I am Nangong Menglin, and I am a person who is not qualified to be loved.

I have never met my father, and I have heard from my mother that he abandoned us before I was born.

I hadn't seen my mother smile in fifteen years, so I decided to be a laughing person.

My mother had been silent for fifteen years, so I decided to become talkative.

For fifteen years, my mother told me that love is hypocritical, that there is no real love between men and women, and that we are disqualified from being loved.

The trajectory of her life over the past fifteen years has continued to confirm her mother's words.

It's easy for me to make friends because I love to talk and laugh, but both boys and girls will eventually leave me for one reason or another, and as many friends I've made, I've lost as many friends.

Boys, in particular, may still talk and laugh today, but ignore them the next day, just because there are those boring rumors.

There are also some people who use all kinds of ugly things to say about me behind my back, and when I was in the second year of junior high school, I was even rumored to be a bad girl who seduced boys, and I was slapped by the parents of my classmates because of this.

Once the teacher called my mother to the office, and I will always remember what she said: "Your daughter doesn't have a good lifestyle, and she always provokes boys." ”

The first time, my mother hit me.

I haven't been in love, and I haven't even liked anyone, how did I become a girl with a bad style......

I just want to make friends.

After the high school entrance examination, I received an admission letter from Fuyang High School, another world? Can I be loved there?

He was the first boy I had ever seen, and he had a very ethereal name.

He's a warm-hearted guy, and it's a coincidence that we're still in the same class.

During the ethnic identification, I was shocked by the light snow in the abnormal state, and later I learned that the school had evacuated everyone in the identification center, and only Yufeng did not go out, just because he did not see me.

I, so heavy for him or?

As her name suggests, it was cold at first, but Yufeng insisted on melting the snow inside her with warmth, and Xiaoxue was already slowly changing, and I thought he might be able to change my life as well.

The teacher told us that the members of the team should live together, and I didn't hesitate at all, because then we could get along with Yufeng and Xiaoxue day and night.

The reckless breaking into the bathroom really scared me, and it was really embarrassing for men and women to live together.

But when this guy saw Xiaoxue taking a bath, my heart suddenly became sour, so I wrote him a lot of precautions.

When Xiaoxue said that she wanted to become a lover with Yufeng, my heart was suddenly grabbed by something, and I vaguely felt that my thoughts were the same as Xiaoxue...... What to do?

Yufeng saved me again, but he was badly injured and was in a coma for a whole day. I've been blaming Xiaoxue in my heart, why didn't I help, and I also hated myself for being too poor and causing trouble to Yufeng. Later, Yufeng's words let me know that my thoughts were too selfish, and Xiaoxue didn't want to use that power at all, which would only hurt more people.

Yumi came to me that day and asked me a lot about him, and I started to worry again, what if Yukaze and Yumi really got together?

Another battle, I paid for my recklessness, and once again I was burdened with the wind, and it also made Xiaoxue use the power she least wanted.

Xiaoxue's experience made me cry, and for a moment I felt that Xiaoxue seemed to be more protected by the wind and live in his love, but what should I do?

Compared to the honesty with Xiaoxue, I never had the courage to express it, I can only guess his thoughts from Xiaoxue's conversation with him, and when he said that he would not leave us, I was so happy, at least he would not leave me.

However, I still want to know who is more important in Yufeng's heart, me or Xiaoxue......

"Isn't this a mixed team in Class 4, I heard that I won two matches in a week. ”

"When they live together, don't they see everything from each other?"

"Lie Yufeng may be happy every day. ”

"This school allows this kind of thing. ”

"It's so open for a girl to agree to live with a guy she just met. ”

"Maybe I've lived with a guy before. ”

......

Since we were the only co-ed group in the whole grade, and we won two competitions, we were well-known in school, but then there were all kinds of scandals and rumors, I didn't listen to or think about them, I just paid special attention to the changes in the wind.

Fortunately, he doesn't seem to be affected by the gossip.

Friday is often the last day of school in the week, so people's psychology will change more or less, more relaxed, more expectant, and more casual.

When I wake up in the morning, girls always need a long time to freshen up and dress up, and everyone wants to look good. Unconsciously, I will secretly compare with Xiaoxue, who is more beautiful between me and her, whose clothes are cuter, and what does Yufeng think?

My complex-expressioned face was reflected in the vanity mirror.

"Yufeng, can you help us buy breakfast today and come back?" Xiaoxue asked.

"Okay, do you want it to be the same as yesterday?"

"Hmm. ”

"Is Monlin too?"

I'm so happy to hear him call me Meng Lin.

"Well, buy me an extra bag of milk. ”

If I want to say that it's obviously not as good as Xiaoxue, it's only the size of the chest, and I can't lose to Xiaoxue in this aspect, I want to drink milk.

"Monlin, what are you thinking?"

"Ah, nothing, just what to wear today. ”

"Meng Lin, do you know that you are talking in your dreams?"

"Ahh

"Well, I heard it yesterday after passing out from my injuries and this morning. ”

"You...... What do you hear?"

"Meng Lin cried in her dream, and kept asking, "Who do you like more?"

"Really......? Probably...... Dreaming of the plot of a movie I've seen or something, shouldn't girls of this age like romance movies and novels or something......"

I think my face was redder than a monkey somewhere.

"In your dream, you asked about the wind, right?"

Xiaoxue has always spoken like this, how can I be embarrassed to say yes......

"Meng Lin, why are you so unconfident?"

"Me? Do I have?"

"Although I am not qualified to lecture others in terms of self-confidence, as a bystander, I can see very clearly that the authorities are fascinated, maybe only Meng Lin herself has not found out, right?"

"The authorities are fascinated and discovered...... What did you find?"

"Discover the answer to the question you care about. ”

Answer......

"Every time she has any questions in the class, Yufeng will ask her for help first, every time she eats at noon, Yufeng will help her buy it first, every time Yufeng comes forward regardless of her own safety, it is because she is in danger, and every time she ...... Don't you understand?"

Although it is only a short week, it has been a long time for me, it turns out that I am really so important in his heart, and it turns out that I can also be loved......

"Thank you, Xiaoxue. ”

"Speaking of these, I also have a sour feeling, and I always hope that Yufeng can do the same to me. ”

"Of course, didn't he promise not to abandon any of us?"

The door opened.

"Breakfast is coming!"

I really didn't pay attention to it, and every time I was given food first.

"Meng Lin, don't be stunned, the milk is dripping, wipe your mouth. ”

"Hmph, don't worry about it. ”

I don't think I'll ever cry in my dreams again.