Chapter Seventy-Seven: Disrupted
He Lingjiang's heart couldn't help jumping: "I ......"
Her mind was so confused that she really didn't know how to respond.
From her youth to now, she has been to many places, and she has seen many young people, who have their own Mu Ai, whether they are at her skin or at the people next to her, to show their hearts to her.
But she never thought about the relationship between men and women, and she refused cleanly.
Now facing Pei You, he didn't know how to say the words of refusal.
"Ah Pei, I ......" She thought in her heart, opened her mouth and was about to speak, but Pei You stopped her from talking before her.
"Ahma, I have made my heart to you now, and I have no intention of forcing you to agree or give me an answer. I just want you to know what I mean......"
"I just want you to know that I'm no longer the wretched kid I was kidnapped at the age of eight, or the boy who trapped himself in his room on my mother's day."
"I am now a man who can stand up to the sky, and I am a Langjun who knows how to give my beloved girl Qiongju."
"One day, if you want to taste the feelings of this world, I will be by your side, but if you don't have that mind, then I will just be the Ah Pei in your heart, and I will never change......"
He Lingjiang's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he was silent for a long time, but he still didn't say the words of refusal, but said slowly: "Okay, I know ......"
Pei You's heart was relieved.
He pinched the jade pendant in his hand, tucked it into his sleeve, and did not hand it forward again.
This jade pendant carrying the young man's heart was not sent out after all......
Auntie is different from others, if he is too anxious, she will really refuse him immediately.
Only when she swallowed the words that he was about to say showed how different he was in her heart.
This difference, whether it is because of the friendship between men and women for him, or because of the relationship between the two for many years, he can't bear to let him down again and again, Pei You knows it.
It doesn't matter if he took advantage of the acquaintance between the two, or if he deliberately drilled a Confucius, this is different, but it is different.
Auntie now knows his thoughts, and has not explicitly rejected him, which is enough.
He didn't want to disturb her, but he didn't want to hide his thoughts carefully as before, waiting for time to pass and sigh in vain.
The mountains have wood branches and trees, and his heart is pleasing to women, and he also wishes women to know.
Grandma, who grew up in the mountains and swam in the rivers and lakes, has always been chic and free, concentrating on mysticism, and never putting the secular feelings of men and women, children and marriages in her heart, and no one will put her beak, but He Qi Niangzi, who is in the world, may not be like this.
The seven ladies of the He family, who are just in harmony, have a unique complexion and unparalleled mysticism, how many good sons and daughters in this Yingdu and this big week are looking forward to her, and how many families want to ask for such a girl from a century-old family for one reason or another?
These things are things that she doesn't mention or don't want to, and countless people will repeatedly mention them in front of her.
Since she became the seventh lady of the He family, her original freedom and ease will inevitably be a little more restrained, and there will be a little more worldly considerations between her actions.
If it was before, even if she wanted to check the Divine Palace, she would not enter the unrelated division and be willing to be bound by the imperial power. The He clan and the family behind her are her dependence, but they have also become her constraints.
This is the fate of people who are in the center of power, and they cannot escape.
Even if she hasn't been robbed of her body now, she is still the princess of Da Zhou, and once she recovers her identity, she will inevitably be coerced to make a different choice than before.
No one is static, what they encounter and where they are, decide what they think and do.
If Auntie had been in the mountains and rivers, she might always be able to do it from her heart, but now that she has entered the overall situation of power, it is inevitable that she will have many side considerations.
The love between men and women, and the marriage of children were not her choice before, but what if one day, she changed her mind?
What he wanted, as he had just said, was that he had always been by her side, and if she wanted to look at it one day, he would be the first to see him.
That's it.
When Pei You's figure disappeared around the corner, Qingzhu stepped forward and looked at He Lingjiang, who was standing quietly in place, staring at the plums on the tree in a daze.
"Seventh lady, are you okay?"
He Lingjiang didn't squeak, and didn't seem to notice what she was saying at all.
Qingzhu raised his voice slightly: "Seven Ladies ......"
"Oh......" He Lingjiang reacted at this time, "It's okay......"
She was just thinking about Pei Youfang's words, she never thought that this young man who had always been by her side would have such a heavy mind.
The bits and pieces of the past in her heart seem to be clear all of a sudden, every time she goes back to the Northland, no matter how busy she is, Pei You, who will always go back to the house to accompany her to eat with her master, the courtyard that will always be reserved for her, the refreshments and dishes that suit her heart, the haggard face that Yao Zhou woke up in a coma and lay beside her bedside, the young man who has never let her joke and tease......
She sighed faintly.
Qingzhu had never seen her so hesitant, she hesitated for a moment in her heart, but still asked, "Seventh lady, what did Pei Shizi say that made you embarrassed?" ”
She was far away from the two of them, and she didn't hear what they were talking about, but just now Pei Shizi took a jade pendant and handed it to Qi Niangzi, and she still saw it clearly when she didn't know what she said and shocked her own lady.
The man gave jade, and then thinking of Pei Shizi's attitude towards his own lady these days, she had a guess in her heart.
The current atmosphere is not conservative, and the young Langjun ladies have made a private decision for life, and there are not a few people who ask the family to say that the matchmaker has made a decision.
Could it be these two, too?
Only his own lady, looking at the heart of Pei Shizi, seems to be undecided.
He Lingjiang looked at the expression on her face, and knew that she had a guess in her heart: "He didn't embarrass me, it's just that I didn't expect it, and I was a little surprised." ”
"I see......"
Qingzhu nodded: "Forgive the maid for saying a few more words, the maid is watching from the side, this Pei Shizi is indeed very different from you, although he is silent and rarely said on weekdays, he acts very intimately, that is, what refreshments you like to eat, what clothes you like to wear, he remembers it in his heart, and the rare Guiyuan Dan in the world, he said it to you, and he will give it to you......"
"Hmm." He Lingjiang replied in a low voice, and said to himself, "He's good to me, but he's not bad to him, isn't he?" ”
Although she likes to play tricks on him, she can treat him in the side, right? He Ling Jiang thought to himself.
Qingzhu laughed out loud: "Yes, yes, yes......"
As early as when she was in Nanshan, she knew that her lady knew and trusted Pei Shizi very well, and she would take care of him in her usual affairs.
"Then Pei Shizi is considerate to you, and you are very good to him, what do you have to be confused about this time?"
He Lingjiang shook his head: "You don't understand ......"
She used to treat Ah Pei well, he was also a relative and friend, and even treated him as half a brother, but now, everything seems to be disrupted.
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