Chapter 385 Recalls
"This little girl does have a talent for drawing, but unfortunately she is not interested in this, even if I occasionally ask some caring people in painting to teach her for free, she only listens to the lecture perfunctorily.
I know that everything she does is perfunctory to me and to please me, but I would rather see a child who is self-reliant than a child who can flatter.
She was later admitted to an ordinary university in another province, and after graduating with a love grant, she stayed in that city forever.
The little bird has finally found her beloved nest, and she is also very nostalgic, and will send some letters and gifts on some important festivals, which is indeed very gratifying.
As long as she can always make this her maiden home and willing to share some of her current life, I will be content. ”
Ha Ningnuan's memories are very warm, and her eyes at this time are also full of memories, as if she is recalling the past memories of the beginning, and it seems to be recalling the content of those beautiful letters, imagining what the girl's current good life will be like.
The most important thing for a kind-hearted person is to feel ???????????????? Love, the most important thing is also a period of good past.
This life of a person is indeed very short, and after death, there are only a few loess left, to be able to experience more people and things, to be able to harvest more human warmth, and to let more simple smiles enrich their increasingly short years, perhaps, this is the fundamental reason why Ha Ningnuan is willing to dedicate his life to the cause of love.
Seeing that it completely aroused Ha Ningnuan's desire to reminisce, the fifth is in the process of constantly taking pictures to keep evidence, and is also increasing the intensity of questioning about graffiti nicks, as if he is really interested in the beautiful past of the welfare home.
In this kind of large-scale trial and error, it will be easier for the Fifth Zheng to successfully find traces related to Bai Qi and Bai Xue.
Half an hour and half an hour, seeing the sun slanting more and more westward, but the fifth positive still couldn't find any traces related to Bai Qi and Bai Xue, on the surface, the fifth positive was still talking and laughing, but in his heart he was already a little anxious.
According to the details that Ha Ningnuan had unintentionally stated before, after Bai Qi returned to the welfare home, he would only talk in the middle of the courtyard for a while, and would not go to the dormitory, which was very likely to explain some of Bai Qi's past experiences, so that he did not want to have too much contact with his past self.
Bai Qi's purpose here is just to visit Ha Ningnuan, but he is not here to remember the past, let alone to recall the past.
Perhaps, Bai Qi, like other ordinary children, is actually not very willing to return to the welfare home, but he has been invited by Ha Ningnuan too many times, and he can't save face, so he can only sit in the courtyard of the welfare home for a while in a perfunctory way and leave.
Since Bai Qi is very resistant to the memories of being in the welfare home, does this mean that Bai Qi has erased some traces left here when he left the welfare home?
Judging from Bai Qi's personality and intelligence level, he doesn't look like the kind of person who would scribble on the walls of the welfare home to vent some superfluous feelings, or simply to attract Ha Ningnuan's attention.
Even in the most likely case, in Bai Qi's opinion, those who write and draw at will in the welfare home are just some ignorant fools.
However, Bai Qi disdains to write and paint on the walls of the welfare home, which does not mean that Bai Xue is also free from vulgarity, and will not leave some traces on the wall in a herd manner.
Even if Bai Qi will restrain Bai Xue and forbid her from scribbling on the wall, human nature is usually more repressed and rebellious in a non-threatening environment.
Even if Bai Xue doesn't resist Bai Qi fiercely, there is still a possibility of secretly drawing a picture and wanting to be angry with Bai Qi.
In this kind of logical reasoning, the graffiti left by Bai Xue is likely to be destroyed by Bai Qi, or by other children encouraged by Bai Qi.
Even thinking a little darker, even if the criminal group currently formed by Bai Qi takes killing people with moral imbalance as its core purpose, but Bai Qi in his childhood, his mentality must be extremely dark, Bai Xue graffiti on the wall will definitely be scolded by the management of the welfare home, Bai Qi may also be implicated, in order to avoid this punishment, Bai Qi will use his own ability to encourage some stunned people to destroy this graffiti, and take the opportunity to frame it, it is also very likely.
If we follow this logical reasoning process????????????????, then which graffiti that have been seriously damaged and tampered with, and which ones look completely discordant, like a half-finished graffiti, are very likely to be the graffiti left by Bai Xue.
In this new way of thinking, the fifth is carefully recalled all the graffiti he had seen before, and it seems that he has not found anything similar, and it seems that if he wants to verify it completely, he can only finish all the rooms first.
