If I hold it for more than a year, I want to talk to everyone

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When I wrote about bandits last year, I was a full-time writer, and the pressure was very high at that time, my wife didn't go to work, and my two-year-old son and the old people in the family were waiting for me to support them, so at that time, I didn't have any dreams and no other noble qualities, just a sentence: I wanted to earn money by writing books to support my family.

It's a pity that since the release of the new book, the bandits' results have not been satisfactory, and it is not even an exaggeration to describe it as hitting the street.

At that time, there was a group of hardcore reader brothers, they all came from the Infinite Arsenal, so they were all die-hards, and they always kept me up, no matter whether my grades were good or not, they always encouraged me and supported me. Although the number of people is small, the warmth it brings to me is unprecedented.

I still failed them, even though they never blamed me.

When the bandits were more than 100,000 words, I almost didn't want to write it, because the popularity was too low, except for a few old book friends, basically no one paid attention, but for the sake of those book lovers who loved arms and wars, I still gritted my teeth and wrote it.

Because, I always keep comforting myself that whether my grades are good or not will not be known until after they are put on the shelves.

After more than two months of writing, the new book is on the shelves, but the first order is pitiful, with a total of four or five hundred subscriptions per day, equivalent to RMB, about 20 yuan, plus the 500 yuan full attendance award given by the website, the monthly income will not exceed 1,200 yuan.

Ay......

1,200 yuan, for those writers who don't have family pressure, they may find it acceptable, but I can't, I have to support my wife and children, support my parents, and pay Internet fees...... In short, there are too many places to spend money, and it is difficult to make a living by relying on the income from writing books.

Later, as a last resort, I had no choice but to give up writing books and go to Foshan, Guangzhou, to find a job to support my family.

The job was introduced by my brother-in-law, working in a hardware factory, with a salary of more than 3,000 yuan, including food and housing. But it's very dirty and tiring to go to work every day, because it's a small factory run by a local, and I only have two days off a month, and it's very dirty and tiring to work every day.

Because I am married, because I have a family, because I am a man...... So, I chose to accept this job, for the more than 3,000 yuan, I did it! The price was to give up writing books, and then work in a hardware factory, grinding and polishing, welding and drilling every day, after a busy day, I was tired like a dog, and I fell asleep in bed after work at night, where did I still have the energy to write books.

For this reason, the arms bandits have been in the other world for more than a year.

Although my job is stable now, I am still a little unwilling in my heart, and I often ask myself: Is this the life you want? What is your dream? Have you really worked hard for your dream? Have you ever found a reason for your failure?

So, I started to keep reflecting, I kept thinking.

The book Arms Bandits in the Otherworld, I also wrote it with my heart, but it pounced, what went wrong?

Eventually, I found the main reason for the bandits hitting the streets.

First, the positioning of the book is not accurate, it was originally a science fiction military novel, and I put it on the fantasy channel. You must know that readers who read science fiction military novels are basically senior book lovers who have been reading books for a long time, and they generally don't like to read fantasy routines. Therefore, when I put a science fiction military article dressed in fantasy on the fantasy channel, people who want to watch science fiction military can't see it, and readers who like fantasy routine articles like it again, and it is inevitable to hit the street.

Second, the beginning is not small enough, and the pace is still very slow, which does not meet the rules of the current online article.

Third, because of the poor results in the early stage, there was a problem with the mentality, in order to pursue the rhythm and coolness, in order to attract more readers, the development of the plot was deliberately strengthened, as well as the development of arms and weapons, which led to the development of the golden finger of this book too fast and began to collapse.

As for the last point, that's my own problem. I was originally a casual writer, I like to be unrestrained, write my favorite plots, and write my favorite novels, but in the end, in order to cater to readers, I forcibly lost my own style, and as a result, what I wrote became a hodgepodge, completely different from the four.

Well, having said all that, the complaints that should have been made have been posted, and the mood has improved a lot.

Recently, my work has been a little easier, so when I have nothing to do, I want to write a few hundred words to pass the time.

I was a little surprised by the fact that I recently updated two chapters with more than a dozen subscriptions per chapter.

But what surprised me even more was that there were readers who voted for me and rewarded me in the past few days, to be honest, I was very moved, I thank you for your love, the sun is a little unbearable.

I hope you don't subscribe to my books in the future, and don't give me recommendation votes and monthly passes, let alone rewards, which will only make me more guilty. If you really like the story of the bandits, when there's nothing to do, I'll update one or two chapters, anyway, everyone goes to Baidu to see the free ones, and I definitely don't blame everyone, and I'm not qualified to blame the brothers.

Finally, I would like to tell you a little bit about the new book.

The new book is my original dream of writing a book, I want to write a different bloody arms article, and the new book is slowly prepared, but also to make up for the regrets of the gangster book, to make up for all my previous regrets, the new book, I don't want to make money, I don't want to think about the grades, I just want to quietly write a wonderful novel with a strong personal style.

When the time comes, people who like me will still like me.

Because, I found the feeling of writing a book in the first place, for the dream, sail!

I'm Brother Monkey, and my story continues, what about you, are you still ?...... (To be continued.) )