Chapter 2 Cowardice beyond life and death has no roots
Xiao Tong is like a dream, and it is a nightmare that turns from a good dream into a nightmare in an instant, the world is silent, and only his mind is jumping thinking and regretting.
Even if he is dreaming, he insists on his good habit of being good at summarizing and discovering shortcomings.
But the mistake he made this time was obviously beyond his acceptance, and perhaps he had to pay the price of his life, Xiao Tong had to start re-examining his short life.
As for what state is in front of you, whether you are being rescued, or whether you are returning to the light, it doesn't matter!
Xiao has always thought that he was an extremely smart person in his childhood, from elementary school to junior high school, from high school to college, he has always been a genius on campus, no matter what stage, he can be regarded as a good student with excellent character and learning.
This has always been the pride of his family, the honor of the school, although he is just a rural baby, but from elementary school to high school, Xiao Tong has never received a trace of cold reception, on the contrary, the teachers are very fond of him.
Ten years ago, he became famous in one fell swoop, Xiao Tong, who was only eighteen years old, was admitted to Peking University Medical School with a high profile of the top student in the province.
But the fierce competition in college for four years finally made Xiao Tong fade from this dazzling aperture, not that his grades are bad, even in Peking University, a place where the sky is full of pride, he has always been full of confidence.
However, as a certain saint said, "No one is perfect."
When Xiao Tong was in college, he had already begun to pay attention to the flaws in his character, that is, cowardice, and he even admitted on the Internet that if the island country invaded China again, he would be the first "traitor".
That was the first time he faced his cowardice, he thought it would attract a lot of verbal criticism, which he was ready for, after all, no one knew anyone on the Internet, he just wanted to use this opportunity to whip his vulnerable side, so as to wake up.
But what made Xiao Tong cry and laugh was that his post was not only not criticized by the people, but became a big hit, and tens of thousands of people followed the post to praise his confession, because they also felt the same way, making him instantly feel that his group of people was really a generation that had crossed over.
Although he was very sensible to recognize this fact, Xiao Tong had to admit that the online victory made him unconsciously go to a rough road, that is, he couldn't distinguish the boundary between bravery and impulsiveness.
There are a lot of academic tyrants on the college campus, and there are even many academic ruffians, they take pleasure in bullying others, Xiao Tong is the daily object of their bullying, but he will be like Ah Q, and mentally despise them.
But in reality, Xiao Tong is like an ostrich with its head buried in the sand, allowing the other party to abuse and oppress as much as possible, in his own words, "I don't want to let my parents in the countryside worry about him".
Shame, is there anything more indignant than the fact that for the sake of oneself to be cowardly, to risk one's life of happiness, to have ardent hopes for oneself, and to prevaricate oneself with parents who care for oneself in every way?
Under this dark psychology, every time a manslaughter accident is talked about on TV, Xiao Tong will use this as a case to educate himself on a trace of bravery, is this shameless?
"The country is easy to change, but the nature is difficult to change"
For Xiao Tong, he really has to agree with this in his heart, because after he got a girlfriend, he had several times and almost had to do the "courage of a husband".
But the result is always swayed by inertia, his low line is always inadvertently lowered, and his girlfriend Qianyun is even more unlucky, because of his cowardice, he was almost insulted by these beasts many times, until he proposed to break up with him.
However, the reason why Qianyun proposed to break up was not because of the little things that were usually molested, in the heart of this kind girl, no matter how cowardly Xiao Tong was, it would not cause them to break up.
But Qianyun is also a filial daughter, after they graduated, Qianyun resisted the opposition of her family and wanted to live with Xiao Tong, and finally the helpless Qianyun's parents reduced the requirements to the minimum, that is, they must buy a house after three years of marriage.
As a result, Xiao Tong once again chose to retreat...... , his reason is that he does not want to deceive the other party.
On a moonlit night, Qianyun finally proposed to break up with a sad face, which miserable night, he didn't even have the courage to have Qianyun.
