Chapter 128: Have You Never Loved My Mother?

Her father had long known that she had been bullied by Cheng Youyi when she was a child, so at this moment, after she told her about the past, he didn't seem too surprised.

The occasional stunned was probably only because he was surprised when she remembered those things when she was a child.

Cheng Ruan's memory has been bad over the years, he remembers many things vaguely, and his memory often deviates.

She hadn't thought much of it before, she just thought it was her own fault.

It was only after seeing a hypnotic doctor at the Speed Owl Shooting Gym that day that she learned that all these years ......

Someone was hypnotizing her all the time.

Cheng Ruan chuckled lowly, his expression was pathetic, and his self-deprecation was obvious.

She raised her head and looked at her father: "Over the years, before and after, how many times have you hypnotized me?" Are you trying to make me a fool? ”

Cheng Rongshan cast his eyes to the side, not looking at her, and when he heard her words, his brows furrowed obviously.

Cheng You stood on the side, taking in the expressions of the two, and there was a hint of complexity in his eyes, "Cheng Ruan! ”

He moved to Cheng Ruan's side, his palm clasping her shoulder.

"Don't talk crazy, come out with me."

The moment Cheng You leaned over, Cheng Ruan's heart swelled with a sense of repulsion, and she didn't want to shake off Cheng Youyang's arm.

"Stay away from me!"

After speaking, she walked towards Cheng Rongshan, grabbed the placket on his chest regardless of the occasion, and her tone was stained with mockery:

"You're my dad, my last relative in this world, how can you do this to me."

Cheng Ruan's eyes were red, and Cheng Rongshan looked at her lightly and glanced at her hands.

"What the hell are you excited about? Don't talk nonsense here. ”

He connived at Cheng Ruan's actions to offend him.

Outsiders may think that Cheng Rongshan is a good father and dotes on Cheng Ruan, but from Cheng Ruan's point of view, her father is perfunctory to her.

"Dad, do you agree to let Cheng Youyang move out of Cheng's house?" She asked one last time.

Cheng Rongshan's tone was light: "You need to be calm." ”

“…… Good. ”

Cheng Ruan let go of her hand and slipped weakly, she smiled: "I understand." ”

She turned to leave.

Cheng Rongshan narrowed his eyes and ordered Cheng Youyang, "Stop her." ”

Cheng Youyang was beside Cheng Ruan, and before he could make a move, Cheng Ruan had already made a defensive posture.

"Don't come here!"

She looked coldly at the two men in front of her who were related to her.

"You guys are disgusting." She said, "I hate you, especially your ......!" ”

Cheng Ruan pointed at Cheng Rongshan, every word was extremely difficult, and it seemed difficult to accept this fact.

"In order to maintain two outsiders, you hypnotized me so many times."

Cheng Rongshan looked at Cheng Ruan with a calm face, as if he was watching an inconsequential person, and as if he was watching a big drama with the greatest patience.

Cheng Ruan looked at Cheng Rongshan's eyes, "No, in your heart, maybe I am the outsider." ”

Her father's eyes were too cold.

Cheng Ruan suddenly felt that she had never understood her father, "Cheng Rongshan, have you never loved my mother?" ”

This time, she didn't even call 'Dad'.

Cheng Rongshan's eyes moved slightly, and he frowned slightly, but he did not answer Cheng Ruan's words.

Cheng Ruan laughed self-deprecatingly, "I shouldn't have asked." ”

Nothing to ask.

"Cheng Kite's date of birth is the best proof that you don't love my mother."

This farce made all the servants in the living room dumbfounded.

Realizing that he might never return to Cheng's house again, Cheng Ruan couldn't help but mutter, "Do you know how much I rely on you?" ”

He is the only relative in the world.

Is she so unworthy of love?

Cheng Ruan's eyes unconsciously raised, gently swept over the stairs, and at a glance, she saw Fang Shuqi standing on the stairs and looking down.

Cheng Ruan suddenly smiled.

"Cheng Rongshan," she asked, "Is my mother's depression because she knows that you are cheating on Fang Shuqi?" ”

Cheng Ruan found that when she mentioned her mother, Cheng Rongshan's expression changed slightly, at least he was no longer as calm and cold as before.

"Are you afraid that she will say something she shouldn't have said?! Is it for the convenience of making way for Fang Shuqi?! ”

Asked three times in a row.

In the end, Cheng Ruan's voice was full of crying.

