Leyson was originally going to discuss things with Kevin, and he always had lofty ideals in mind, but the implementation process was like child's play. He had a good plan during the winter vacation, but in the end he was dragged into a dog food distribution center, sprayed with a netizen for a long time, and then it was gone.

Even he still doesn't know that this netizen is Kevin himself. Now that the new semester has begun, witnessing the development momentum of Lou Pauler's country, he feels that there seems to be another opportunity. Maybe the civilian crystal ball can help him, and it should be useful for propaganda.

He decently got another plan and prepared to start from scratch. He is not afraid of failure, nor is he afraid of being ridiculed by others, and he firmly believes that perseverance will inevitably lead him to success. Although he clearly felt that Kevin seemed to have given up on his former beliefs, there was no one else to communicate with here but Kevin. Thinking about it, I have to come to him.

However, near the doorway, he overheard the conversation between Kevin, Sain, and Sain's Little Spoon in the house. One word in an instant inspired him directly: Schrödinger believe it or not.

At this moment, an even grander plan suddenly appeared in his mind, so that the previous plan was not worth mentioning. If you can directly penetrate into the Church of Light and master the Light Spell, it will be an unprecedented success. It was never possible before, and never worked in this direction.

But when he listened carefully to the conversation in the room, he felt that Kevin didn't seem to have any intention of breaking into the Church of Light, but what kind of prison he was going to, and what kind of dog he was going to, and he didn't understand these things. After a while, Fran came back from a distance, and when Leyson saw someone else coming, he was embarrassed to continue listening at the door, so he simply turned around and left.

Fran said, "Pay attention to what you say in the future, what I can hear, others can hear." "Obviously, it was a reminder that someone else had just heard, but she didn't know Leyson, so she couldn't name it. And Leyson was just standing outside the door, and there was no obscene movement, so it was hard to say that he was eavesdropping.

Kevin and the others didn't think too much about it, after all, the school is a public place, and there are so many people coming and going. It is also normal for someone to pass by at the door and stop for a while.

Of course, some conversations can be discussed after the enchantment. But when there's a dialogue, you have to set up an enchantment, and it feels like it's too frequent. People may wonder how many unsightly things you have to talk about, and if you talk to temporary workers all the time, they may even suspect that these people are doing strange things.

As a result, this time by chance, it was Leyson who listened. Leyson is a doer, and he immediately implements an idea, and this time he doesn't plan to discuss it with Kevin again. Because obviously Kevin has no similar intentions, maybe Kevin and him are really not the same people anymore.

What are the risks of implementing this so-called Schrödinger's trick of believing or not believing? Leyson also figured out that in the end, there were only two results, one was still unbelief, and this had no effect on himself. One is really believing, which may be unacceptable to the current self. But on second thought, if you even believe in yourself, then maybe the Church of Light really has merit, maybe ...... Have you been wrong before?

With a complex set of ideas, Leyson took advantage of the weekend to go alone to a nearby chapel. The church does not serve medical purposes, but is only used for daily prayers by the residents of the neighborhood. There were only three or five clergymen in it, and their status was not very high.

In such a small church, a foreigner can come to pray, not to mention that the light elf is almost the most popular among foreigners, and it can definitely be regarded as a distinguished guest. The Father God greeted him and had a routine conversation.

"Father, I'm guilty, I want to borrow something from the boss. Leyson replied.

The priest didn't understand: "It's normal to borrow something, it's not a sin. Child...... Ahem, friend. The priest was going to call him "child", but suddenly remembered that the light elf was too old to tell that he was probably older than him, so he forcibly changed his name to "friend".

"I used to try to bring down my boss, and I put in a lot of effort, but today I realized that if I borrowed something from my boss, I might be able to achieve my goal. Leyson lowered his head and spoke slowly, as if he were really repentant.

The priest frowned, this person obviously meant something, the so-called "boss" may be some kind of reference, but for a while, even if the priest was a god, he couldn't imagine that the "boss" was actually the creator god.

"If you don't have a friend, you must first recognize your mistakes," the priest said, earnestly, "would you like to tell me the details?"

"Yes," Leyson glanced up at the priest, then his eyes drifted off into the distance, "the boss is a ...... It's hard to describe a person who will pay his employees, and the employees work for him. I had a friend when I was a kid who didn't like his boss since he was a child, and under his influence, I didn't like the boss either. ”

"When we were kids, we played pranks on the boss's employees, but we didn't have the ability to play tricks on the boss himself," Leyson continued, "and we created a perfect theory that it was a responsibility to take down the boss." Perseverance, year after year, and now that we have grown up, I have not doubted this theory until now. ”

The more he listened, the more confused he became, and he did not dare to interject, motioning for him to continue.

"It's just that I'm too old to play pranks anymore, and that friend of mine doesn't seem to be ...... anymore Alas," Leyson sighed, "and I'm ...... now A little lost, a little lost. ”

The priest thought for a moment, and could only say some foolish nonsense: "Son, if your theory is correct, then you should go down steadfastly. Here he had already seen that Leyson was not very old, and the title was changed to "child".