That incident stimulated Xiao Tong so much that he almost committed suicide by jumping off the building, but in the end he gave up because he was afraid.
But after that incident, Xiao Tong himself did endure his cowardice to the extreme, as if he had quit drugs, but the result was that after work, as a top student of Peking University, he ran into walls everywhere.
Either because of stubbornness or timidity, anyway, in the two years after graduating from college, Xiao Tong could bear all the hardships that an incompetent job seeker could endure.
It wasn't until he was selected by Professor Yuan to enter the base as a research assistant that he met a girl named Tong Wan, who was willing to introduce him to the Gu Xiu family to practice, which gave him a hope to overcome his cowardly character.
Of course, this is also conditional, the premise is that he is an undercover agent of Interpol, and he also defeated his cowardice for the first time at that time and accepted Tong Wan's exchange, because he liked the other party from the first time he saw Tong Wan.
Before this accidental injury incident, Xiao Tong happily thought that he had overcome his cowardice, and he had been complacent for a long time.
But he still lost to his cowardice, that fatal three breaths, because of cowardice, he gave up his chance to survive, from this moment on, if there is no if.
After examining his short life, Xiao Tong's heart was clear for a while, he did not deliberately forget these pains, and let these insignificance dissipate by themselves between life and death.
"Chaowen said, it's okay to die at night!"
Suddenly, he felt a sense of relief that he had never felt before, and it was no wonder that people said that going through a life and death would bring great changes to a person, including his personality, because only by transcending death can he achieve that kind of fearlessness.
At this moment, he finally transcended death, and suddenly felt a sense of great freedom in his mind, and then his eyes lit up, and he came to a strange and magical world.
The strangeness is because he has never been here, and the magic is because of the clothes of the group of teenagers in front of him.
It seems to be ancient but not ancient, it seems to be not today, looking at its robes and scarves, it seems to be dressed up by the ancients, but there are also people who wear a simple costume, flying shoulders and waists, looking strong and capable, Xiao Tong has seen this image in cartoons and online games in his previous life.
But no matter what the scene was, he himself was still the kind of existence that he didn't know for some reason, as if he was still in a dream, and although he could see this group of people, none of them noticed him.
However, he saw it very clearly, and even a girl in red behind the small door he saw in his eyes, but the girl looked vicious, as if she was in a group with these teenagers, watching the wind for them.
"Yo! When did the nerd come back?"
A thin-faced young man asked loudly at the black-robed but skinny young man in front of them.
"Xue Shao, you're really polite, you're still called a nerd, aren't you just an idiot, and you call it such a nice ....... ”
"You're really right, who let him have a life to eat for nothing, after birth, even his own seed bag can be eaten, this way of eating for nothing, not only has no ancients, I'm afraid it will also be the ...... of the future. ”
"Dead idiot, why don't you stay in your pretty mother's country house and come back to do ....... ”
"Cut! I don't need to ask, I must have helped his old lady divide the family property...... ”
This group of teenagers insulted the thin boy one by one, with a look of disdain and hatred, even Xiao Tong couldn't stand it anymore, but the thin boy was still looking at the flower bed in the middle of the courtyard, a red plum tree with the thickness of a wrist, as if outside the gods.
"Brothers, let's do it, what's the use of scolding the fool again, don't come back in a while!"
"Come on, anyway, this idiot is fighting ....... ”
When all the young men heard this, their faces suddenly showed a burst of madness and viciousness, and they rushed forward and surrounded the black-robed young man in the middle, which was a punch and kick.
"Crackling....... ”
The sound of slapping and boxing sounded into one, it was really palm-to-flesh, fists and bones.
Xiao Tong only felt that the evil fire was rising, and the actions of those teenagers reminded him of the days when he was bullied before, and the same scene made him feel empathetic, and he couldn't wait to replace him with his body, and stepped forward to fight with this group of stubborn masters.
