0109: Live in the moment
Lost and regained, I saw hope again.
That's what it feels!
I said to Yang Xi: "Sister, you are happy, and I am also very happy...... In addition, there is a way to break the Yin talisman on Xu Dezhi's body, and I will take the time to go over and get it done in a few days. ”
"Really?" Yang Xi cried over there, and after sobbing for a while, he said: "For the sake of my sister, you have worked hard and hurt your money, and my sister may not be able to repay you in this life." ”
I sighed and said, "Sister, why are you here again?" Let's not say such things in the future, won't we? ”
Yang Xi replied: "Okay, sister won't talk about it, sister will listen to you in the future." ”
Maybe Xu Dezhi has another hope, Yang Xi is in a very good mood, and seems to have returned to the previous optimistic strong woman state.
After chatting for a while, Yang Xi said that he wanted to give Xu Dezhi rehabilitation training, and hung up the phone in a hurry.
I am actually quite conflicted about Yang Xi and Xu Dezhi. On the one hand, I hope that Xu Dezhi can get better as soon as possible, so that Yang Xi can return to his previous life.
On the other hand, I am worried that Xu Dezhi will not change his life after he recovers and continue to hurt Yang Xi.
These are the two extremes.
After so many tribulations, Yang Xi has reached the verge of collapse and can no longer stand any damage.
After struggling for a while, the emotions slowly calmed down, and the mood slowly became transparent.
Maybe Yang Xi didn't think about what would happen to Xu Dezhi in the future, she was concerned about what she was facing in front of her.
This should be the so-called living in the moment!
Everyone has their own choice.
Yang Xi chose to go dark with Xu Dezhi, no matter what the final outcome is, she has no regrets.
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In the evening, Qi Chu sent a location to share, asking me to go as early as possible, he still had some personal matters to me.
Early the next morning, I prepared to take a taxi according to the address provided by Qi Chu. But when the taxi driver saw that the place was relatively remote, he made all kinds of excuses to refuse to take the car.
Now that the price of oil has risen alarmingly, it is really not cost-effective to run only one way and then return empty. It's better to take advantage of the morning rush hour and make a few more short trips to earn more.
I had no choice but to find a car through an online car-hailing platform, but there was no driver for a long time.
In desperation, I thought of the "car god Ma Yaming" I knew before.
Last time, Sun Fatzi pushed his WeChat and phone calls to me and asked me to add friends, but I hesitated for a long time. Later, Sun Fatzi said that this is also a network resource, maybe one day you need to use a car urgently, this resource will come in handy.
In response to this sentence, I added Ma Yaming. I didn't expect that I would really ask him so soon.
I dialed Ma Yaming's phone, and when I heard that I was going to use the car urgently, he paused slightly, and then said urgently: "It's the peak of car use, and I can receive an average of three to five orders per hour." The platform has a reward policy, and there is a 5% cashback reward for every ten consecutive orders received in the morning peak. ”
"If you go to a far place and it's a one-way trip, let's calculate it as double the distance, plus 10% of the fee, as compensation for the loss of my continuous orders. If you accept my terms, I'll go there as soon as I'm done. I can't accept it, let's cooperate in the future, what do you think? ”
I replied, "No problem, you can drip it quickly!" ”
"Okay!" Ma Yaming replied and hung up the phone.
About five or six minutes later, a Mazda with a loud roar stopped at the entrance of Chenghuang Street, and Ma Yaming rolled down the window and motioned for me to get in the car.
"It's you, little brother, I'll just say how the sound sounds familiar." Ma Yaming glanced back at me, looking a little excited, and said in a trembling voice: "Last time, you saw from my face that my wife was seriously ill and my son was riddled with bad luck. ”
He remembered it quite well.
I asked him how his family was doing.
He sighed and said, "Little brother, don't mention it, I don't dare to go back to that home now." Every day, the chickens fly and the dogs jump, and I feel upset when I go back. ”
I asked him, "What's wrong?" Still worried about my son's desire to cultivate immortals? ”
Ma Yaming said: "That bastard kid is just one of them, recently my wife doesn't know what to smoke crazy, saying that she doesn't want to live anymore and wants to give up treatment." When the old lady heard her say this, she thought that she had dragged down her daughter-in-law, and she said that she was incurable. Little brother, why do you think I'm so miserable in my life? ”
It's not easy for anyone to put this matter on their heads, Ma Yaming is already very strong.
Maybe Ma Yaming's wife and wife didn't want to drag him down anymore, so they said that. But for Ma Yaming, his wife and wife are the driving force for him to make money desperately.
As long as the two of them live well, no matter how hard and tired they are, Ma Yaming is also very grateful, and no matter how much they pay, they will feel worthwhile.
Once these two women who are the most important in Ma Yaming's mind have negative thoughts, the belief and will that support Ma Yaming will soon collapse.
Now Ma Yaming is on the verge of collapse.
In addition, there is also his son, who is also breaking down his defense line little by little.
It can even be said that the source of Ma Yaming's anxiety is mainly because of his uncompetitive son.
I comforted him and said, "Life is a practice, and there will be many good and bad encounters. When you see people laughing, maybe they are secretly wiping their tears behind their backs. Ups and downs, these are all necessary processes in life. Who hasn't had a bad mood and bad luck? Grit your teeth and it's over. ”
Ma Yaming nodded and replied: "Little brother's words are too reasonable, and it also goes up to my heart, I like to listen to the little brother talk about big truths, it's like pyramid scheme brainwashing, it works." ”
"Last time, I listened to you and that fat brother, I felt like I had been beaten with chicken blood, I felt like I had endless energy, and my mood was much better than before."
, I can't imagine that the chicken soup for the soul that Sun Fatzi and I casually ate would have such an effect.
"By the way, little brother, last time you said that my son may have fallen into an evil spirit, let me learn more about his situation......" Ma Yaming continued: "During this time, I secretly observed that little bastard's every move at home, and took time to track his movements several times when he went out, and it turned out that he really found that there was a problem." ”
I asked, "What's wrong?" ”
Ma Yaming replied: "That little bastard got a strange painting out of nowhere and pasted it on the wall of his bedroom. He also made an incense stick, put it under the painting, and burned incense every morning and evening to worship the painting. When the incense is burned, the mouth is still chattering. ”
"After chattering for a while, there was a trace of white smoke coming out of the top of his head, and in martial arts movies, when those heroes who practiced peerless martial arts practiced, they were about to go crazy, and they were so scary."
I jerked, "What are you talking about?" Worship strange paintings, babble in your mouth, and smoke above your head? ”
"Uh-huh!" Ma Yaming was taken aback by my expression, and said urgently: "Little brother, you said that little bastard, did you really hit the evil spirit?"