readx;??? Chapter 81, a mysterious figure on the streets of Kanagawa Prefecture

Due to the tsunami caused by an earthquake of magnitude 9.0 on the Richter scale in the northeastern part of Japan some time ago, which caused heavy casualties and property losses, it directly had a significant impact on the economy and people's livelihood of various industries in Japan.

Although Kanagawa Prefecture is some distance from the Pacific Ocean east of Miyagi Prefecture, where the tsunami struck, it has also been affected by some impact, and although some time has passed since the disaster, the streets still appear deserted. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Dai Jianfei is not familiar with Japan, this is also the first time he came to Japan, but he wants to stay here, just to fulfill his promise to a person, he is not Wan Qingshan, he is very small, and small people are destined to be bound by feelings in their hearts.

The sun has set, twilight is falling on the streets at dusk, and before you know it, a few snowflakes are gradually falling from the sky, Dai Jianfei is like a lonely wandering spirit, on the streets, in the crowd, wandering aimlessly, without a goal, without direction,

He didn't know, he just wanted to go to any corner where Miyoko Yamaguchi had ever existed, looking for her breath, all the time, all the time, all the time.

Suddenly, he felt as if someone was following him behind him, stood still, and looked back suddenly, the street was still deserted, except for the scattered passers-by, hurrying to and fro in the flying snowflakes, it was the storefront signs on both sides of the street that gradually lit up,

In this snowy night in a foreign country, there is nothing in the field of vision that can be related to oneself.

Maybe I'm too worried! In this world, will anyone still care about my life or death? I used to be extremely loyal to the organization, but in exchange for the organization's distrust of me, the person who once trusted me the most was deceived to death by myself step by step.

Perhaps this is the so-called one report for another.

As a special spy who has been fighting on the hidden front for a long time, his sensitivity and vigilance to the strange aura flowing around him are dozens of times higher than ordinary people.

If you want to engage in this industry, without walking in front alone, without looking back, you can detect the ability of someone to follow you 100 meters behind you, then even if you are allowed to join in exceptionally, you will be eliminated immediately, and you will definitely die a miserable death.

Because this is a special industry, the methods of people in this industry when dealing with their peers in the industry have a cruelty beyond the imagination of ordinary people.

The dark night can make people sensitive, and it can also make the evil in the body swell and wake up, so the moon is dark and the wind is high on the killing night, so the impermanence hooks the soul in the third watch,

For he who walks in the daylight cannot see, nor can he see whatever he wants in the corner obscured by the night.

Dai Jianfei is a profession that walks in the night, and his duty is to eliminate the sins that come from the night in the dark, so that they do not touch the day, and do not delay the walking of those who walk in the daytime.

He was a hero on the covert front, a brilliant spy and was.

He used to be quick to think, delicate in mind, he used to see six ways, ears to listen to all directions, and these once let him go deep into the tiger's den to lie down and taste the courage, and superb psychological quality, but now it has become a mental illness for him.

"Hallucinations", yes, since the death of Miyoko Yamaguchi, he will often hallucinate, in the hallucination he always feels that someone is following or spying on him in the dark,

And it seems that at the moment when the organization decided to give up on itself, he lost the ability to catch snakes in the wind and grass.

Because of the loss of spiritual faith, just like Miyoko Yamaguchi said before, they visited Amaterasu before the mission, and swore to Amaaki that they were the descendants of Amaterasu, and not that Amaterasu really existed.

Rather, Amaterasu exists because of their belief and exists in their hearts, and when this belief reaches a certain level, then they will see in the eyes of believers the image of the spiritual belief that they believe in their hearts.

And will be endowed with strong spiritual power by this image.

In fact, this kind of spiritual power is not given by anyone, but a kind of potential that is stimulated in the mode of self-awakening, and the most basic manifestation of this potential is to make cowardice become brave and hesitation to become firm.

It can make indifference turn into blood, and do things that you couldn't or didn't dare to do.

Just like a ghost, the more you believe it exists and the more you want to see it, then it will really appear in front of your eyes.

But others can't see it, because others don't believe it, and sometimes, the world is created by believing and denying.

So, what you can see, but what you don't see in the eyes of others, really doesn't exist? Is it really your own illusion? Why can't it be that everything in the world you see in the eyes of others is an illusion?

Everyone is believing that the world they see and see is real, and at the same time, they must also know that they are emotional and reasonable, and they must force the people around them to agree that the world they see is real.

