Chapter 474: You want me to die
That day, after Zhou Ke and they left.
Chen Nian waited in the hotel for three days, and after eating all the food Zhou Ke gave her, she received a message.
There was an accident and it would take another week to pick her up.
Fortunately, Zhou Ke left her some money when he left.
It's just that she doesn't dare to go out.
But she had to go out and buy medicine and food.
For the past three days, she was almost asleep, and when she was hungry, she got up to eat, and when she had finished eating, she lay down to sleep.
She was trying to replenish her strength, but the more she slept, the worse it became.
The wounds on her body did not recover ideally, and when she was uncomfortable at night, she wondered why she didn't die. If you die, it won't hurt.
Once, when she was in a daze, she really went to find a knife and wanted to give herself a good time.
But she thought of Xu Yanqing.
Thinking of what he said seriously, she tried to wake up, clean her wounds, take medicine, and eat.
Try to live and wait for the person who comes to save her.
Thinking about Zhou Ke working so hard to save her, she couldn't just give up her life.
She had to go back alive!
She cleaned herself up, went out twice, bought medicine, bought food.
A week later, she waited for someone to pick her up.
Two people came, a man and a woman.
These two are Zhou Ke's subordinates, and they have their own tasks, but because something went wrong in the mission, they were delayed.
Fortunately, Chen Nian was considered a dead person during this time, so if she stayed here and didn't go out casually, there would be no danger.
It's enough to toss all the way back.
When Chen Nian was brought to Beicheng, it was already more than a month later.
When she arrived in Beicheng, she was protected.
Someone specifically asked her about the situation on the Dengyun, and she was one of the victims who survived from the Dengyun.
For the sake of her safety, she will not show up for the time being until the Dengyun is not eradicated.
After Chen Nian knew the identities of these people, he told everything he knew, including Wei Xing, and confessed them all.
The experience on the Dengyun made her psychologically heavy.
I fell asleep and had nightmares, and then it turned into not being able to sleep.
Her condition is getting worse and worse, so the leaders here arranged for her to see a psychiatrist.
I just happened to see Xu Ting.
In fact, the number of times she saw Xu Ting was only three times in total.
That's what happened in the past half a month.
Chen Nian stayed in the house they arranged, and everything was fine.
probably investigated her and knew that she was going to graduate school, and brought her books on related majors.
Chen Nian came out this time and ran out secretly.
On the Dengyun side, there is no progress yet.
And what she said about Wei Xing, they suspected that it was related to the Dengyun, so they couldn't let him know that Chen Nian was still alive.
The people who are usually sold to the lower four floors of the Dengyun are the ones who don't come out.
If you let them know, it may put Zhou Ke and the others in a dangerous situation.
Be careful, Chen Nian can only hide first.
They were afraid that she couldn't help it, so they didn't give her a mobile phone.
Accompanying her every day is a psychiatrist named Xu Sheng, who is two years older than her, but there is a common topic.
However, today when Chen Nian saw Xu Yanqing and Tang Jie news on the news.
When she saw Xu Yanqing's eyes on the TV when she was facing the camera, she suddenly knew that this was Xu Yanqing calling her.
Therefore, she had to go out to see him once anyway.
Xu is that she has always been very well-behaved, so she ran very smoothly.
It is that Xu Sheng may be involved and will be scolded.
Chen Nian came here to wait for him for the first time, although there were bad memories between them here, but thinking about it, only this place could be regarded as their secret base.
She thought, maybe Xu Yanqing would wait for her here.
She came at five o'clock in the afternoon and waited until now.
Chen Nian quickened her pace, and in the last few steps, she almost ran over.
As a result, my feet slipped, and I fell down with a pop.
Covered in snow.
Xu Yanqing walked up to her in a few steps, and the umbrella blocked the falling snowflakes.
Chen Nian raised her face, the hat on her head fell to the ground, and her bangs fell, which Xu Yanqing personally cut out for her.
Multiple bangs make her look younger and her face smaller.
She looked up at him.
The night covered his expression, Chen Nian couldn't see clearly, her vision was blurred.
Her heart hurts, but she also feels very warm.
She reached out to him and asked him to pull to get up.
Xu Yanqing's heart was very swollen, and all emotions rushed up, wanting to hit her.
His hand hanging at his side tightened, and he didn't move, not even bending his spine, but looked at her with his eyes down, his lips straightened.
The moment his tears fell, Xu Yanqing wanted to trample her to death.
Xu Yanqing's whole person tensed and didn't move, his eyes staring at her, unable to take his eyes off.
He took a deep breath, and the beast in his heart kept bumping, its flesh and blood were blurred, its fangs were pulled out, its claws were pulled out, and the pain was terrible.
But Xu Yanqing could also feel that the beast was as happy as crazy.
Chen Nian didn't see his tears, so she didn't get up, she lay there and raised her hands, just wanting him to pull herself.
After a moment of stalemate, Xu Yanqing grabbed her hand and pulled her up.
Chen Nian rushed over and took the initiative to hug him, but he resisted him and didn't let her lean over.
dark eyes, glancing at her.
His lips were still tense, and he didn't say anything, and walked past her.
Chen Nian was stunned for a second, and immediately followed, "I haven't eaten dinner yet." ”
She held her hat in her arms and looked at him with a blank eye.
Xu Yanqing didn't speak.
Chen Nian: "Then you will take a look at the takeaway later, such a heavy snow, I don't know if anyone else will deliver it." I'm so hungry, I've been waiting for you here for three hours. ”
She didn't dare to say that she still had to go back.
She felt that Xu Yanqing was a little angry now.
Entering the corridor, Xu Yanqing put away his umbrella.
The two walked one after the other, and entered the house together.
Xu Yanqing didn't turn on the light when he went in, Chen Nian was about to stretch out his hand, he suddenly turned around, pulled her over, held her face, and kissed her directly.
The kiss was fierce, biting her lip, and it hurt tightly.
Chen Nian was a little overwhelmed, she stepped back step by step, her back against the door.
She subconsciously ripped off his wrist, and he grabbed her directly with his backhand and pressed it hard against the door, with his vigorous anger.
Chen Nian felt that his oxygen was going to be taken away by him.
When she was in a daze, she felt a salty taste between her lips and teeth.
It wasn't the taste of blood, it was like the smell of tears.
But Chen Nian didn't cry.
In the darkness, there was only the sound of two people panting one after another.
I don't know how long it took, Xu Yanqing stopped, and he bit her lip hard.
The wheezing sound began to tremble, and his grip on her wrist tightened.
Chen Nian's tight bones hurt.
At this moment, Chen Nian's nose suddenly became sore, and tears poured down.
Xu Yanqing's chest hurt very much, he suppressed his voice, and said, "You want me to die, Chen Nian." ”
Every word was full of his pain, and word by word fell on Chen Nian's ears and hit her heart.
Chen Nian wanted to hug him, but his hand was grabbed by him and couldn't move.