He was the only bond she couldn't let go
After closing the knot, she continued to cut the window grilles, perhaps not for many years, she could only cut half of them, but the other half of the curtains could not be cut.
She asked the old lady, and the old lady verbally explained to her the way to cut window flowers, but she still couldn't learn it, and in the end, Lin Jiayuan took the red paper and scissors in her hand and cut out a decent window flower little by little.
"It's beautiful...... It's amazing that you'll learn how to cut window grilles after only one time! As a Chinese, I can't cut well, but you are Korean but cut the window flowers so well, are you Chinese or am I Chinese? She sincerely admired him and said.
Lin Jiayuan smiled, the warmth in his eyes seemed to be able to melt the snow in the cold river......
He set aside the window grille and took her into his arms—
At this time, the heating was on in the house, but his arms were obviously warmer.
He put his arms around her, resting his chin on the top of her head, and his big hand also took her small hand, and she felt that there was a clear cold fragrance on him, which smelled very good, and it was a breath that reassured her......
She rubbed in his arms and snuggled up to him......
"It's okay, the rest of your life is long, I can teach you slowly." He leaned close to her ear and whispered in her ear.
She only felt the pinna tickle in her ears, as if a faint electric current had hit her whole body, and her heart beat faster and her face was red......
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Except for Chinese New Year's Eve, she spends any holiday with Lin Jiayuan.
Whether it is Christmas Eve, Christmas, New Year's, or Chinese festivals, Korean festivals, the two of them spend it together, at that time he didn't mention who his family was, and she didn't ask, just thought that he was a child who lacked love like her, so he would be with the most beloved person during the festival and warm each other.
Every year on his birthday, she will bake a cake for him with her own hands, even if they later broke up, she still retains the habit of baking cakes on his birthday every year, but her cake can no longer be given away, she can only give it to Aunt Hua, so that Aunt Hua can take it to her daughter to eat.
For her...... He is her lover, but also the only bond in her life, she feels that his arms are the only harbor in this world that can live, his hands can soothe all her sadness and pain, his kiss can kiss away the tears in the corners of her eyes, his mouth can say the most beautiful love words in the world, the love he gives can fill her soul, his eyes seem to contain spring flowers and autumn moon, but she only has him in her eyes.
Márquez once used the smell of bitter almonds to describe failed love, which she didn't understand before, but now she does.
It turns out that no matter how beautiful the love is...... In the end, it will be bitter after all.
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At this time, she and Xia Lingxuan were sitting here eating the army pot, the aroma of the army pot wafting in the air, which was appetizing, but she fell into the memories of the past and couldn't recover for a long time, and her eyes were full of gloom and heartache......
"Silly?" Xia Lingxuan stretched out her hand and waved it in front of her, "Hurry up and eat the vegetables, what are you thinking about in a daze?" ”
Only then did she suddenly come back to her senses and pick up her chopsticks to eat.
As soon as she ate a bite of rice cake in her mouth, she remembered the photo of Lin Jiayuan being taken in the church today, as long as she thought that he and Xia Mingyue were going to get married, her heart was blocked uncomfortably, and no matter how delicious the food was, she couldn't eat it in her mouth.
She really didn't know why he lied to her like that? He was obviously going to get married, but he lied to her and said that he had nothing to do with Xia Mingyue, is it fun to do this?