The woman is smiling, her eyes as bright as autumn water are filled with a layer of hazy mist, childish and pure, and her cherry lips are delicate and gorgeous, which is attractive.

Xu Yunjie lowered her eyes and looked at her for a moment, still outrageously cold, "With your current physical state, it's a good thing that you can get up tomorrow morning." ”

He ignored her little gesture, didn't push her arm away, let her get closer, but didn't respond.

"Huh? So serious? ”

Cheng Ruan tilted his head and sold pitifully miserably, "Then it's okay for you to stay with me, I'm scared alone." ”

As if surprised, the man raised his eyebrows, "Are you still scared?" ”

Tsk, what's that?!

Cheng Ruan was unhappy for a moment, and his tone was a little accusatory: "Yes, I'm afraid that you will be angry, I'm afraid that you will ignore me, and I'm afraid that you will be hooked by the little goblins outside." ”

"Hmm." The man nodded shallowly, "It's normal to be afraid, after all, it's not impossible." ”

Cheng Ruan: "? ”

She was shocked, and hugged Xu Yunjie's waist like a retaliatory one, lighting fires everywhere.

The man held her down, "Let go and go to sleep." ”

"I don't, I want you to stay with me." Cheng Ruan's face twitched, and it didn't matter what Xu Yunjie said.

"Xu Yunjie, you are obviously worried about me, and you are obviously reluctant to hurt me, why don't you admit it?"

Cheng Ruan didn't understand Xu Yunjie's behavior of caring about her while not alienating her, she hugged his waist aggrievedly, "Why do you have to be so indifferent?" ”

She put her whole body up, Xu Yunjie put her arm behind her helplessly, and held her back weakly, "Then what do you want me to do to you?" ”

Cheng Ruan didn't want to think about it: "Be gentle, hug me more, kiss me, don't be duplicitous." ”

She said happily, but she didn't notice that almost every time she said more, the man's face turned cold.

Finally, when she finished speaking, the man was silent for a while.

Cheng Ruan couldn't help but raise his head to look at him.

He happened to look at her, met her gaze, and said slowly, "I have done everything you said before. ”

Cheng Ruan's body stiffened slightly.

"Do you cherish it?"

The man's voice couldn't be said to be cold, but it was also tingling.

Cheng Ruan's arm was so loose, and everything in the past flashed in front of him.

When they were together, although Cheng Ruan took the initiative to do many things, Xu Yunjie really doted on her, as long as she asked, he could do most of them.

He is naturally cold, has a strong sense of private domain, and does not like to have too close contact with people, but she is different, she likes to be spoiled with him, likes to cling to him, and likes to share everything with him.

At that time, she was both strong and sensitive, in order to make sure that Xu Yunjie really liked her, in order to make sure that she was different from other girls for Xu Yunjie, she would often make some unreasonable demands.

For example, he is not allowed to talk to a girl who has a crush on him, asks him to write love letters to himself from time to time, pulls him to kiss secretly on the rooftop of the school, and constantly tests Xu Yunjie's bottom line.

He never said anything about this, just tried his best to satisfy her.

Therefore, even though Xu Yunjie has a very cold temperament and is sometimes very old-fashioned, Cheng Ruan never thought of really breaking up with him.

At the beginning, she always thought that they would make it to the end and get married after graduating from college.

Xu Yunjie asked her if she cherished it?

She's certainly been cherishing.

It's just that the incident five years ago touched her bottom line, so she spoke ill of him on the day of the breakup.

How good he had been to her, how much she hated him at that time.

Cheng Ruan remembered the bad things five years ago, put down his arm, took a step back, and his tone became cold: "So you plan to stalemate with me like this?" ”

Xu Yunjie's eyelids drooped, her crow-like eyelashes trembled slightly, and her eyes fell lightly on Cheng Ruan's face, as if she was looking at her, and seemed to be recalling something through her, her expression was bland, but it was plain and a little lonely.

Cheng Ruan glanced up at him and quickly withdrew his gaze.

"I want to rest, you go out."

She won't push him.

It was she who proposed to break up five years ago, not to mention personality, Xu Yunjie was really good to her in other aspects and was very careful. When she proposed to break up, he did bow his head to her.

So much so that at that time, she felt that she was his only exception, and he would definitely come to coax her again.

-

Living room.

The lights were not turned on, the man's figure was hidden in the darkness, the scarlet fireworks between his fingers were exceptionally bright in the dark night, and his faint eyebrows and eyes carried a sense of decadence.

Over the years, Xu Yunjie has gradually grown up with the indifference hidden in his bones, and the unwillingness and helplessness towards Cheng Ruan.

When he first arrived abroad, every time he heard the news about Cheng Ruan, he would be tortured.

Dark thoughts that are hard to talk about, a mixture of love and hate, occupy his mind.

Gradually, he began to feel unrecognizable.

He didn't want to be separated from her, he wanted to see her every day. But he couldn't see her smiling at others, and occasionally he wanted to tie her up with a chain and lock her in the room, so that she could only see him alone, and rely on him alone, and never want to lose him again.

Xu Yunjie has had extreme thoughts more than once.

He himself knew that his ideas were dangerous.

No, in other words, he never felt normal.

The influence of the original family on Xu Yunjie is decisive.

When he was a teenager, he loved clumsy and careful, he thought that his love was barren and boring, like weeds worthless, and like weeds rooted in the land, vines flying wildly, if he was not careful, he would hurt Cheng Ruan.

