Chapter 139: Yellow Night Leaves

Zhao Shen had been standing on one side, listening to the conversation between the two, he felt a little bitter in his heart, he knew that Feng Jian's family had been destroyed, but seeing the appearance of Feng Jian and Feng Xiao, how should he tell them all this?

For a long time, the burden of the family and the fetters of the family have made them persist all the way to the present, and it is precisely because of this that Zhao Shen doesn't know how to say it.

He was reluctant to let Feng Xiao leave, seeing them do this for the sake of the family, and he felt even more distressed for them, but there was no way.

He looked away, he was afraid that he would not be able to help but tell them everything.

In fact, the real reason why Feng Jian wanted to agree to the other party, Zhao Shen could also know.

Although their situation is still very safe for the time being, they are not afraid of 10,000, but they are afraid that if their identities are exposed one day, it will be a catastrophe.

But if Feng Xiao became that person's disciple, that person would naturally not stand idly by, and even if he didn't want to get involved in these things, he would have to protect Feng Xiao.

This is Feng Jian's real thoughts, at the very least, Feng Xiao must not be allowed to face danger as well!

Feng Jian didn't know that his mind had already been seen through by Zhao Shen.

The originally harmonious atmosphere in the room became very awkward, everyone was thinking about things, and they didn't speak for a while, and the room became very quiet.

"If you promise that person, you must leave with her, after leaving, if you want to meet again, I'm afraid it's far away, right?" Feng Xiao thought bitterly in her heart.

She began to get a little tired of this kind of life, when she was eight years old, she had already experienced a parting, and it had only been a year since they got together, and they were about to parting again.

She hated this feeling, she used to have at least her father with them, but if she left with Jun Ruoxi, she would become a person completely, and that feeling of loneliness, just thinking about it, made her feel irritable.

Feng Jian didn't even dare to look at his sister's eyes, how could he be willing to let his sister leave his side and bear the loneliness alone?

Who cares about Xiaoxiao as much as he does? She is sad and sad, who will comfort her? Feng Jian's fists were clenched tightly, he desperately wanted to become stronger, this feeling of helplessness made him go crazy.

Every time, the strength is not enough, the strength is not enough, it is because of the strength, I can only be forced to compromise, it is because of the strength, I can only endure the pain and unwillingness, and bear it silently.

If he is allowed to bear these pains alone, he doesn't care at all, but if the people he cares about bear all this, he can't bear it.

The dull atmosphere makes people feel oppressive, but no one knows what to say to break such a rigid atmosphere.

"Family or something, let's put it aside first, no matter what, let Xiaoxiao choose the result, it's useless to force it, even if we have to separate tomorrow, we have to cherish the current time, don't we?" Zhao Shen finally couldn't help but speak, feeling the affection between them, Zhao Shen was affected.

"Huh, yes, Xiaoxiao, no matter what, I respect your choice!" Feng Jian looked at Feng Xiao very seriously and said to her.

"Let me think about it, I'll think about it!" Feng Xiao still couldn't make a decision, she wanted to be quiet!

After speaking, Feng Xiao left the house straight, walked to the flowers and plants outside, sat directly on the ground, and looked at the flowers in front of her, she was a little distracted.

Looking at his sister's appearance, Feng Jian was a little unbearable, but he didn't say anything, he didn't know what to say, he felt that his language skills were very poor, and he couldn't speak!

"You are also for her good, don't blame yourself, you are always depressed too much, so you are so tired, I believe that you will definitely be able to twist the situation of the family in the future!" Zhao Shen comforted Feng Jiandao.

"In the future, I don't know how long! I'm really fed up with this kind of life!" Feng Jian said with some bitterness.

"Some things, the more anxious they are, the more chaotic they become! Don't be in a hurry, you still told me!" Zhao Shen looked directly into Feng Jian's eyes and said in a deep voice.

"Hehe!" Feng Jian smiled self-deprecatingly and didn't speak!

The joy of reuniting with Zhao Shen was instantly washed away by this incident, and the originally happy mood instantly became very heavy.

