Chapter 329 is difficult

What's more, Wei Yang's situation at this time is an absolutely sad and bleak situation; It is a situation where you are forced to die on your own initiative; is a kind of situation where in order to protect the woman she cares about, she can only choose to survive.

Stimulated by these real situations, coupled with Wei Yang's high ability to empathize, how disgusted he is with his current desperate situation, and how much he looks forward to the beautiful future that Fifth Zheng has depicted for him.

Under the strong impact of these two extreme emotions, the ideology that Bai Qi had painstakingly constructed in his heart would most likely completely disappear at this moment.

If he loses the most resolute ideology in his heart, then Wei Yang will immediately lose all the violent aura on his body and become the most ordinary passerby in this world.

In the process of Wei Yang's own ideological reconstruction, the basic negative emotions in his heart will spread outward wildly, whether it is his escape psychology that wants to seek liberation, or the fear psychology that wants to seek protection, it will make Wei Yang involuntarily move closer to the direction of the fifth positive, which represents hope.

At this most critical moment, the Fifth Zheng knew that no matter how anxious he was, it was useless, and as he had re-realized before, clinging to the given result would not do any good to the current process.

Quietly waiting for Wei Yang to make a psychological choice, the fifth positive stood unusually calmly aside, looking at Wei Yang with extremely natural eyes, as if the pie he had just painted was really the most real and easy to realize thing in this world.

This most calm and natural state is also easy for Wei Yang, who is in extreme speculation, to perceive more security and credibility, and it is also easier for Wei Yang to choose the fifth positive in the difficult choice.

Time passed by second by second, Wei Yang, who was at the crossroads of a huge choice in life, had long lost the arrogance and stubbornness he had at the beginning, and from time to time he would raise his eyes and glance at the fifth positive, wanting to see if this man who was still boasting just now, whether he was lying to himself or telling the truth.

You must know that once you choose the fifth positive, then the relative safety situation that you can watch and see what changes before will be completely lost, and what Wei Yang has to face is a high-risk and high-reward future.

In other words, at this moment, Wei Yang is gambling on his own future and Ji Ying's future!

Does this fifth positive, this young policeman, really have the power to change the world?

Wei Yang, who was extremely entangled in his psychology, was thinking about whether to abandon Wei Yang, who had the most stable and reliable choice, and unconsciously, his slanted eyes were already firmly glued to the Fifth Zheng's body, as if the Fifth Zheng's body was full of some kind of most unknown magic.

The fifth positive is the only reliance on his Wei Yang in the future, he can't help but be cautious, even if his actions at this time are very ugly and unbearable, so what, this is a huge gamble related to Yu Chi Ying's future, and it is the one thing he Wei Yang is most concerned about in this life.

"Me. No. Letter. ”

It was extremely difficult, like jerky words spit out of the mouth of a zombie, squinting at Wei Yang, who was the fifth positive, and spit out these three words word by word.

It wasn't too unexpected.

Although Wei Yang was saying these three words in a negative tone at this time, this difficult statement showed that Wei Yang was actually moved in his heart, but he Wei Yang was not able to bear the consequences of this kind of gamble.

Now, what can completely move Wei Yang, what can make Wei Yang finally make up his mind, is the ultimate reason that can tilt the scales.

A reason that Wei Yang had to believe and couldn't refuse.

"Wei Yang, do you think that as long as you sacrifice yourself and become this so-called scapegoat, then the criminal group will definitely let Chi Ying go?

I can tell you very clearly, even if I don't get in the way, the criminal syndicate will not be able to spare Ji Ying.

Not for anything else, just because of Ji Ying's arrival, you chose to betray the criminal group.

You recall carefully, which tragic criminal members, Zhang Yun, Qiu Xin, Yin Zhe, and the little anchor, these people were ruthlessly wiped out by Bai Qi because they lost their basic use value.

Think about it, you Wei Yang is Bai Qi's hair, and the person with this relationship actually betrayed him for a woman, so in order to prevent similar things from happening again, what do you think he will do to Chi Ying?

Judging by the cruelty of dealing with traitors within the criminal syndicate, how do you think Bai Qi's concept will prevent subsequent betrayals from happening?

Isn't it true that you have to die for other people to betray the organization, and the person who led you to betray the organization must also die, so that you can better deter others?

