(37) Wake up

The look of guilt was even stronger in An Hong's eyes, but he didn't speak, and the hand holding the knife began to tremble.

Seeing An Hong's reaction, Liu Siqi knew that she had guessed correctly, and this An Hong seemed to have a little conscience, so she raised her voice and scolded angrily: "Are you worthy of me for doing this? Back then, I took pity on you for being homeless, and begged my father to take you home to treat your serious illness, I didn't expect you to repay me anything, I just simply hoped that a child who was displaced by the famine could tide over the difficulties and live well." What I didn't expect was that little boy would be so kind and vengeful when he grew up, and he would actually conspire with my aunt and eldest sister to kill my life, and I had tried so hard to save you! I knew that you would be so kind and vengeful, I should have let you starve to death on the street in the first place!" Liu Siqi said righteously, just because she had seen those two prophetic pictures, so she knew the mystery.

These words were like whips, struck An Hong's heart one by one. His hand holding the knife trembled even more, and his eyes showed an irrepressible look of excitement.

When he was nine years old, he was abandoned by his family after suffering from a serious illness.

At that time, there was a famine in his hometown, and the family could no longer afford to treat him when he was young and sick. Hungry and cold, he curled up in the cold wind of midwinter, and looked at the passers-by on the street who saw the yellow sores on his neck with pus, all of them showed a disgusted expression, and they covered their noses and walked around, crying and falling into despair.

At that time, it was a little girl with silver ornaments around her neck, and she handed him a bowl of steaming white porridge with a smile, and the bowl of porridge was so sweet and warm that he could not forget the faint warmth given by that bowl of porridge.

Over the years, watching the little girl being bullied by her family in the house, from the initial indignation to the current indifference, his edges and corners have been worn down by this sinister environment, and he has lost the most basic sympathy and pity, and he has also lost a grateful heart.

He forgot that if he hadn't lived without her, he wouldn't have lived in this world a long time ago, and he forgot that what she gave him at that time was not just a bowl of porridge, but the warmth that made him desperate change his view of this indifferent world! And now he wants to kill the little girl who brought him into the light for his own selfish desires, is he still a human being, does he still have a heart?

Bang dang -

The dagger in his hand fell to the ground, and he knelt at Liu Siqi's feet with a thud, crying bitterly, while slapping himself hard, and his voice choked: "Why am I so confused, how can I kill my savior." I'm sorry Miss, please forgive me! Even if I really tell the master in the future, I won't resist if I want to kill or chop me, because, as Miss said, I'm really an ungrateful and conscienceless person!"

Seeing this scene, Liu Siqi knew that An Hong had repented, and stretched out his hand to help him up, "Knowing your mistakes can improve a lot, you can realize that your mistakes are always good, as long as you turn back, it will not be in vain My original intention to save you." ”

An Hong wiped her tears with her sleeve, "Miss, you are still as kind as ever." ”

"So, can you tell me why you did this?" Liu Siqi thought for a while, looked at him and said, "From the conversation between you and the eldest lady just now, I feel that you don't really want to kill me, it seems that they forced you?"

"Yes. An Hong said in a low voice: "Because I have a handle that is pinched by the eldest lady, she threatens that if I don't obey her, she will tell the master and Miss Caiyi about it." ”

"Which thing?"

An Hong's face flushed, he lowered his neck, and said, "Actually, I've always liked Second Miss." That ......"

"Do you like Fu Caiyi?" Liu Siqi's eyes widened in surprise.

"Yes. An Hong's face blushed even more, in stark contrast to his original pale face, and there was remorse in his voice, "But I know that I am not worthy of her by my own identity, she never looks at me directly, and she is proud like a princess in front of me, but I just like her, so I only dare to look at her silently." Until...... Once, I accidentally found a place outside her window, where I could peek inside her bathing, I couldn't hold it for a while, and I had evil thoughts, and when the second lady went to take a bath one day, I stood on the rock, intending to peek at her bathing, but not long after standing up, I was caught by the eldest lady and the eldest lady, and they threatened me to tell the second lady, saying that I often peeped at her bathing here. I was scared to death, you know the temper of the second lady, if she knew, she would definitely gouge out a pair of my eyeballs and drive me out of the Fu family before she would give up, I was very scared, they said that as long as I helped them kill you, they would not make a noise. In order not to be gouged out and kicked out of the Fu family, I had to act according to their words. ”

"But what can you solve if you kill me?" Liu Siqi said solemnly: "Even if you really kill me, the eldest lady and Tsing Yi will not really let you go, they will definitely push all the crimes on you, and then you will be a murderer." Perhaps, peeking at the colorful clothes and taking a bath will only make you kicked out of the Fu family or lose your eyes, and killing me is a crime, and at that time, the price you have to pay will be your life. You must know that there is no impermeable wall in the world, even if you kill me secretly, one day it will be known by others, and then my father will not let you go in the first place, and you will just become the scapegoat of the eldest mother and Tsing Yi. ”

Liu Siqi's words were as red as waking up from a dream, he knelt down and kowtowed to Liu Siqi again, and then he stood up, thought for a while and said to her, "Miss, can you take off your coat?"

Liu Siqi was stunned for a moment, but she still took off her coat and handed it to him as she said, but seeing An Hong take the coat, pick up the knife on the ground, roll up the sleeve and slash it on the arm, he sprinkled all the blood from the wound on the coat, and smiled at Liu Siqi, "Later, I will hand over this knife and bloody clothes to the eldest lady, just say that you have been killed by me, and throw your body into the dry well, the dry well is so dark, as long as a little blood is sprinkled around, they probably won't suspect it." Miss, go quickly, go to the Xudu Yu Pavilion to find the master!"

He pondered for a moment, and then said: "Miss can temporarily hide in the forest of this abandoned house in the near future, and then leave tomorrow, tomorrow morning the maids will take a carriage to the flower market to buy flowers, you can hide under the axle of the carriage in advance, and go out of the house with the carriage, Miss, you must be careful yourself." ”

Looking at An Hong, who was covering her arms, Liu Siqi was full of emotion.