Chapter 326: Pain

Last night, when Xu Yanqing came to this community with Chen Nian, Su Jun came over.

She spent the whole night downstairs.

This night, the past flooded into her mind like a tide, and it turned out that she still remembered everything so clearly, the grievances she suffered, and the injuries she suffered.

All night, she was immersed in the past.

Now that she had reached the position she wanted, she felt that she should overcome her previous fears, so after Xu Yanqing left, she chose to go upstairs.

She walked to the door of the master bedroom and reached out to push the door open.

The bed hasn't changed, and the furnishings in the room haven't changed.

She pointed to the abrupt iron rod at the head of the bed, and said, "It was used to lock me up, and from the beginning he kept me where I was, and forbade me to go anywhere, but only to stay in the bed." Waiting for him to come back. ”

"I had a big belly at the time. He always told me to be obedient and obediently by his side. He is very busy, but no matter how busy he is, he will come back to cook for me, and I am like a doll in his hand. It was also here that I gave birth to Xu Yanqing. She turned her head, looked at Chen Nian, with a smile on her face, and said, "I wasn't sent to the hospital, he delivered me personally." ”

No one will understand what she is going through while lying in this bed.

That madman, he didn't take her seriously at all.

His so-called love is nothing but love for himself.

Su Jun took a deep breath and pulled herself out of the pain, "You've been together so many times, haven't you been pregnant?" ”

She turned around and faced Chen Nian, her gaze falling on her flat lower abdomen.

Chen Nian pursed his lips slightly, and asked instead of answering: "Since he is afraid that you will escape, why did he let you get pregnant?" ”

Su Jun raised his eyebrows, "He really didn't want me to get pregnant, but he couldn't stand me begging him, I lied to him and said that he wanted a crystallization of love, so there was Xu Yanqing." It's just that I didn't expect that he wouldn't let me out. ”

After Xu Yanqing was born, he didn't like it much. He also didn't let me take care of it personally, the little baby is easy to get sick, and she was afraid that I would run out again in the name of the child. So Xu Yanqing was not thrown back to me until he was three or four years old. At that time, he would already say that he would go. I thought that I would finally have a chance, I pretended to be obedient for more than a year, but this little thing betrayed me, I was going to succeed, and I was caught back by Xu Ren. ”

Su Jun's emotions were a little uncontrollable, probably because the sense of oppression given to her by this house was too strong.

It was as if she could see Seo Ren come back and imprison her here.

Her eyelashes trembled slightly, and she said, "He always hugged me, coaxed me, and kept saying that he loved me." But when he picked up a stick and beat me, he didn't show any mercy at all. After the fight, he hugged me again and said sorry, saying that he loved him too much, and he couldn't control himself, and he couldn't even imagine that I didn't have him in my heart, as long as he thought about it, he couldn't control himself. ”

"He gave me his salary card and gave me all his possessions, and until the day he died, his salary card was also in my possession, and he did not touch a cent. Xu Yanqing can also cook and wash clothes, and even take care of you very carefully, right? ”

Chen Nian didn't answer, but she did say it.

Su Jun smiled and said, "Thirteen years, a whole thirteen years." ”

At that time, she wished that someone could save her, but no, Su Xian ignored her first, the person she liked married her sister, she ran away from home, and no one came to her.

The pain and hatred melted into the blood and bones.

At this moment, every bone in her body began to ache, telling her all the time what she had been through.

She took a deep breath and said, "Don't worry, I'm here, if he really locks you up, I will definitely come to save you." I won't let you be the second me, people like them shouldn't be let go, otherwise it will be a tragedy. ”

Chen Nian thought for a while and said, "But have you ever thought that maybe Xu Yanqing and Xu Ren are different." Last night, I slept in this room, and I saw your name written on the wall. He kept all these medals here, maybe thinking that one day, you would be able to see them when you came back. ”

"You're speaking for him?" Su Jun's eyes instantly became cold, she approached a few steps, her eyes were red, and because she hadn't slept all night, her eyes were bloodshot, "What do you know!" You don't understand anything, and if I don't do anything, I'm going to end badly. What kind of good thing can Xu Ren raise be? Will Xu Yanqing let me go so easily? ”

"Then why did you leave him?"

Su Jun laughed, "Why should I take him with this little monster?" Xu Ren's species are all monsters! You still haven't seen it clearly, you really should taste what happened to me, and you will understand how horrible these people are! ”

Su Jun was silent for a while, then pulled the zipper on his back, revealing the skin behind him.

Those old scars, stitched wounds, many are a little too many to count.

"You see I'm fine now, but you don't know how many sequelae my body has. You don't know that when I first came back, I was barely human. The dead old man still doesn't care about my body, and he has to let me give birth to Su Yao. They don't understand my pain, they don't care how I feel, it's okay, I'm going to make them all pay. She chuckled, slowly closed the zipper, and said, "As long as Xu Yanqing is gone, I can be truly liberated." ”

"You too can get real relief. You have to be careful what he gives you to eat, Xu Ren wanted to control me back then, and he wanted to open my skull. Xu Ren didn't find a good way back then, and now Xu Yanqing will definitely be better than the blue. ”

Su Jun touched her head and said, "You have to protect your little head." You're here to say nice things to him, and maybe he's only thinking about how to get you under control. Of course, if you want to be Xu Yanqing's doll, you have to think about your younger brother first. ”

What Su Jun said was scary, I don't know if it was because of the environment, or what, Chen Nian had goosebumps on his body.

She forced down the feeling of regurgitation and said, "Got it." ”

Throughout the day, Chen Nian accepted all of Su Jun's negative energy.

Su Jun seemed to have opened the conversation, pulling Chen Nian in this ninety-square-meter house, telling about the injuries she had endured over the years.

probably felt that Chen Nian would resonate, or that he had held it for too long and needed an outlet.

Chen Nian didn't even go to school.

When Xu Yanqing came back, she was sleeping on the table, looking unstable and sweating on her forehead.

As soon as Xu Yanqing's hand was covered, Chen Nian woke up suddenly.

Su Jun said too much, causing her to have nightmares in which she returned to the rental house in Beicheng, where she was completely enclosed.

In the dream, she was pregnant with a child like Su Jun, and her belly was getting bigger day by day.

Then she gave birth at home, and she woke up in the middle of birth.

Xu Yanqing squeezed her hand, and her palm was very cold, "What?" ”

A trace of panic flashed in Chen Nian's eyes, although it was fleeting, Xu Yanqing still caught it.