Suddenly, the crowd exclaimed, and the black-clothed young man who was tired of being beaten to the ground suddenly stood up and knocked the two teenagers out of the circle.
"Okay, you are a dead idiot, you dare to fight back, if you don't come to the real thing, you think you are too comfortable ...... beating. ”
The young man surnamed Hong, who was knocked away, suddenly became angry, and when he pounced again, he was obviously disciplined, not only walking in a tiger's step, but also shining on his palm.
Kung Fu in the house!
Xiao Tong suddenly felt that his eyes lit up, this scene reminded him of the ancient cultivation family on the earth, Tong Wan was also a master of the inner family, and she had also practiced to the point of this kind of internal qi transformation, which was already remarkable at that time.
According to Tong Wan, this is also the kung fu she has practiced hard for more than ten years since she was a child, and among the brothers of the same age, she is already very remarkable, and even her father praised her as a genius.
But I didn't expect a teenager in this world to reach this point, which couldn't help but make him feel incredible, just this Leng Shen's kung fu, several other teenagers were not to be outdone, and just like the boy surnamed Hong, he started the exercises and rushed up.
Oh my God, five geniuses!
Xiao Tong has seen the benefits and disadvantages of this kind of master of the house, Tong Wan once showed him that the pair of slender hands like jade, just a light press, pressed a sturdy chair in his room to four flowers, and his face turned white with fright.
But Tong Wan said indifferently, she only used a thousand catties of strength, and if she hit with all her strength, she could reach three thousand catties.
Xiao Tong is also knowledgeable, he knows that a boxing champion named Tyson, the strength of a punch is only 448 catties, not even 500 catties, and Tong Wan can reach twice as much as the boxing champion with a light press.
At that time, Xiao Tong's worldview was almost changed, and from then on, he dreamed even more crazy of being able to enter the ancient cultivation family.
At this time, the five geniuses shot together, and the scene could only shock Xiao Tong.
But fortunately, the shock was not afraid, because the scene that happened in front of him had already made him out of fear, because when he was engrossed in observing the posture of these five people, a strange scene suddenly appeared.
The movements of the five teenagers seemed to be slow, and even the speed of boxing and high-five seemed to be demonstrating to Xiao Tong, which couldn't help but make him startled.
He naturally didn't know that these were actually the "Divine Domain" in his brain that was automatically operating, analyzing the other party's loopholes, and the speed was too fast, so it was obvious that the other party's speed had slowed down.
When he crossed, this magical "Divine Domain" had been naturally refined by him, wrapping his divine soul, and then he had crossed here, although he didn't know it, but at this time, this mysterious existence had been naturally activated.
Suddenly startled, the mind was loosened, and the strange scene suddenly ceased to exist, and the movements of the five teenagers became sharp again, and the ten shining fists were still hitting the young man's body again and again.
The young man just screamed blindly, as if he was beaten by the crowd at school, and he didn't know how to do it, and at this time, he looked at others like this, and for no reason he felt a burst of contempt in his heart.
Hit, this punch takes a step back from the left, then turns around and kicks over one, and then dodges, and by the way, knocks down the young man leaning on the left, according to your strong physique, I'm afraid of a ......bird.
The scene in front of Xiao Tong eased a lot, and he could naturally see these flaws, but the more he looked at it, the more he couldn't help but be annoyed by the black-clothed young man, and at this time he deeply realized the taste of "being angry".
He finally went crazy, and he didn't stop talking, but began to "dance".
The sense of substitution is getting stronger and stronger, and when it reaches a critical point, with a burst of texture and bone feeling on the fist, a miserable cry suddenly sounded in my ears.
"Come again! a bunch of dogs ....... ”
In a wild roar, Xiao Tongtu got up and fell, and then flashed to the side of the young man surnamed Bai, kicked the young man surnamed Hong behind him, and attacked the young man surnamed Bai, all in one go, although the young man surnamed Bai avoided it, but the young man surnamed Hong staggered back with a scream.