Chapter 276 [Sailing to the Sea] (II)
Luo Lie still sat there steadily, he didn't think that Ye Qinghong would be angry, the reason why he left was because the blind man's ridicule just now hurt her self-esteem, even if Ye Qinghong was really angry, he couldn't solve the problem by chasing him out. But Luo Lie knew that Ye Qinghong should be sad, because of his own woodenness, maybe he should call it indifference.
Lu Weilin and Zhang Changgong glanced at each other, and then looked at the blind man at the same time, and the blind man was stunned and said, "Why are you looking at me?"
No one answered his question, and the blind man sighed and said, "Yes, I'll chase after me!"
Ye Qinghong stood alone in the bow of the boat, letting the dusk wind blow her hair up, although the sunset was golden, but she didn't feel any warmth, the cold sea breeze rushed towards her ruthlessly, the cold feeling has been drilled into her heart, Ye Qinghong has an urge to cry, she has changed too much for Luo Hunt, she does not hesitate to lower her self-esteem, and does not hesitate to sacrifice everything, but at the same time she changes, Luo Hunt is also changing, the most difficult thing in the world to melt is not an iceberg, but a swimming iceberg, she wants to use her body temperature to melt this iceberg, but she has never been able to touchγ
Ye Qinghong doesn't blame Luo Lie, if she wants to blame, she can only blame her own choice. She wanted to cry but couldn't, perhaps the cold wind had frozen her tears before they could flow.
Before the blind man came to Ye Qinghong's side, he was already stimulated by the cold wind to sneeze twice in succession, rubbed his nose, and stood still in the distance, he never thought that Ye Qinghong would regard him as a friend, and naturally he didn't have the confidence to convince the other party, coughed and said: "It's windy on the bow of the boat, don't catch a cold, everyone is waiting for you......" After a pause, he said: "Luo Lie is also waiting for you." β
Ye Qinghong bit her lip and said, "You rarely tell the truth. β
The blind man said, "I'm used to it, but everyone cares about you." β
"No need!" Ye Qinghong replied coldly, she didn't need anyone's concern, except for Luo Lie, but the one she needed the most didn't say anything.
The blind man scratched his head in embarrassment, and when he was about to give up, he suddenly remembered something, he sighed and said: "Actually, I am also very annoying, I like a person, but that person has no ...... for you."
Ye Qinghong was stunned when she heard this, turned around, and her expression looked a little strange.
When the blind man saw her expression, he realized that Ye Qinghong probably misunderstood what he meant, and hurriedly waved his hand and said, "Don't get me wrong, I don't like you, how can I like you......"
Ye Qinghong's willow eyebrows were upside down, her phoenix eyes were wide open, and the blind man's words were simply a great insult to her.
The more the blind man explained, the more confused he became: "Miss Ye, I'...... How dare I climb you, I ...... I, let's put it this way, what I like is Zhou Xiaodie......"
The light in Ye Qinghong's beautiful eyes dimmed, she actually felt that the blind man was not so annoying, in the past, she had always thought that the blind man was timid and cowardly, but now she found that the blind man also had courage, at least he dared to admit his feelings for Zhou Xiaodie in front of others.
The blind man finally realized that he was by no means a qualified enlightener, and sighed and said, "Miss Ye, don't be angry, I really didn't mean to make fun of you just now. β
Ye Qinghong said: "I'm not angry. β
The blind man said suspiciously: "Not angry, but you ...... just now" Ye Qinghong turned around and left, but what everyone saw, the blind man believed that he would not be wrong, especially after dusk, few people's eyesight could surpass his own.
Ye Qinghong said: "I'm not angry with you, An Zhai, I want to be quiet alone, can you let me be quiet alone?"
The blind man nodded, and he didn't find any anger in Ye Qinghong's expression, so he put his mind at ease and told Ye Qinghong: "It's windy outside, come back early, don't catch a cold." β
Ye Qinghong had already turned around, would he care if he really caught a cold? She suddenly had a strange thought. Just as she was about to put her idea into practice, she felt a sinking on her shoulders, but a black tweed coat with the smell of tobacco was draped over her shoulders.
The familiar smell of tobacco made her suddenly guess the identity of the comer, and Ye Qinghong had a plan to throw her coat aside immediately, but the idea was just an idea after all.
Luo Lie said: "I still can't think of a reason for you to respect me. β
Ye Qinghong turned her head and looked at him with a resentful expression, Luo Lie did not have the slightest guilt, and looked at her calmly, with a cigarette in his mouth.
Ye Qinghong stretched out his hand and pulled the cigarette off his lips a little roughly, and then threw it into the sea, the sparks of the cigarette butts drew a red arc under the blowing of the sea breeze, and before he could touch the deep sea, he was slapped by the waves without a trace, Ye Qinghong realized that it was already dark.
Luo Lie said: "Angry?"
Ye Qinghong said: "I'm just angry with myself. β
Luo Lie said: "The person who likes to compete most in the world is himself, and there are not many people who can pass his own hurdle." β
Ye Qinghong asked rhetorically, "Are you okay?"