"What if this boss is a heretic?" Leyson tried to throw out some premises, "and he would persuade his employees to become religious in order to achieve some of his ends." ”

Sure enough, as soon as he heard the infidels, the priest immediately spoke righteously: "Then it seems that you are doing the right thing, the heretics are followers of demons, and they will lead people to darkness. ”

"Father, then, is atheism pagan?" asked Leyson.

The priest's mood suddenly became nervous, and he thought to himself what kind of trap this was, and opened his mouth several times, not daring to answer easily.

"Our boss often tries to convince me with atheistic theories, I'm confused, I want to ask, does God really exist?"

The priest looked into Leyson's eyes and smiled for a long time, very kindly. He took out his Bible: "Son, there is a story of God in this, and there is a teaching of God in this, and we ...... it."

Leyson was disappointed for a while, when he really wanted to find someone to convince him, but the other party's level was too far behind, and he actually used the Bible to fool people? If this was in the past, he would have already started to sneer, and later recorded the incident and became the glorious history of the Reflective Troupe.

But today he is here to be a believer, not to find trouble. Since the priest could not convince him, he could only try to convince himself.

Leyson calmed down and tried to put himself in his shoes. It's like a debate competition, putting yourself in the opposite position, and although you don't agree with this point of view, you have to find a bunch of arguments to spray the other party in order to debate.

At this moment, it seemed that two voices really appeared in Leyson's brain, and he began to talk and spit. His long-term experience of doing things has become a concrete example, refuting the other party's theories one after another, the other party is not to be outdone, and then refutes one after another, whether it is reasonable or not, the spray will not stop.

At this time, he will not listen to what the priest is saying, and he will not care what is happening outside. He knelt quietly in the middle of the church, facing the cross, "listening" to the priest's tireless teachings, occasionally nodding his head.

"Child, how do you feel?" the priest finally noticed his strangeness, "Child?"

"Huh?" Leyson woke up in a trance, "What's wrong?"

"Kid, you've been kneeling for an hour, take a break. The priest tried to help him up.

Leyson nodded, sat down on the bench next to him, rubbed his knees subconsciously, and continued to spray in his head. Trying to impersonate a priest, or even a pope, attack himself with the sharpest language and trap himself with the most meticulous logic.

"Child?" the priest came up again to wake him up, "it's night, aren't you going home?"

"Ahh Leyson patted his head, subconsciously stood up, and said goodbye to the priest. The priest was very fond of him, and when he turned around, he said to the other clergy: "After all, it is a light elf, and it is different from others when it comes to praying." ”

For Leyson, however, the day was nothing of the day. He didn't believe in religion, let alone learn any light spells, but his brain was full of energy.

But it didn't work, he was going to be religious, how could he believe in something that didn't exist, or at least get into the Schrödinger state.

With all his thoughts on this, Leyson began to lose his concentration in class, and he was in a trance every day, often alone for a long time in a daze, and others asked him to react.

Other students even wondered, "Are you having a crush on someone?", "Who do you like?", "Is it a teacher or a classmate?, let's see if we can help?", ......, "Or are you out of love?", "Are you depressed?", "Do you need us to do a dance to cheer you up?", ......

Leyson was annoyed by this and dismissive. He's thinking about an extremely great cause himself, and this group of people only knows how to fall in love? It's so superficial that they don't bother to talk nonsense with them.

But after thinking about it all the time, Leyson began to get the hang of it. He began to try to stop himself from being obsessed with logical questions, about whether God exists, and if not, how can I believe it.

He began to assume existence first, and then began to imagine what God would look like.

What would a god look like? What would a God who created all things, who possessed supreme wisdom and supreme power, look like? I am afraid that he will not be attached to the appearance of people, regardless of race. He may be some energy body, maybe he is a mass of special effects of various colors, maybe he is as large as the sky, or maybe he is infinitely small......

He found that such a god was not the same as God in the ordinary sense and was obviously "wrong." Leyson decided to think the way the average person thinks, God should be an old man, probably with a long, white beard, and a general appearance similar to that of a principal.

God's role in redeeming the world is to give revelation. Don't think about why revelation is given, just imagine a world where there really is such a God.

God judges and judges fairly, He loves every living being, the pious will be commanded by Him, and the wicked will be punished by Him. Don't argue about how to define evil and what is right, if God's wisdom is infinite, then He can solve everything.

If there really is such a place, it should be heaven, right? The imaginary world is always better than reality, and when Leyson completes the whole "god world" in his brain, he can't help but yearn for such a world.

Another weekend, Leysin took this "world of gods" to the church again, and this time he stopped talking nonsense with the priest and just prayed silently. He prayed to the gods in the "God-like world" in his heart, and he was very devout and unhindered. Every action, every hymn is meticulous.

In just one day, Leyson felt that his body was very warm, and his whole body emitted a soft white light, and everyone on the side was surprised. Leyson embraced the element of light, and it was only a matter of time before he learned the light spell next.

The priest cheered loudly, and the other faithful in the church applauded and congratulated, and it was undoubtedly a privilege to see a miracle in such a small church. Of course, there must be people who are jealous, but they can't say it.

Leyson was a blank slate at this point, he should be happy, in theory he should be happy. But somehow, he was calm, and congratulating him on becoming a good light mage was a sarcasm in itself. But in any case, he seems to have found the crux of some questions, perhaps the power of religion stems from imagination?