Xie Minyun

Height: 172cm

Weight: 103 pounds

Cups: D-E

Birthday: Libra on October 11th

Stunt: All-round, except for finding the way and falling in love.

Interests: Kendo, reading, lighthouse (Note 1), glass design, calligraphy, violin, piano, oil painting

Motto: Although the world is not perfect, it is on a slow path to perfection, perhaps, it is perfect in every moment, all sin itself contains forgiveness, all blooming contains corruption, all babies contain death, all passing contains eternity, just as all perfection contains imperfection...... Learn to love the world, not to compare it to some imaginary world that I hope for, to a perfection that I have made up out of thin air, but to listen to nature, to explore it, to listen to it, to be willing to belong to it.

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In the hot and dreary air, Du Leng's confident and calm questions were like a sudden earthquake and tsunami, which made Xie Minyun, who was standing in the stairwell, fall into a kind of shocked dazed for a moment.

At this moment, Cheng Mo's image of being destroyed and rebuilt in her heart, destroyed again, and rebuilt again, completely collapsed.

Refined egoist?

That's just a misreading of her.

Inexplicable Xie Minyun felt very sad, she really couldn't imagine how a young life should calmly deal with death that would come at any time, although people always say that time is fleeting, and life is just a drop in the ocean, but this short and pale layout is to look at the entire history of mankind.

For every individual, in the best years, the most wonderful years, in such a time when you can unbridled your vitality, you need to wait for the ruthless Grim Reaper with peace and calm, and live as hard as an ordinary person, what a strong will it takes.

At this moment, Xie Minyun understood what Cheng Mo said calmly with an expressionless face: "How can a lucky person like you understand the misfortune of a person like us. "What a mockery of the injustice of fate lurks.

At that time, she couldn't understand, because she felt that Cheng Mo's vision was too narrow, and she even felt that she was very willing to exchange lives with Cheng Mo.

As a red aristocrat with good roots, her life has basically been determined. Study, study, enrich yourself, get a brilliant academic degree, and marry the son of a political ally.

For example, Wan Sheng, the son of the Wan family, Wan Sheng is of course very good, his appearance and knowledge are impeccable, and he seems to really like her, okay! Then marry him, and then live a life of husband and children, presumably he will be very busy, and he will have a lot of leisure time, but that does not mean that she can do whatever she wants, she must socialize, she must maintain the circle of friends of the wives of the big people, and she must participate in the intrigue within the family.

No matter whether her relationship with the other party is good or bad, whether the other party has three wives and four concubines outside, or even has illegitimate children, she must maintain a husband and wife relationship with the other party, give birth to a son, cultivate it carefully, and let the son become the successor.....

So that the glory and wealth of the family can be extended.

Although she was only 17 years old, she could even imagine what her life would be like at the age of 80.

Perhaps in the eyes of anyone, such a life is a kind of perfection.

But in Xie Minyun's eyes, this kind of life is just like her WeChat avatar, which is a spiral illusion, a vortex composed of concentric circles, which makes her life fall into the abyss in a constant rotation.

It is destined to be such a thing, when it is clearly visible, it becomes a chain that binds the body and soul of a person, and it will become tighter and tighter until it suffocates one.

Whenever he thinks of the future, Xie Minyun is extremely envious of those who are born ordinary.

But she didn't have a choice.

Even her mother, whom she admires and hates the most, is the best among many women, and she cannot escape the shackles of fate.

She keeps trying to break free, she performs better than most boys, she desperately tries to make herself perfect, hoping that in the future she will not have to dedicate her body and dignity to a person who doesn't know what to say, I hope that I can be like my mother, I can control my life to a certain extent, and I can become a worthy object of cultivation in the family, not just as a fertility tool.

She hates perfection and has to pursue it in order to fight for more choices.

But these struggles, these grievances, these efforts are so small compared to the cruel life that Cheng Mo faced.

On what basis do you accuse him of compromising injustice?

In addition to life and death, which thing in the world is not idle?

She originally thought that Cheng Mo had a problem with her mentality, but now she realized that it was a problem with her own mentality.

Xie Minyun stood in the stairwell and felt that the air around her was heavy and viscous like mercury, and she seemed to hear the god of fate mercilessly mocking her: "You see that you are pretending to feel the life of ordinary people, you have just learned to ride the subway, you have just learned to ride a shared bicycle, you are eating cheap food, wearing the same school uniform as everyone else, you think you can be as happy as you are, but do you think this is ordinary life?"

"Then you now know what ordinary life is! When disaster and misfortune strike, there is no ability to resist at all.... I can only watch myself go to the abyss. ”

"Now, are you still willing to exchange your life with Cheng Mo?"