Perhaps, under such pressure, Feng Jian and the others will be spurred forward step by step, and they will not stop their steps, no matter how difficult the front is!

"Are you back?" Li Xin's father sat on a chair, looked at Li Zixuan in front of him, and said lightly.

"Yes, Door Master!" Li Zixuan replied respectfully.

"Xin'er really didn't come back with you!" he said helplessly as if he had already guessed such a result.

"Please punish the door master, he is incompetent and failed to bring Li Xin back!" Li Zixuan bowed his head and said.

"I know her character, it has nothing to do with you!" Li Xin's father waved his hand and said a little tiredly.

"Thank you for the grace of the master of the sect, if it's okay, the subordinates will leave first!"

"Hmm!"

As Li Xin's father hummed softly, Li Zixuan gave a salute, and then turned to leave.

However, just as Li Zixuan was about to arrive at the door, his father's voice came from behind him: "You have always had a grudge against me, haven't you?"

When Li Zixuan heard his words, his body stiffened suddenly, and then returned to his original state.

He didn't look back, and said to his father, "How dare your subordinates?"

"Since your mother died, you haven't called me father again, have you?" Li Zixuan's father's expression was a little vicissitudes, as if he had aged a lot in an instant, and his voice also gave people a feeling of exhaustion.

When Li Zixuan heard his father's words, his body couldn't help but shake, and he didn't speak for a long time, and his mind was instantly chaotic.

"The death of your mother has made you complain about me all the time, I know that I am not a qualified husband, nor a qualified father, Xin'er complains about me, and so do you. You can't understand me, can you?" said Li Zixuan's father bitterly.

"Yes, I can't understand what kind of thing can make you obsessed with it to this extent, power, or status?" Li Zixuan's voice became extremely cold, and he finally turned his head and looked straight at his father!

Looking at Li Zixuan like this, a heartache suddenly flashed in his heart, it seems that his responsibility has been borne by the child, and he has been depressed a lot!

"Reason, it's not time to tell you, you came back because you want to participate in the selection of the Imperial Commander, right?" he looked at Li Zixuan and said lightly.

Although he feels very sorry for his child in his heart, he has endured it for so long, and he has long been accustomed to the feeling of not being understood.

"Yes, that's why I'm in a hurry to come back!" Li Zixuan knew that his father didn't tell him the reason, and he didn't care.

As his father said, whatever the reason, he would not understand and would not want to know!

"Are you confident that you can win in the end? Some people are more than a decade older than you, and this is enough time to change a lot of things!"

"It's not self-confidence, but it must, there are some things, since others don't want me to know, then I'll check it myself!" Li Zixuan didn't hide his thoughts in his heart, since his father had already guessed it, why hide it?

"Is it necessary?" Li Zixuan's father repeated Li Zixuan's words, his expression a little complicated!

"It must!" Li Zixuan didn't want to stay any longer, turned around and left directly!

Looking at the back of Li Zixuan's departure, he couldn't bear it, but he still held back, only the iron that has been sharpened can be turned into a sword, although it is a little cruel, but it is also for his good.

The feeling of not being able to protect an important person is more painful than dying.

"You are really similar to me back then, I hope you don't repeat my tragedy!" Li Zixuan's father looked at Li Zixuan's disappearing back and muttered to himself.

"Perhaps, I was really wrong, but it's too late to regret it now, isn't it? At this moment, Li Zixuan's father is like a twilight old man, his face full of vicissitudes and nostalgia!

"Let's go back, there's no need to stay here anymore!" Huang Ye said to the guards beside him, his voice sounding a little weak.

"But, your body"

"It's okay, how can I have time to waste here? I've already wasted too much time!" Huang Ye directly interrupted the guard's words, insisting on leaving.

"Alright, I'll go prepare the carriage!" said the guard helplessly. Then he got up and walked out of the house.

"Wait, what about Yue'er?" Huang Ye asked without seeing his sister.

"I'm here!" Huang Yue's voice came from outside the door, and then appeared in Huang Ye's eyes.