Only by erasing all the unstable factors that cause betrayal, then the next time a criminal member is coerced and lured, in order to ensure the safety of the person they care about, will it become the best choice if they swear to the death?

Only by doing this step will there be no traitors like you Wei Yang, who choose to betray after weighing for the sake of the people he cares about.

Even after the betrayal, he felt that if he could make a few more meritorious contributions, he would be able to protect the integrity of his loved ones.

This kind of phenomenon that can be betrayed, but betrayed will not pay any price, do you think Bai Qi, who has experienced an important betrayal, will he allow this situation to continue to happen?

Therefore, you thought that as long as you can contribute to Bai Qi in the future, then Bai Qi will definitely do it for your merit and will not do anything to Chi Ying.

However, just because you are just a small character who is used by Bai Qi, and the desperate situation you are currently in is caused by Bai Qi, do you think Bai Qi will care about this kind of friendship with you and open up the net for you?

To put it mildly, a selfish ghost like Bai Qi who specializes in using others, do you think he will prioritize your self-righteousness, or will he prioritize Bai Qi's self-righteousness?

I think you must understand very clearly that Bai Qi will definitely take the step of cutting the grass and eradicating the roots in order to ensure his own interests. ”

Through the continuous guidance of the follow-up analysis and speculation of the Fifth Positive, it can be seen very clearly that the expression in Wei Yang's eyes is rapidly dimming.

It's a sign of a dead heart, and a sign of disillusionment with the feelings you've given before.

In the tight logical analysis of the Fifth Positive, Wei Yang could no longer find the slightest reason and excuse to deceive and paralyze himself, so he could only follow the cruel thinking of the Fifth Positive and step into the strong brainwashing rhythm of the Fifth Positive.

"You are indeed very rational, but rationality is only a part of the world, and most people are still immersed in emotion.

For example, I would go crazy because of a woman.

This is a predestined thing, and it is not something that can be easily changed by how well you speak and analyze it.

Big truths, small truths, people are preaching and learning all the time, but what can the result be?

How many can change their lives with this, and how many can make themselves repent?

Most people can only be like me, to be an ordinary and ordinary waste, to be a waste that does not want to make progress, to be a waste that has fallen into the sinking of fate.

My life has been a failure.

I long for a beautiful and perfect marriage, and I love someone passionately, but so what?

I'm still just an idiot who will be doomed to die alone.

There is no love. There are no families. There is no tomorrow.

I'm such a person, I'm such a life, and I can't change anything by saying anything.

How can you live a few more days? What if she can come over and see me once in a while?

The past can't be retraced, and the future is only bleak, do you think I look forward to that hopeless future?

Do you think that the conditions you speak of, which seem to be full of infinite temptations, really have any appeal to me, a desperate man?

I am a poor wandering soul in hell, there is no way out, only death is my final destination.

If I can do something meaningful before I die, so that the people in this world who should not be implicated by me can get the safety she deserves, and I can do that, I am already very satisfied.

As for the rest, they are the inevitable consequences of my repeated mistakes, and I don't care anymore, so please don't continue to cling to them.

If my death can benefit more people, such a death may still have a sense of loss. ”

Wei Yang said this truth with tears in the corners of his eyes at this time, his eyes were full of endless sadness and misanthropy, that gloomy and gloomy feeling, like a bottomless pool, so that people could not see the slightest possibility of leading to the light.

This most real state may be the real inner world that Wei Yang naturally manifested after the complete disillusionment of ideology.

Obviously, after so many ups and downs, and through so many psychological and ideological attacks from the Fifth Zheng, Wei Yang has become disillusioned with the criminal group, but his feelings for Chi Ying have not diminished in the slightest.

Coupled with Wei Yang's own pessimistic personality, as well as the human instinct of inferiority but wanting to seek a sense of accomplishment and identity, combined with Wei Yang's strong feelings for Chi Ying, these words were brewed together.

Through Wei Yang's words, it is not difficult to understand Wei Yang's true mentality at this time: he has completely despaired of reality, and he no longer has any expectations for the future.

This state of pessimism and despair may have existed for a long time after Wei Yang and Chi Ying divorced, but because he joined the criminal group later, because he was seriously brainwashed by the ideology of the criminal group, his pessimistic and desperate state of mind was temporarily suppressed.

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