While she was contemplating and thinking, Lin Jiayuan walked up to her.

There was still a slight smile in his eyes, as if the phone call had just been a little bit of not-so-nice noise suddenly interspersed with good music, so inconsequential, just forget about it.

"Are you tired?" Presumably because her face was not very good, he asked softly.

His voice was so gentle that it made people feel like a spring breeze, but her whole heart seemed to be tightly clamped, and it hurt sullenly.

"Not tired." She replied.

She looked at him...... His handsome face seemed to be covered with a romantic color, which made her already warm heart dusty again.

She wanted to open her mouth to ask him if he was really going to get married, but something seemed to choke him in her throat, and she couldn't ask.

When she spoke, she realized that her voice sounded a little harsh, and she asked a different question:

"Jiayuan......" she called his name.

"Huh?"

"Have you ever loved me?"

She didn't know why she would ask such an old-fashioned and hypocritical question, she hadn't asked this question when she broke up with him, and she hadn't thought about asking it in the past few years after breaking up with him, but at this time, she asked it like this.

In fact, she had no doubt about the love between them at the beginning, even after they broke up, she was very sure that he must have loved her very much, and those loves were hidden in the details, hidden in his gentle care for her...... But later, looking at his love for Song Ya and Xia Mingyue, she felt that maybe he didn't love her at all.

He will find a woman who looks almost exactly like Song Ya to stay by his side after Song Ya's death, and this alone can show his deep affection for Song Ya.

He will buy Xia Mingyue a mansion, so that Xia Mingyue can become a first-line actress without being a trainee, and marry Xia Mingyue.

Maybe he was so good to Xia Mingyue just because Xia Mingyue looked like Song Ya, and because of this...... It made her feel that the only woman he loved in his heart was Song Ya.

And what about her? In the years after they broke up, she missed him during the day and at night, but he ignored her and never contacted her, as if he had completely erased her from his life, making her feel that those memories of their past love were just an illusion.

Compared with his kindness to Song Ya and Xia Mingyue, the love he gave her was too small and insignificant......

Sometimes she wonders, if it was her who died in the first place, would he remember her as much as he remembered Song Ya? Probably not, how could he love her so much, otherwise how could he be so indifferent to her later? If it was her who died, maybe there would only be a brief wave in his heart, and he might forget her name in a few years.

At this time, she looked at him in front of her, and only felt that his face was so trance-like that it made her feel strange.

"Do you need to hesitate for so long?" The corners of her mouth hooked up a wry smile and said.

"Do I love you or not, you don't know yet?"

"I don't know." She said, staring into his face with a wistful wist, "Can't you just give me an accurate answer?" ”

The corners of his lips curled slightly, and the smile on his lips seemed a little cold.

He looked straight at her, as if he wanted to see into her eyes, his eyes were the kind of black that had been licked by the light, she couldn't read it, she only felt like a numb heart.