He didn't dare to love too much.

Moreover, he wanted too much, and she could not give enough.

Five years.

He survived for five years.

Now he can finally control his life, can give Cheng Ruan everything she wants, and has the ability and means to lock her by his side.

But looking back, he found that he was about to reach the end, and Cheng Ruan was still standing motionless.

She likes him one by one, and her mouth is sweeter than anyone else.

But from her eyes, Xu Yunjie didn't care much.

At least she doesn't like him as much as she says she does.

The cigarette between his fingers was about to burn out, Xu Yunjie extinguished the cigarette butt in the ashtray, picked up the ice water on the table, and drank it all.

It seems that Cheng Ruan's heart knot was still five years ago.

What the hell does she mind?

Mind if he didn't accompany her during that time after the college entrance examination?

Or do you mind the fact that he studied abroad?

Xu Yunjie got up and walked to the guest bedroom where Cheng Ruan slept, he came to the door and pressed the doorknob, but he never used force.

What if?

In case Cheng Ruan was just playing sex, she would have lost her feelings for him a long time ago.

The man's hand was slow to strain.

After a long time, I was relieved of my fate.

Xu Yunjie returned to the room and made a phone call.

"Did you find it?" He asked over there.

"I found out, the person who knocked Miss Cheng unconscious and brought her to the alley was Yan Mo, the eldest young master of the Yan family, and he was also ...... Your high school classmates. ”

The man's expression changed, and a trace of surprise quickly broke out under his calm black eyes, and after pondering for a moment, he asked, "Are you sure it's Yan Mo?" ”

"Sure! Roadside surveillance showed that the person was the eldest young master of the Yan family. ”

-

In the room, there is a small lamp on the head of the bed.

Cheng Ruan hadn't slept yet, she sat on the bed for a while, and before she was ready to sleep, she saw that there was still a cup of milk on the bedside table, which Xu Yunjie brought in for her.

Cheng Ruan walked over, picked it up, put it to his lips, and sipped it gently.

After a moment, she turned and walked into the bathroom with a numb expression and poured the milk into the sink. She turned on the faucet and rinsed off the remaining milk in the pool.

After doing all this, she slowly raised her head and stared at herself in the mirror.

But the gaze is like looking at another soul hidden under this skin.

-

Following.

Cheng Ruan was awakened by a nightmare.

When she woke up, her head ached, and she couldn't remember what had happened in her dreams, but the bloody images that spread out in front of her eyes in the dream were still flashing.

She lay on the bed and recalled for a long time, feeling as if she had dreamed of Yan Mo.

In high school, Cheng Ruan's relationship with Yan Mo has always been very strong.

Especially when it comes to fighting, the two of them are proper golden partners.

Do the math, Cheng Ruan has known Yan Mo longer than Xu Yunjie.

She and Yan Mo got acquainted in the first semester of high school because of a fight, but Xu Yunjie's appearance was in the first semester of the second semester of high school.

Cheng Ruan's entire high school life, and even his entire youth, are connected with these two people.

It's funny to say that after graduating from high school, one of these two broke up with her and the other broke up with her.

Back then, almost as soon as she and Xu Yunjie broke up, Yan Mo suddenly came to her, like crazy, grabbed her and asked her questions and asked some inexplicable questions.

But she still doesn't remember the things he asked.

He insisted that she had killed his sister.

But Cheng Ruan has no fragments about Yan Yuwei in his memory, and he is not familiar with Yan Yuwei, only knowing that Yan Yuwei chose to commit suicide by jumping off a building because he couldn't stand the campus bullying.

In Cheng Ruan's memory, Yan Mo is not an impulsive person, nor is he a person who will be easily provoked by others.

Therefore, after Yan Mo came to her that day, she remembered it for a long time, but she still couldn't remember anything.

For a while she even began to doubt her memory, and then her father told her that she was not in good health during that time, and that she had a high fever all the time in a daze, and that she almost didn't burn into a fool, and that it was normal that she couldn't remember some things clearly.

Not long after Xu Yunjie left, Yan Mo also went abroad.

At this point, Cheng Ruan's wanton and bright youth came to an end with the departure of the two.

-

Cheng Ruan lay on the bed and calmed down, tilted his head to look at his phone, it was only ten o'clock in the morning.

I slept for six hours.

She wanted to sleep for a while, turned sideways, and subconsciously wrapped her arms, but felt empty.

At the same time, there was soreness all over the body.

She came to her senses, oh yes, this is not her home.

There was no bear for her in bed.

Cheng Ruan turned over with difficulty, hugged the quilt and continued to sleep. She had just closed her eyes when her phone rang.

The call is not signed.

Cheng Ruan thought about it and guessed that eighty percent of the call was from her grandmother.

She pressed connect, tossed her phone aside, closed her eyes and went to sleep.

The old lady was like eating gunpowder: "Cheng Ruan! Come home, now! Immediately! ”

When her words fell, Cheng Ruan even heard the sound of smashing the dishes and chopsticks over there, "Cheng Ruan, what are you tossing?" Why should I be such an unconscious junior as you? ”

Cheng Ruan thought that her grandmother was still talking about the news, so she lazily said: "I won't go to Ji's house, let alone marry Ji Fanli." ”

There was a pause, and then the voice was even more rushed: "I don't care who you marry now, I only ask you one thing, why do you want to report your sister to the Education Bureau?!" ”