He was demoralized by her death

He turned around and left Song Ya's ward, no matter how much Song Ya cried, saying that he wanted to see Che Xusheng, he ignored it.

He forbade Song Ya's feet and ordered people to look at her, only allowing others to go in to see her, and not allowing her to take half a step out of the ward.

But the next day, when he and a group of doctors went to the ward to do a final skin test for Song Ya, they opened the door and found that Song Ya had hanged herself!

Song Ya hanged herself with a scarf, and later he knew that this scarf was given by Bai Enxi, so naturally he was more or less angry with Bai Enxi.

But he's the most to blame...... Or himself!

He felt that if he hadn't said so many heavy things to Song Ya that day and didn't tell her the truth that Che Xusheng wanted to kill her, then she might not have committed suicide......

It is said that mourning is greater than heart death, and the most terrible murder for a person is mental murder, and what he said to Song Ya that day...... Undoubtedly, she murdered her spirit, she should have been disheartened and desperate about "the man she loves the most wants her to die", so she couldn't think of hanging herself!

If I had known that Song Ya would die...... Then he will definitely not tell her the truth, he will lie to her and say that Che Xusheng still loves her, and will marry her when she recovers, then she may cheer up, will obediently accept treatment, and will live forever.

He had always felt ...... It was those words he said that day that killed Song Ya, he was the real murderer who killed his own sister!

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Due to excessive guilt, Song Ya was depressed for a long time after his death.

And that time...... Fortunately, Xia Mingyue accompanied him, Xia Mingyue already looked like Song Ya, and after Song Ya's death, she made her appearance almost exactly the same as Song Ya, whenever he was kind to Xia Mingyue, the debt to Song Ya would be less......

Sometimes with Xia Mingyue by his side, he would feel as if Song Ya was not dead...... After all, Xia Mingyue's imitation of Song Ya's smile is very similar, if Song Ya is still alive, then the current Xia Mingyue and Song Ya are like twins sitting together.

But the most ridiculous thing is...... Xia Mingyue actually thought that he liked Song Ya back then?

Song Ya is his own sister, how can he have a male and female affection for her? But it makes sense that Xia Mingyue would think so...... After all, he has never leaked any rumors that Song Ya is his own sister, and the outside world has never broken the scandal between him and Song Ya, after Song Ya was disfigured, he told Song Ya the truth that Che Xusheng wanted to kill her in the ward, and had a quarrel with Song Ya, but after this matter came out, why did the version evolve into that he broke up with Song Ya in the ward, so he had a fierce quarrel with Song Ya?

So much so that after Song Ya's death, many Song Ya's fans still attacked him on the Internet, saying that he was a big scumbag, and after Song Ya broke up, he disliked Song Ya and broke up with Song Ya, so Song Ya was disheartened and chose to hang herself.

He never paid attention to these rumors......

But since Xia Mingyue has confessed to him now and said that she wants to be with him, then it is necessary for him to tell the truth.

Didn't Xia Mingyue always rely on her to be like Song Ya in all aspects, so she wanted to be with him? Then he must cut off her thoughts!

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At this time, when he told Xia Mingyue the truth that Song Ya was his half-sister, Xia Mingyue's face was full of shock.