At night, the moon and stars are scarce, the main street is no longer bustling, there are no more stalls under the inn, but standing by the window and looking into the distance, but seeing that the whole street is not cold and abnormal, whether it is looking south or north, there will be an unknown restaurant every other distance The lights are bright, and the entry and exit are lively, but the location of this inn is more special, or there are other sayings, in short, even if he stands by the window, he can't hear the noise from there, sitting in the room, even if the window is open, he can't see the fire projected from thereOnly the bright moonlight was cast on the ground in front of the window like a thin puddle of autumn frost, which looked like it was outside.

At midnight, Hongxiang has fallen asleep on the bed, sleeping ugly, looking ugly, looking up, snoring gently, rising and falling, with a saliva hanging on the corner of his mouth, and the residual light of the moonlight reflected by the smooth floor looks bright and shiny, and he can sleep so solidly in this kind of place, Xiao Cong admires it in his heart, how big is this experience, in order to live so calmly and generously, ignorant and fearless.

He looked at the sleeping Hongxiang, lost his mind for a while, and suddenly smiled, and said to himself:

"It seems that what this little guy said before was all a lie to me, and eating and sleeping are the top priorities in his life. ”

Then there was another moment of distraction, and after a while, he spoke again:

"But this is supposed to be the real life. ”

There seemed to be a flash of light in his mind, and the direction was not clear, but it illuminated something for him, and it also made him suddenly understand some things - life and life are two different things, life should not be like him, life should be like Hongxiang, his days only have the so-called life, and there is no life, which is inevitably too heavy and a little sad.

But what is the reason for all this?

He is too lazy to think, now he only thinks about things he is willing to think, or he is following the guidance of his heart, following the flow of anything, no matter what, whatever he thinks now should be right.

But what did he want to think about? Probably Hongxiang, he was thinking about Hongxiang himself and some things between him and Hongxiang, to be honest, he felt that he was really a little inseparable from him now.

I remember reading in a miscellaneous book before that all living beings in this world need a sustenance in their hearts, even if they are immortals, because everything in this world is imperfect, and only by complementing each other can we get infinitely close to perfection and approach what we want to achieve.

He didn't know what he wanted to achieve in that vision, he never thought about it, he barely even thought about himself, and now he wanted to pull his mind back to the present, back to reality, and forget those distant and heavy things.

He feels that this is the difference between him and Hongxiang, Hongxiang has been living in the present step by step, and he has been living in the future non-stop in the stars and moon, Hongxiang has always been alive, has he ever lived?

Compared with Hongxiang, who came from a humble background, perhaps his life was wrong from the beginning.

One is the rich who was born into a famous family

The son of the family, the nobleman, the innate supreme glory, in the entire Xuanzhen world can be regarded as a pivotal role, one is a poor beggar born at the bottom of the society, in the eyes of these princes and nobles, life is like an ant, life is like a mustard, death is not a pity, this seems to be like a cloud of differences, but at this time it makes him feel very illusory, he can't tell why, so he has to continue to think deeper.

But about himself, he feels that he still can't figure it out for the time being, which may be in line with the old saying - the authorities are obsessed with bystanders, so let's think about Hongxiang.

What was Hongxiang's life like before he met him? His life and life should overlap, because at that time he almost had no life, and his life was to eat the last meal without the next meal of food and clothing and the indefinite place of cold and warm by the heavens, everything seems to be so calm and tight, he dare not say that this state is a drunken dream of death, but always feel a little muddy, but all this is not determined by Hongxiang's own will, a person who can not even meet the problem of food and clothing, where is there any mind and energy to conceive of others, if this kind of life is a fault, it is not his fault, this is the fault of fate！

But fate is always wrong? Fate can't be wrong.

No, there is never any right or wrong in this, everything is reasonable, because all this is accidental, his existence is an accident, and so is Hongxiang's existence.

But the previous suffering-maybe it wasn't suffering at all, but he couldn't find any words to replace it for a while, so for the time being, he still called him suffering, must it be bad for Hongxiang? At least, it gave Hongxiang a simple life, so that Hongxiang involuntarily learned to live in the present and cherish the good times in front of him- Regardless of whether this time is suffering or enjoyment, as long as he is alive, it should be cherished, so Hongxiang lives so peacefully and beautifully, compared with his own life, these are simply two extremes!

That's why he likes Hongxiang so much, not so much because he likes Hongxiang, but because it's more appropriate to like the state of life that lives in the moment, because this is a rare supplement in his subconscious, and makes him find some feeling of being alive, he needs, no, is craving these, because he knows that he has to look up into the distance and keep running, he can't stop! Before, he was running alone, but now he is running with Hongxiang, but Hongxiang doesn't have to look up like him, he just needs to turn his head to look at the scenery, look down at the road, and then tell him all this, it's enough.

Yes, that's right, his appearance gave Hongxiang a little life, and Hongxiang's existence gave him a little life, although the process is still continuing, still running-in, but one day a balance will be reached, and by that time, he and Hongxiang will be complete.

But at that time, he won't need Hongxiang? At least now he thinks not, because after this run-in process, his relationship with Hongxiang will become deeper, at least beyond the master and apprentice.

(End of this chapter) I want to talk about "Magic Book for Respect" with more like-minded people, pay attention to "excellent reading literature" on WeChat, talk about life, and find confidants~