Once such people win over more people, the few who could have seen the real world will become hallucinations, and maybe they will be sent to a mental hospital by a group of self-righteous and ridiculous madmen.

So they can only be helpless in the real psychotic world isolated by the false world.

At this time, Dai Jianfei is like a mentally ill person thrown into a mental hospital, although his body is still free, but his spirit and soul have long been isolated from the world.

When a person loses hope and purpose in life, for himself, for life, and for the world, then he will gradually create an illusionary world in depression, and then let himself indulge in that world.

See, to crush a powerful warrior, sometimes it is not necessary to pierce his armor or cut down his horse, as long as he loses his faith, he loses his spiritual support, loses the source of strength,

As a result, if you lose your direction, the whole person will be like a fortress, collapsing in an instant, and being slaughtered by others.

When Dai Jianfei began to feel that someone was following him and couldn't be sure of the other party's existence, he knew that his former professional skills were disappearing, he was a little panicked at first, and then he became numb,

Does it matter? It doesn't matter! What does a person who has lost his use value do with that kind of ability?

It doesn't matter if he is a cow, a ghost, a snake and a god, or a ghost, whether he is real or an illusion, if he is willing to follow, just come, revenge for revenge, revenge for wrongs.

When Dai Jianfei thought about it, he suddenly became very free, like a seriously ill patient who knew that his limit was approaching, and he could live one more day in the world, all of which were earned and happy, although this happiness was bitter.

It was getting darker and darker, and the snow was getting heavier and heavier, Dai Jianfei found an izakaya at the end of the street and went in, listening to Miyoko Yamaguchi say that the sake in this shop tasted very good, and the important thing is that Miyoko Yamaguchi visited the shrine in Kanagawa before her death.

Dai Jianfei didn't come to the wrong place, there are many people here who seek revenge, but they are not seeking revenge from Dai Jianfei, nor from someone, but from some parties in the Japanese government.

As soon as Dai Jianfei entered the house, he could feel the intoxicating atmosphere of wanton indulgence and scolding after drinking, the Japanese are usually very restrained, especially in work, they are even more meticulous, abide by the order and the execution of orders,

makes their life like a machine, and once they drink too much, they will use the smell of alcohol to explode all the suppressed emotions in life and work.

When Dai Jianfei walked into an izakaya, he felt like he had walked into a restaurant in northeastern China, and of course, they spoke Japanese.

There were a lot of people in the tavern, and it could be seen that many of them had come here from other places, some dressed like homeless people and refugees, Dai Jianfei found a seat against the window and sat down,

I ordered some food and drinks, and listened to the noise of those people while drinking.

"It's been so long since the tsunami, why don't the people in the government say anything? My house was destroyed, it hasn't been built yet, and my relatives are gone, it seems that we should let this party step down!"

A middle-aged Japanese man, who is from the Miyagi area, was the main area affected by the tsunami, which had a great impact on his family, said after taking a sip of wine.

"It is said that it was a secret society that voted internally to rule that triggered the tsunami. ”

Another Japanese man said.

"Are you kidding the secret society that caused the tsunami, Yamamoto-kun? What kind of society can cause a tsunami? Yamaguchi-gumi? That's funny. ”

The Japanese man said disapprovingly, "I'm not kidding, a good friend of mine holds an important position in the Liberal Democratic Party.

He told me after drinking too much, and he also said that such secret societies exist in every country, and their main duty is to deal with those things that the frontal army and organs cannot handle, or cannot deal with.

It is said that this tsunami was triggered by a secret society in Japan, and secret societies in other countries fought for the interests of the state. ”

"So, this secret society is even more powerful than the Yamaguchi-gumi?"

"Of course, compared to them, the Yamaguchi-gumi are like children. ”

"So that's cool!, so why does the government have to rule on them?"

Because what this secret society has done is the main trigger for this tsunami, and the Japanese authorities are forced by international public opinion and pressure, so they can't do anything about it. ”

The two drinkers at the table here were talking lively, and a young man in his twenties at the table over there also came over and said,

"Hey, have you heard? This time let us die so many compatriots, the tsunami that flooded the Kanto region is said to have been done by the Chinese!"

"The Chinese? Unlikely, right? Will they be so bold? Will they have this ability? If they really have such ability, then our army,

It would not have been so smooth to annex most of China's land, and as far as I know about this people, they will only put on a show and condemn it with words, but they will not dare to move the real thing. ”

Another Japanese man, who was slightly older than him, said.