Huang Yue went straight to her brother's side, and said with some worry: "I've been outside the door all the time, I heard your voice, and I came in, are you okay?

"I'm fine, I still have something to do when I go back to the sect!" Huang Ye touched his sister's soft long hair and said gently.

"However, if you use the forbidden law without permission, if the sect knows about it, you will be punished, and with your current physical state, if you are hurt again, you will collapse!" Huang Yue said worriedly.

"I don't have time to spend with them, they can punish me as much as they like, I won't collapse!" Huang Ye didn't care what kind of punishment he would receive.

However, my sister's time is probably running out, how can I delay here? punishment or something, if you want to come, even if you come, he still has something to do.

"But, your body"

"Okay, silly sister, aren't you worried about me, I'm very tenacious!" Huang Ye interrupted his sister with a smile, he had already made up his mind that no matter what kind of difficulties he faced, he would not give up the idea in his heart.

His sister's body, he will never stand idly by, no matter how slim the hope is, he will definitely persevere.

"I know you're worried about me, but won't I worry about you?" Huang Yue looked at her brother distressedly, everything he did for himself made her very moved, but at the same time, she also felt extremely self-reproachful.

It's all because of myself that my brother is so tired, if it weren't for my own body, my brother would still be the elegant scholar who likes to dance and write, or the brother who likes flowers, plants, insects and mice.

However, it was all because of his own body that his brother decisively gave up his hobby and devoted himself to cultivation, even working so hard in battle.

even ignored the rules of the sect and used the forbidden law, resulting in not even having the strength to speak now, and being injured all over his body, but he had to bear the punishment of the sect when he went back.

All of this is impacting Huang Yue's heart, how can she bear to let her brother keep for herself?

"Fool, as long as I heal your body, everything else will no longer be a problem, will it, will it? What am I compared to the pain you endured?" Huang Ye knew that his sister felt sorry for him, but the more he did this, the more he strengthened his determination in his heart.

"My body, you should know, don't waste your energy, I know the condition of my body, there is no hope of healing, you give up, brother!" Huang Yue looked at her brother with a little choked up, what kind of courage does it take to say such a thing?

"Nonsense, this kind of thing, I won't let it happen!" Huang Ye scolded, he absolutely did not allow this kind of thing to happen, how could he let his sister leave him?

Huang Yue's tears swirled in her eyes, if she could, why didn't she want to stay with her brother all the time?

She didn't say anything anymore, just looked at her brother so quietly, but she couldn't hold back the tears anymore, she was just as reluctant, there were still many beautiful things in this world that she hadn't seen, and the relatives she cared about made her nostalgic.

Letting the tears rag on her face, Huang Yue's heart was about to suffocate in pain, she was afraid of the loss of time, and every second that passed made her one step closer to death.

At this time, the guard who had just left came back, and he said respectfully to Huang Ye, "Young Master, the carriage is ready, it's time to go!"

Huang Ye heard his words and struggled to get up from the bed, but the injuries he suffered when he tried again, as well as the sequelae of the forbidden law, made his body extremely weak, and he didn't have the strength to get up at all.

The guard hurriedly stepped forward, helped Huang Ye, and helped him stand up.

Finally, with the help of the guards, he got out of bed with difficulty and began to walk towards the outside of the house.

Because of his extreme weakness, he was simply driven out by the guards, his legs were even dragged to the ground, and his body was still trembling slightly.

Huang Yue wiped away her tears and shook her head helplessly, she knew that no matter how she stopped it, her brother would not give up.

For herself, her brother did this, which made her extremely moved, but in addition to being moved, it was also mixed with strong distress and self-blame.

She didn't delay any longer, and followed the two of them towards the outside of the house, and at the same time made up her mind in her heart that she would never let the people of the sect punish her brother, even if she was punished on behalf of her brother, she would stop it.

It's time for her brother to do something, she has always been crying weakly, she has always been the object of protection, she hates her incompetence and cowardice, at the last moment, at least she has to do something for her brother, so that she can leave with peace of mind.

Even if you can't get rid of the tricks of fate, you have to do something for the important people to reduce the regret in your heart