"How can you do that...... If you don't like my mother, why did you marry her, and why did you give birth to me?! ”

Finally, finally, Cheng Ruan cried.

Big tears want to fall down the pearls with broken threads.

"Ruan Ruan," Cheng Rongshan raised his chin slightly and looked at Cheng Ruan quietly, "You be well-behaved, as long as you don't talk nonsense, don't be serious, I promise to ......"

I won't let you end up with your mother.

In the second half of the sentence, of course Cheng Rongshan would not say it, and Cheng Ruan did not have the energy to say anything more.

She left the Cheng family.

I didn't look back, I walked resolutely.

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When he came out of Cheng's house, it was already dark, and Cheng Ruan didn't know where he was going or where he could go for a while.

When she came to her senses, she drove to the door of the West Street bar.

This is a place where she used to be unhappy.

West Street was sealed.

There was a seal at the door, Cheng Ruan couldn't get in, and the depression in her heart couldn't be relieved, and the mixed thoughts were about to blow up her head.

She rolled down the window, the cold wind blew in, and the air in the car was circulating, and the feeling of being out of breath was slightly relieved.

She rested her head on the back of the car, her eyes closed, and her expression lazy.

At this moment, she thought, how good it would be if she could die with them.

Cheng Ruan's mind was filled with those dark thoughts, she seemed to be walking on a road with no end in sight, she didn't know the way forward, and she couldn't turn back, she began to doubt the meaning of her existence, and began to want to do something to prove her existence......

"Knock knock—"

When Cheng Ruan almost fell into an emotional cage, her car window was suddenly knocked.

Cheng Ruan slowly opened his eyes and saw a man in a light-colored coat standing outside, he leaned over slightly, looking at her intently and softly.

"Cheng Ruan."

It's Ji Van Li.

"How did you come here?" He asked.

Cheng Ruan remembered the thought he had just moved, and panicked for no reason in his heart.

There was no moment when she was more grateful for someone to be there for her than now.

She is the one who hates the Cheng family, but she doesn't want to be a murderer yet.

Cheng Ruan took a deep breath, opened the door and got out of the car, taking a big breath of fresh air outside.

Ji Fanli looked at her face, his eyebrows slightly sunk: "Have you ever cried?" ”

Cheng Ruan leaned against the car door and looked up at him: "Is there any smoke?" ”

Ji Fanli nodded, and took out the blue cigarette case from his coat pocket.

Cheng Ruan didn't look at any brand, took it, when she lit a cigarette, her hand kept shaking, Ji Fanli looked at her deeply, took a lighter from her hand, and lit a cigarette for her.

The scarlet flames lit up, and Cheng Ruan's eyebrows and eyes were reflected in the light and dark.

Ji Fanli put away the cigarette case and stood beside her, he guarded her, didn't ask anything, didn't say anything, just stayed with her quietly.

A cigarette was quickly smoked, and Cheng Ruan asked Ji Fanli for it.

Ji Fanli didn't give it to her, "This smoke is very strong, it's not good to smoke too much." ”

"You can smoke it, why can't I?"

Cheng Ruan was used to being domineering, Ji Fanli didn't give it to her, so she went to find it herself, her palm rummaged in Ji Fanli's clothes, and soon, the man's eyes darkened, and in desperation, she complied with her wishes.

Cheng Ruan lit another one, it was dark and completely dark, and she and Ji Fanli stood side by side.

She suddenly spoke: "Ji Fanli, why do you like me?" ”

Ji Fanli: "Because only you are good to me." ”

Hearing this, Cheng Ruan turned his head sideways and glanced at Ji Fanli.

Her gaze first fell on the light brown mole under the eyelid of the man's right eye.

Ji Fanli noticed her gaze and turned his head to meet her.

His eyebrows are gentle, his facial contours are soft, and there are bruises on the side of his lips after being beaten by Xu Yunjie, but the curvature of his lips is still gentle.

Who would have thought that it was such a gentle and harmless man on the outside, holding most of the connections in the underworld of Libai City in his hands.

Every family has a scripture that is difficult to read.

Ji Fanli didn't like to talk when he was a child, he didn't like his elders since he was a child, and his mother died early, and his eldest brother was jealous, so his life was naturally not easy. Although the Ji family is a scholarly family, it is a big family after all, and there are some pickled things in private.

Otherwise, when Cheng Ruan and Ji Fanli met for the first time, they would not have seen Ji Fanli being beaten by a group of unidentified people.