Chapter 349: Not Worth It
Chen Shuyun gasped, the pain in her chest made it difficult for her to speak, and she still had an oxygen inhaler on her nose.
She stretched out her withered and yellowed hand, carefully stretched it out, gently put it on the back of Chen Nian's hand, and clenched it slightly, "You can hate me, but you can't do this to yourself." ”
Chen Nian didn't move, his eyes were dim, looking at her quietly, where was the hatred in his eyes?
No hate, no love, nothing.
There was no reaction to the void, as if nothing could shake her, and she no longer cared about anything, including herself.
Chen Shuyun looked at her like this, and her heart was anxious.
In fact, Zheng Wenze was right, she did fall in love with that man later, otherwise she would not have given birth to Chen Nian.
It is also true to betray him later, because of the need for self-preservation, because love makes people unrecognizable, and the more you love, the more selfish you are.
She loved him, but he didn't love her.
She was able to get a chance to walk to him, but because of a face, she was a stand-in.
His kindness is for others, and his love is for others.
She gave birth to Chen Nian, he was not happy, and she also knew that he would not be happy, so she hid it for a long time, and she could only give birth.
The burned photo was the only one of the three of them.
In the photo, Chen Nian is less than a year old.
After taking the photo, he gave the jade lock on his wrist to Chen Nian.
When he left, Chen Shuyun put it away by herself.
She even had to eat her own daughter's vinegar.
Since then, they have rarely seen each other.
With this daughter, Zheng Wenze became more and more lucky in business, his career was thriving, and his network gradually expanded, laying the foundation for his career.
Chen Shuyunzai looked at Chen Nian carefully, and the position of Chen Nian's eyebrows and eyes was somewhat similar to him.
It's been a long time since she's seen Chen Nian like this.
The past is vivid, and she has never forgotten it.
She Chen Shuyun has two most memorable men in her life, one is Zheng Wenze, and the other is him.
Of course, Chen Nian doesn't need to know these things, I just hope she never knows.
"I'll go to Zheng Wenze to discuss, don't talk nonsense with the police anymore, ruined yourself for me, is it worth it?"
Chen Nian smiled, "Zheng Wenze may not be able to protect himself, he shouldn't have the time to discuss my affairs with you." When I decided to tell the police about this, I didn't even think about going out. If I stay here, you should be more at ease, it is safer than marrying Li Anpu. You go about your own thing, you don't have to worry about me, you don't have to worry about me, I'm better than ever. ”
Chen Shuyun's chest rose and fell slightly, "Without me, wouldn't your life be meaningless?" No one loves you, so you should love yourself more and live only for yourself from now on. No one will always be by your side, everyone is an independent individual, who do you think you can hurt now? You're just hurting yourself, and no one else will drop a piece of meat, and it won't affect anyone's life. ”
"Chen Nian, think about it again, what's wrong with you? What are you doing wrong, and why should you pay this price? Where are the people who really do wrong things and should pay the price? Miss you obediently, follow Li Anpu, do what you want to do, and when everything settles, I believe you will have your own happy life, you should not give up on yourself, let alone give up on yourself because of me. ”
Chen Shuyun got down from the wheelchair and knelt directly on the ground, Chen Nian subconsciously sat down and held her up, her eyes fluctuated.
Chen Shuyun hugged her, the weight of the whole person was pressed on her body, Chen Shuyun used all her strength to hug her, and whispered in her ear: "Your father loves you very much, so he gave that card, that card is used to protect you and make you worry about food and clothing, he is not affectionate to me, but to you." After I gave birth to you, Zheng Wenze's business is getting better and better, and it is all your biological father's care for you. I'm using you as a tool, but only if he has affection for you as a daughter. You are like this, how can he feel at ease? ”
"He's falling, and his children are all suffering, so you should protect yourself."
"He took this nickname. That jade lock was also given to you by him. He said that the girl is delicate and should be protected, and his daughter will definitely be the best girl in the world......"
Chen Shuyun closed her eyes, these were all said by herself, deceiving Chen Nian and deceiving herself.
Chen Shuyun's voice became softer and softer, she grabbed Chen Nian's clothes hard, and her voice was choked: "Niannian, I hope to give you the best, I hope you can do well." But I'm useless, I can't protect you, I'm not worthy of being your mother. You did everything you could to do so much for me, but in the end you found that I was so unbearable, you must not be able to accept it, then you should be without me as a mother. If you go to jail, then I'll have to die. ”
Her voice became softer and softer, and her whole person slid down. She subconsciously hugged her tightly.
Chen Shuyun was skinny, and Chen Nian felt like he had been pinched hard by something, and he was uncomfortable.
Chen Nian sensed that something was wrong, and when he turned his head, Chen Shuyun had already fainted.
She panicked and immediately shouted loudly.
Soon, Li Anpu came in and called someone to send Chen Shuyun back to the hospital first.
During the whole process, Chen Nian's eyes kept falling on Chen Shuyun's body, his eyes were red, and his eyes were full of worry and affection.
When the others were taken away, her eyes slowly dimmed again.
She bent her legs, clasped her knees with both hands, pressed her forehead against her arms, and her heart was wringing in pain.
She sat on the ground and didn't move, tears falling silently.
Li Anpu stood in front of her, did not argue with her, and stood for a while before squatting down.
Chen Nian naturally felt it, she raised her head, wiped away her tears, and raised her eyes to look at him, "Are you forcing her?" ”
"You can't get out?" Li Anpu didn't answer, only asked.
He had no expression on his face, and the wounds on his face made him look a little funny.
Chen Nian felt that her throat was like a blockage of cotton, sour and astringent, and she said, "Can you let her go?" ”
Li Anpu: "She asked me to protect you, and I can only protect you, she can't." ”
Chen Nian closed his eyes, his brows furrowed slightly, and his face turned pale.
Li Anpu reached out and grabbed her shoulder, "Do you think that if you stay in prison, you will be absolutely safe, and your mother will not be affected?" ”
"So, in fact, protecting me is just your personal behavior, right?"
"Yes."
Chen Nian was silent for a while and asked, "Is he dead?" ”
She asked her biological father.
"The wall fell down and everyone pushed it, and after he fell, none of his children or his original spouse was better. Two sons, gone. ”
Chen Nian swallowed his saliva and said, "Then his original wife must hate us very much." ”
Li Anpu didn't answer, only said: "None of this has anything to do with you, it's someone else who is bad." ”
How could it have nothing to do with her?
"I'll think again."
It's about the same time, and Li Anpu has to go.
This night, Chen Nian never slept.
Two days later.
She met with a lawyer.