"You rarely talk like that." She glanced at him, and when she was drunk, she seemed to completely treat him as Jin Hao, "Usually you say in front of me that he doesn't love me, and you always say bad things about him one after another, but I am a little unaccustomed to you suddenly saying this opposite today." ”

“……”

He suddenly had the urge to beat Jin Hao up again, what's going on?

"But what do you know...... "She sighed and said, "If he loved me, he wouldn't have married another woman, do you know how cruel he is?" He even wanted me to be a bridesmaid for Xia Mingyue...... He didn't even think about my feelings......"

At this time, she looked at the river in the distance, her eyes were so melancholy, as if a star had been blown away in her eyes, and there were even crystal tears in her eyes......

He suddenly felt very regretful and guilty.

regretted that he was angry that she didn't care about him, so he listened to Li Junxi's proposal, lied to her that he would marry Xia Mingyue, and asked her to be a bridesmaid, wanting to stimulate her to see if she cared about her.

He knew now that she cared about him, but her sad look was worse than a stab in the heart.

"You say he's a bastard or not?" She asked.

Is this for him to scold himself in front of her?

"Bastard." He scolded himself with her and said.

He also felt that he was a bastard, just to test whether she cared about him or not, so he lost both sides and was physically and mentally exhausted, so why bother?

She looked into the distance, took a deep breath, and shouted into the distance—

"Lin Jiayuan, you bastard-"

The river was dripping, neon flashing, and her shout gradually disappeared into the boundless night.

Standing beside her and listening to him being scolded, he only felt very helpless, but he couldn't say anything, after all, he made it all his own, he made her angry, and it was nothing to be scolded by her.

"That bastard loves you." He looked at her and said.

Her cheeks were still puffy, the heat coming out of her mouth was faintly scented with peach and wine, and she leaned against the railing by the river, her long hair ruffled by the evening breeze.

"Where did he love? In the years since he broke up with me, I thought about him every day, but he never contacted me, as if his life had never crossed paths with me...... In the early days after the breakup, I would wait for his call almost every day, waiting for him to come and coax me like he did after every fight, but I never waited...... If you love someone, will you stay in the same city as her and never contact her? If you don't connect, you don't love......"

Her eyes were gloomy, and her eyes glistened with tears......

Listening to her say this, his heart felt like someone had pinched him, and there was a dull pain.

In fact, although he has not contacted her directly in the past few years after the breakup, he has been paying attention to her every day, he asked Aunt Hua in the old house to take care of her diet and daily life, and asked Li Junxi to pretend to be a fan to send her beautiful clothes and bags every quarter.

He knew that every year on his birthday, she would secretly bake a cake, just like she would bake a cake for him when they were together, and every year on his birthday after the breakup, Aunt Hua would take away the cake she baked, lying that she was going to bring it to her daughter, but in fact, she brought it to him to eat.

He cared about her so much that he only loved her alone from beginning to end......