, and he recognized the ideal of the pig and was willing to contribute to the plan of the pig.
He wants to witness the ideal world of pigs, and he wants to live in that world.
This is a call that comes from the inner self.