Xie Minyun's forehead was already covered with beads of sweat, she felt that her superficiality was terrible for the first time, she remembered a sentence in "The Great Gatsby": When I was young and inexperienced, my father taught me a sentence, and I still remember it. "Whenever you want to criticize anybody," he told me, "remember that not all the people in this world have the privileges that you have. ”

She has always understood the truth, but she still has never understood how unfair fate can be to some people.

Xie Minyun turned her head and grabbed the iron door handle and leaned out of the stairwell slightly, she saw that on the dazzling golden rooftop, Du Leng and Cheng Mo stood side by side, looking at the jade-colored Yuelu Mountain in the distance, that winding green, like turbulent waves in the sky.

Cheng Mo's back is slender and straight, like a lighthouse standing between the sea and the sky.

At this moment, Xie Minyun expected Cheng Mo to agree to Du Leng's conditions, and she no longer felt that Cheng Mo's compromise was something that should be reflected.

However, she heard Cheng Mo respond: "Senior Du Leng, I am very touched by your concern, but if you want to cooperate with the strong, you must also grow into a strong person, although I am not a strong person, but I don't think I need the mercy of others yet......

"I know you have the ability to solve the problem of money, but you have to know that changing the heart is not just a matter of money, the right heart source is not so easy to find, and your time is very limited. Du Leng frowned slightly, he felt that Cheng Mo was a little too irrational, so generous and in line with the conditions he needed, he really refused without much consideration.

"Besides, I don't have pity for you, but I think you deserve it..... You can perceive Changya's underground black market, you can detect the gambling game, and lay out in advance, it is really the only genius I have seen with such a strong penetration, if I am not mistaken, probably you were planning all this when you attended the June 1st party I held? I didn't discover your genius at that time..... Maybe I was blinded by the jealousy of your relationship with Xie Minyun, or maybe it was the long-term smooth sailing that made me gradually proud...."Du Leng said with a hint of self-deprecation.

"Speaking of which, I also want to thank you for your success this time!" Du Leng turned his head and looked at Cheng Mo's cold side face, he was really a natural military teacher, he could remain calm and calm at any time, because his heart did not allow him to be excited, although it was limited by objective conditions, but this was enough to win his respect.

Cheng Mo lowered his head, and after a while, he turned his head to look at Du Leng for the first time, "Such conditions are indeed beyond my imagination, but I don't want to sell my life for the time being..."

"I said, don't be in a hurry to answer, you need enough time to think about it, I have enough patience with you....." After a pause, Du Leng said with a smile: "But Min Yun, you still don't have any ideas, Yan Yitong is very good..... " Then Du Leng showed a somewhat strange look and said: "It seems that it is also difficult..... His brother ....."

Cheng Mo interrupted Du Leng, "I don't have too many ideas about any girl, and my problems haven't been solved yet, so I'm not qualified to talk about this." ”

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When Cheng Mo returned to the class, it had already been a complete summer vacation, and the people in the class had already dispersed, except for Fu Yuanzhuo and Yan Yitong, who were inside, sitting in their positions and talking with a somewhat uneasy expression.

"Cheng Mo, Du Leng doesn't have any difficulties for you, right?" Fu Yuanzhuo saw Cheng Mo walking in from the front door of the classroom, and immediately stood up and asked loudly.

Cheng Mo shook his head, "No." He was still thinking about the other badges that Du Leng had on his shirt, the pattern was too similar to the pattern of the Ouroboros, only one was a snake, one was a dragon, one had only one, and one had two, but the image was the same.

"Then what did you say for so long? I went to the student union office with Side Effects to take a look, but I didn't see you and Du Leng!" Yan Yitong, who was sitting on Cheng Mo's seat, also turned his head to look at Cheng Mo who was approaching and asked curiously.

"What else can we talk about, of course, it's about this exam. Cheng Mo put aside his thoughts about the badge for the time being, and replied without changing his face.

"Isn't he going to pay for the school points?" Fu Yuanzhuo raised his eyebrows, obviously if Du Leng really wanted to do this, he was going to come to the door.

Cheng Mo shook his head, "Du Leng didn't mention this matter at all, I guess he will pay, but it is difficult for us to exchange 660,000 learning points, or we can only exchange it at a low price." ”

"It's a big deal, we don't exchange it, we use it ourselves, there are so many delicious things in the commissary. Yan Yitong pouted and said unashamedly.

"660,000 is enough to empty the commissary several times. Fu Yuanzhuo rolled his eyes.

"No matter how much, in order to celebrate this glorious victory, I will treat you ..... at noon" Then Yan Yitong lowered his voice and said: "Do you want to call Song Xizhe? Let's go to a big dinner together....."

Cheng Mo looked at his phone, shook his head and said, "No, noon today, I made an appointment with someone for something!"

(Two shifts today, and one more)