Chapter 732: You are my Buddha nature, but you have fallen into a demon

"Your blood is in vain...... Is it just a joke?"

Zhu Yeqing sat on the ground in a daze, but the five finger prints on his face became clearer and clearer, the trace of blood at the corner of his mouth seemed indescribably poignant, and the whole person looked like he had lost his soul, and there was a kind of sadness.

The taboo fourth fang, the terrifying snake of the fangs at this moment, Zhu Yeqing, who everyone talks about the tiger's color change on the road, at this moment, looks like a helpless child, looks at Ye Wushuang a little blankly, and said: "The most untrustworthy person is you, you single-handedly brought me out of hell, and finally left me in the welfare home, have you ever asked me whether I am willing or unwilling? Do you know that you are really ruthless? Heh...... If you want to abandon me in the end, why did you take me in the first place and leave me on the streets of Jakarta to fend for myself?"

"Saving you out is not for you to go into the underground world to commit suicide, compared to the now famous Zhu Yeqing, I hope you are an ordinary woman, marry a good man, have children, and live a plain life, although the days are without waves, but at least you can try to be stable, guarding your own little happiness, isn't it good? Why do you have to enter this world where people eat people and eat people as a matter of course, and eat * naked......? Isn't it majestic?"

Ye Wushuang looked at his hands, to be honest, in his life, he rarely beat a woman, not that he was a bad person, but in his opinion, a woman is a delicate flower, the most beautiful scenery in this world, and it is not good-looking. If there is really a woman who is an enemy of himself, at most he can swing a knife and cut it, but he will never beat a woman into a pig's head, and he always feels that it is too ungraceful, and after a little silence, he finally raised his head, looked deeply at the woman in front of him, and said: "In my life, don't look at the scenery of life, in fact, in the final analysis, life is very bad, and the bones are rough." Although I was born in a general, no one treated me as a son, and no one treasured me, and the first thing my father said when I was born was-'I am worthy of Lao Tzu's species, I didn't cry when I was born, I didn't say a word when I was angry, I just stared at people with my eyes open, and I must be a murderer and a master who didn't blink when I grew up.'" ’。 When I can understand the words, one of the concepts instilled in me around me is that 'a good man should immediately fight with people's blood, and fight on the battlefield until death, which is the work of a big husband'. When I first knew how to walk, my father, who was unkind before, began to train me, and when I was five years old, the intensity of training I received was received by a Chinese special forces soldier. A little older, he was sent to the ability group and trained as a seed. You're also in the Ability Group, and you should know how those seeds with a red background are trained, and to put it bluntly, they're killing machines. ”

"Oh, Lao Tzu killed people at the age of ten, and when he was seventeen years old, he had already experienced more than 100 battles, and became the 'thousand beheading' in the army. Lord of the Dark Council...... Sounds pretty beautiful, doesn't it sound like a beautiful life? I don't even want to fucking kill people with a knife if I don't want to kill anyone! But I can't help it, if I don't kill people, people have to kill me, so I can only kill people, I don't want to die. ”

Speaking of this, Ye Wushuang exhaled a long breath, looked at Zhu Yeqing with a strange look in his eyes, and said: "If I had known that you had also followed into the underground world, Lao Tzu would have kicked you out even if he was cursed by you for the rest of his life, because you were brought out of Jakarta by me, and you have my hopes on you, a peaceful life that I have never lived in my life, I hope you can live it for me, even if it is only for a fucking year!"

"To be honest, I haven't done many good things in my life, and if it's not someone who is important to me, I'm rarely willing to save people, unless I have another purpose. The only good things I have ever done were probably done with that pitiful sense of justice when I was in the Ability Group, but that little bit of good deed was also done by me with the heart of a bodhisattva, but with the means of a butcher. ”

"People say that you have to leave a line to be a person, and the line left is Buddha nature, even if it is a demon king who kills people like hemp, you should also leave a line of Buddha nature, accumulate some yin virtue, but I have never known what yin virtue is in my life, and the evil things are almost done, and when I know to leave some Buddha nature, it is too late, and sooner or later I will not die well, and I am destined to be a person who goes to hell. I also always hope that those people I have saved can live happily, at least be a good person, so that my poor conscience can live on them, at least prove that Lao Tzu was once a good person. You were saved by me, the only bit of Buddha-nature left in my life, and now you have embarked on my path and done so many evil things, to be honest, I am very disappointed. ”

Ye Wushuang said a lot in one breath, in fact, it was all the thoughts in his heart, people can do countless evil things in their lives, and no one can control it, but it is impossible not to feel guilty in his heart, everyone is the same, no matter how hard Ye Wushuang's heart is, when he dreams at night, he has to dream of the distorted faces of those who were killed by him when they die, this thing is not acceptable to a group of educated people at all, what a person's heart can actually bear is really limited, don't look at so many samurai who are like a nobody after killing people, that's because they are numb after killing more, but if you really look at your heart, you are actually still afraid, everyone is the sameI haven't seen the scene of that cannon blowing people into a pile of rotten meat, I haven't heard the piercing sound of a knife cutting into a person's body, I can never imagine what it feels like, which is why so many veterans are either crazy or stupid after coming down from the battlefield!

"You're disappointed...... Oh, Ye Wushuang, please don't impose your will on me!"

Zhu Yeqing suddenly sneered, his face was a little distorted, and he said hatefully: "You said you were disappointed, but do you know that I don't even know what it feels like to be disappointed, because I have no hope at all! You want me to live a plain life, but do you think I can live peacefully after I saw you kill that person in Jakarta? After seeing you kill so many people, can I still be calm in my heart? Or, after getting to know you, can I still like others and be an ordinary woman? I've been looking for you almost all my life, looking for you with apprehension! I don't know if you were still there when I joined your unit, I don't know if I would see your name on the rain stone in front of the door when I entered the ability group! My front is always unknown, but I still go on without looking back, I just want to have a moment of surprise when you see me, even if it's just a moment, then I'll be satisfied! I just want you to see what I look like when I put on my military uniform, I just want you to see the little girl you once saved in Jakarta, who has grown up in a blink of an eye and has become the same person as you......!

"Just now, when you appeared, when you called my name, I was actually looking forward to it for a while, what I wanted to see was your surprise, what you could get...... But it's you who resent me for chasing you into the underworld!"

Ye Wushuang was speechless, to be honest, he didn't complain that this woman had entered the army, even if it was to kill people, it was to kill evil people for the common people, and it was always clean, otherwise he would not have promised that little girl to go to him! At that time, he just thought, even if he couldn't live a peaceful life as he expected, he was also a people's soldier at the very least, quite glorious, and what he did was to accumulate virtue! But he didn't expect that this woman would follow her into the underground world without knowing whether she was alive or dead! This place ...... It's not a place for people to stay! It's all a place where a bunch of garbage banished by the world can only exist, and when they come in, they have to get dirty blood on their hands, and as soon as people get this kind of blood, they will be ruined! This is where he gets angry, and he said coldly: "You are crazy." ”

"yes, I'm just crazy, I've been crazy since I met you!"

Zhu Yeqing's emotions were a little out of control, and his laughter was a little sharp, almost crazy: "You never know what it's like for a woman to learn to miss someone from the age of five!"

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(Give me some flowers, brothers~ There are still three or four days left this month, keep the top ten, and don't you have more energy at the beginning of next month?)