If it doesn't work, make an excuse and go through all the rooms again.
Continuing to walk to the back room, the momentum of Ha Ningnuan's memories is still strong and fierce, which is indeed the only good news for the fifth positive.
Obviously, for ordinary caring people, the money they donate can indeed solve the urgent needs of the welfare home, but no matter how serious the economic problems are, they will not be more important than the emotional problems in Ha Ningnuan's heart.
Ha Ningnuan is a traditional sensual person, compared to other people's help to her, she is more willing to see other people's recognition of her career, and share what she thinks is a beautiful past life.
Self-esteem, this is one of the basic spiritual needs of human beings, ordinary people are not exempt from vulgarity, and people who are always alone are even more urgent.
"This room, it's usually a room where some thorns who have been fighting can live, and next door is the room of our staff dormitory, and it's easy for us to manage them here.
Some children are just sensitive, and if they don't deal with that sentence casually, they immediately fist each other, without any sense of proportion, they will hit as much as they hurt, and they all have blue noses and swollen faces, and there is really no way to deal with them.
However, these children who dare to fight are brave and smart children, and they will be better off when they enter society in the future.
Ay. ”
Ha Ningnuan, who was on the rise, looked at the most dilapidated room in front of her, and couldn't help but sigh a few words.
The most dilapidated room is forcibly assigned to people who fight and make trouble, which is a very benign value guidance, which is to subtly tell all children who like violence to make trouble that violence does not bring better treatment, only criticism and inferior accommodation.
This kind of disguised punishment can also be regarded as a relatively benign value guidance. Hearing this kind of active introduction by Ha Ningnuan, the fifth is also a little interested in this thorny room.
Although judging from Bai Qi's current personal qualities, he is not like the kind of person who will be rude at will, if possible, Bai Qi should be more inclined to cold violence.
But, who knows.
Young and vigorous, and ill-fated, even if Bai Qi is that gloomy personality, he will be suppressed and persecuted by the external environment, especially Bai Qi also has a Bai Xue who will be bullied at a glance, out of the instinct of protection, Bai Qi will also be forced to stand in front of Bai Xue, using direct violence that he doesn't like to deal with the threat of invasion.
Therefore, the possibility of Bai Qi living in this dilapidated room is still half to half.
"Children who don't fight, they are all young and vigorous, and they don't have much knowledge of the basic rules of society, and they don't know how to hide and suppress the anger and desires in their hearts, and they are trapped in the most primitive violent impulses, which is also very normal.
Do you have any suggestions for the decoration of this room?
Need to renovate the inside of this house???????????????? Is it a notch down? ”
The fifth is a slightly bland inquiry, and it is already a step in, about to unlock the secrets that may be hidden in it.
The overall layout of the room is very shabby, but the sunlight shining in from the window is abundant, and it is obvious that this room, although it is punishing, does not look like a cold little dark room.
The things on the bed were as tidy as ever, and even the were the basic rules of life.
There were no obvious traces of graffiti in the room, more than some walls hidden by newspapers.
For these hidden parts, the Fifth Zheng naturally can't tear them off at will, so he can only take detailed photos of all the details in the room first, and then prepare to find opportunities like before.
It seems that these thorns also love life, and the room is so neatly cleaned up, and even the graffiti marks on the wall are covered with old newspapers, which shows their pursuit of quality of life.
Such children, they can fight, more based on their own strong self-esteem, if this mentality is cultivated well, then they will be able to be absolutely self-reliant and self-reliant in the future.
Aunt Nuan, care for the children, pity them on the one hand, and don't be too pampered, we must cultivate their independent personality as much as possible, so that they can become more competitive and resilient in society.
Those of us who are adults can only accompany them for a while, but we can't accompany them for a lifetime, they will always have to get married and have children in the future, and they can only complete their life tasks alone. ”
Just like the way he diverted the topic before, the fifth was casually finding a conversation to divert Ha Ningnuan's attention, and then began to prepare for tearing the wallpaper.
"yes. Everyone has their own life to practice, and their hard days are not over, so what time is there to come back and see?
I can't be with my children forever, and my children can't be with me forever, and it's really not a good thing to be too pretentious and sensitive. ”
Ha Ningnuan, who realized a certain truth of life in the fifth positive chat, finally saw a little at this time, and was less sensitive to the children's actions of not coming back to see her.