Luo Lie sniffed and wanted to get a cigarette again, but was stopped by Ye Qinghong's vicious gaze, hesitated for a moment, and finally gave up the idea of getting a cigarette, raised his eyes and looked at the sky that had darkened in the distance, and the outline between the sea and the sky was no longer clear. He yawned and said, "It's dark, and I'm a little sleepy." β
Ye Qinghong said: "It's strange that you can fall asleep!" She knew that Luo Lie was plagued by insomnia, and the reason for being sleepy was ridiculous.
Luo Lie said: "Because of insomnia, I am sleepy. β
Ye Qinghong said: "I also have insomnia. She couldn't help laughing herself, but she immediately stopped laughing, she really didn't understand why she was laughing, and she couldn't think of a reason to be happy. Looking at Luo Lie's thin face, Ye Qinghong couldn't help but feel a little distressed, maybe she was still too willful, during the time they were separated, Luo Lie had experienced too many blows and setbacks, although he was strong on the surface, but deep down his heart was already scarred, he shouldn't ask him for anything anymore? I should have more understanding, more patience, and accompany him out of the trauma and shadows.
Luo Lie said: "Since we can't sleep, let's find a warm place to talk at night." β
Ye Qinghong's face was a little hot, although she knew that Luo Lie would never think anything wrong, but his words still made her feel shy, Ye Qinghong realized that she was becoming less and less resistant to him, even if Luo Lie made any excessive demands on herself, she must not be able to bear to refuse. She shook her head and said, "You're not sleepy, I'm still sleepy, besides...... I don't want people to gossip. After saying this, she left in a hurry, because when she saw Zhang Changgong and the others coming out of the restaurant, Ye Qinghong even forgot to return Luo Lie's coat.
The blind man clinged to Lao An like kraft candy, Lu Weilin glanced at Luo Lie from a distance after leaving the cabin, and saw Ye Qinghong leaving, so he slowly walked towards Luo Lie.
Luo Lie took out the cigarette case immediately after Ye Qinghong left, but found that it was empty, shook his head helplessly, and said to Lu Weilin: "Is there any smoke?"
Lu Weilin said: "Quit it!"
Luo Lie frowned, Lu Weilin has always been very strong in terms of self-discipline.
Lu Weilin said: "Actually, there is nothing wrong with quitting. β
Luo Lie always felt that there was a hidden meaning in his words, and smiled: "The hardest thing to quit is habit." β
Lu Weilin said: "Sticking to it will also become a habit. His gaze looked into the distance, Ye Qinghong's figure had completely disappeared into the night, and he said in a low voice: "She is already very accommodating to you." Everyone can see Ye Qinghong's accommodation to Luo Lie, and her temperament is as arrogant as her, and now she can bow her noble head to Luo Lie in front of everyone, which shows Luo Lie's position in her heart.
Luo Lie didn't react, just lowered his head and sniffed on the cigarette box, and the smell of tobacco in the cigarette box made him feel much more settled.
Lu Weilin said: "The authorities are fascinated. β
Luo Lie laughed, he knew Lu Weilin's feelings for Ye Qinghong, and Lu Weilin's words were more like hugging for Ye Qinghong.
Lu Weilin said: "Some things are in the past, and life has to go on." β
Luo Lie diverted the topic and said, "How are you?" Do you plan to live alone like this for the rest of your life? β
Lu Weilin shook his head vigorously and said, "I don't feel lonely. Then he fixed his gaze on Luo Lie's face, and Luo Lie quickly understood what he meant, Lu Weilin was telling himself that his loneliness stayed on the surface, but his loneliness was deeply rooted in his heart.
Lu Weilin said: "I am the same on the outside. When he spoke, Baihui suddenly thought of Baihui, and he hadn't heard from her for a long time.
Luo Lie sighed and said: "I'm hypocritical, I admit that I'm too hypocritical, but it's too cold here, I want to go back, smoke a cigarette, and sleep comfortably." He fled and walked towards his cabin. Lu Weilin's voice sounded behind him: "Can you sleep?"
Luo Lie's insomnia is no longer a secret, he has to understand this stubborn disease that plagues him that he is more awake than most people in this world, everyone in the world sleeps and wakes up alone, doesn't this mean that one day of his life is equal to two days for others, and his own life is equal to two lives for others. But if falling asleep meant forgetting for a while, then the pain and pleasure he endured were also doubled, and unfortunately, the memories of pain in his young life had an absolute advantage.
The night out of Zhoushan was remarkably quiet, and after nightfall, the sea breeze suddenly stopped, and the sea was rarely calm, and the boat could hardly feel the bumps in such a sea. Luo Lie raised his wrist and looked at the time, it was already three o'clock in the morning, and everyone should fall asleep at this time.
He left the cabin and returned to the deck, where the full moon was like a disk, and the moonlight poured silently like mercury, and the deck took on a metallic hue because of the moonlight. Luo Lie saw a lonely gull bird, the white gull bird was frozen on the column head of the railing like a statue, motionless, enjoying the moonlight bath, even Luo Lie's appearance did not have any impact on it, in its opinion, this is its domain.