Volume II: The Beast in the Shadows Chapter 82 No. 1
Zhang Yun, kleptomania, psychopathic psychology, personality disorder
Innate, you can't change it, you can only alleviate it, it's hard to eradicate it.
To put it simply, there is a problem with the brain, which is not much different from those crazy and stupid psychosis. Or, the only difference between the two is that the mentally ill person has gone completely crazy, but Zhang Yun can still pretend to be a normal person.
When I was a child, because of the problem of frequent theft, I went to the juvenile detention center several times, and the well-known bad boy, my parents didn't care, and the neighborhood was extremely disgusted.
No matter who loses anything in the community, the first suspect is him, and he has not been framed less, resisting at first, but then he became hob meat.
Whatever, anyway, Zhang Yun thinks he is a psychopath, his grandmother doesn't hurt, his uncle doesn't love it, it doesn't matter.
Some people will tolerate the weak, some people are not afraid of power, but they hate people to be rich, laugh at people who are poor, human nature, just like he Zhang Yun likes to steal things, they are just defective products in the red world, what is there to be cynical?
Although he is not well received, Zhang Yun has a good brain, and he can learn everything as soon as he does, even if he drops out of school early, he will not be hungry in society.
stumbled in society, mixed with the kind of starvation that didn't die, went around for several years, and finally met that man.
At first, it was just a small business contact, and I don't know what day, he suddenly pointed out the fact that Zhang Yun suffered from kleptomania.
The man did not look down on Zhang Yun, but instilled a great truth in him, saying that there are many kinds of people's natures, those who like food, those who like beauties, and those who like stealing things are actually a person's unique personality.
What does it matter if people who like good food eat more dishes, people who like beautiful women have more girlfriends, and people who like stealing occasionally take a few innocuous things?
The only problem is those who stand on the commanding heights of morality and say cool things, secretly carry private goods through moral criticism, and secretly vent their inner anger and selfish desires.
Grabbing other people's pigtails and treating other people as their own emotional trash cans, these people are the most hated people in the world.
Zhang Yun had never heard such a truth, but now that he heard it, he felt full of joy, and he felt that he had finally found a soulmate.
After going back and forth, in a daze, Zhang Yun joined the man's organization.
In the initial trial, Zhang Yun did not feel any fear, but experienced the strongest pleasure from it, the pleasure greater than satisfying the kleptomantle.
I don't know if it's karma, the more people Zhang Yun kills, the stronger the desire to steal in his heart, every time he sees the victim's belongings, he can't stop wanting to hide them secretly.
There are many such fantasies, and Zhang Yun actually obtained an unprecedented sense of satisfaction one day by imagining stealing and selling stolen goods.
This kind of pleasure is intense and long-lasting, Zhang Yun has no reason to refuse after experiencing it once, and he began to turn this fantasy into reality.
straddled two abysses, and also made him pay the price he deserved in the end.
Before he died, Zhang Yun resented the world, which was a kind of regret and the price of staring into the abyss.
The road is all chosen by oneself, there is no turning back in life, wrong is wrong, once some roads are stepped into, they can only end in death.
As the man Zhang Yun once feared said, one wrong step, one wrong step, once you enter the sea of suffering, you can't turn back.