0136: Don't blame me for being unkind

Sun Fatzi and I shook our heads vigorously, and our hearts seemed to be beating wildly as if they were about to jump out of our chests.

"I just let you two see the injuries on my body, what are you two thinking about?" Zhou Xue's voice seemed to have a hint of displeasure: "Forget it, don't look at the pull-down, I'm already dressed." ”

Sun Fatzi and I were relieved, and we breathed a long sigh of relief, and our bodies were covered in cold sweat.

After thinking about it, it was indeed me and Sun Fatzi who were too sensitive and thought about things crookedly.

Zhou Xue leaned on the sofa and smoked, and when she saw me and Sun Fatzi's faces flushed, she couldn't help but laugh again.

That's right, it's not the kind of smile that women have to cover their mouths, but like men, the smile is very flamboyant.

I coughed twice in embarrassment, and then asked the topic just now: "This is strange, since you and your husband are in good health, why can't you conceive a child?" ”

Zhou Xue replied: "It's not that I can't conceive...... How to say, when I first got married, I was pregnant twice, but I had a miscarriage in less than three months, and then I couldn't conceive at all. Besides, I've been having nightmares all the time, which is terrifying......"

"What nightmare?" Sun Fatzi and I asked in unison.

Probably after being with Yutangchun for a long time, he was infected, and Sun Fatzi was very interested in Zhou Xue's dream, and said that he could help her interpret her dream.

Zhou Xue is not interested in dream interpretation, but she just thinks that the dream is a bit scary, and it is faintly related to her inability to have children normally, so she plans to find someone who walks in the shadows to take a look.

Sun Fatzi couldn't wait to let Zhou Xue tell her what kind of nightmare she had, but Zhou Xue didn't speak for a long time. It seems to be scared, and it seems to be hesitating.

A character who can be called "Thirteenth Sister" by Wei Jiuling on the rivers and lakes, I don't think she is afraid to tell a dream because she is afraid.

Therefore, she should be hesitating, whether this dream is suitable to tell me and Sun Fatzi.

I glanced at Sun Fatzi and asked him not to ask any more questions, and waited for Zhou Xue to think it through while eating watermelon.

After a long time, Zhou Xue seemed to have made up her mind, and said: "I often dream of a baby-sized child, who can walk, jump and talk, always pulls my trouser legs, and can't shake them off. ”

"Sometimes it would lie on my shoulder, suddenly stick its head in front of me, grinning, and baring its tiny fangs......"

Speaking of this, Zhou Xue extinguished the cigarette and furrowed her brows.

I asked her, "What does that baby look like?" In other words, is there any difference with a baby in reality? ”

Zhou Xue paused for a moment and replied: "He has teeth at such a young age, and they are sharp fangs, his face is abnormally white, as if he has been pasted with a layer of bleaching powder, and his eyes are deeply sunken and black...... Seems like that's all......"

Women are bent on getting pregnant and giving birth to a child, and it is normal to dream of a baby, but Zhou Xue dreams of the same strange-looking baby every once in a while, and it seems that there is a problem.

And the baby she dreamed of had a terrifying appearance, pestering Zhou Xue, like a spirit baby in an evil spirit.

The so-called spirit baby refers to a spirit with resentment formed by the unborn fetus after it dies in the mother's womb for some reason.

Some spirit babies are kinder, and after failing to reincarnate, they will re-enter the six reincarnation channels, and then reincarnate after getting the opportunity.

However, some spirit babies were artificially interrupted by reincarnation, and they were very resentful, unwilling to enter reincarnation, and kept pestering their mothers, and even tortured their mothers until they died.

This kind of resentful spirit baby, also called a fierce spirit, is a more difficult existence in the evil spirit.

Women who often have abortions have a very high chance of encountering evil spirits.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but say to Zhou Xue: "Sister Xue'er, there is a question that may involve your privacy, I don't know if to ask?" ”

Zhou Xue was slightly stunned, straightened up, and looked at me very solemnly: "What do you want to ask?" ”

I was a little overwhelmed by her sharp eyes, and sure enough, she was the eldest sister on the rivers and lakes, and her aura was not ordinary.

After a moment of silence, I said slowly, "Have you ever had an accidental abortion?" ”

I deliberately put the word accident very heavily to avoid irritating her too much.

After all, this kind of thing is not very glorious, and it may even reveal the scars in Zhou Xue's heart. This kind of pain can only be deeply experienced by those who have experienced it.

Zhou Xue was stunned when she heard this, her eyes flickered, and her emotions were fluctuating, but it was only for a moment.

Soon she nodded her head in acknowledgement, and then told a very clichΓ©, but unforgettable past.

Zhou Xue also experienced a relationship before she met her current husband. It was precisely that relationship that made Zhou Xue change her image of a good girl in the past, and gradually transformed into a big sister in the rivers and lakes.

Five years ago, Zhou Xue, who had just graduated from university, met Cheng Wei, a senior from the same school, in the internship unit.

Cheng Wei is more than 1.8 meters tall, wears gold-wire glasses, speaks humorously, and is sunny and handsome, and is very popular with the opposite sex in the unit.

There are often girls who take the initiative to invite him to dinner, watch movies, or pull him to go shopping or something, which arouses the envy of many male colleagues.

However, these good things that others envy and can't envy were all politely rejected by Cheng Wei one by one.

Only for Zhou Xue, Cheng Wei almost responds to requests, and the eyes that look at her are different from others.

Zhou Xue was also attracted by his temperament and single-mindedness in his feelings, and secretly wished for his heart.

The two quickly confirmed their relationship and lived together in a rented house.

A few months later, Zhou Xue found out that she was pregnant, and she was extremely excited to tell Cheng Wei the news.

As a result, Cheng Wei was not as happy as Zhou Xue imagined, but said sideways that he was on the rise in his career and didn't want to get married so early.

Zhou Xue looked a little disappointed, but she also understood Cheng Wei's concerns.

If you don't have a house, a car, or a deposit, what will you get married?

Love and marriage are two different things. Love is very sweet, but marriage is extremely realistic, facing not only the romance of two people, but the firewood, rice, oil and salt of a large family, eating, drinking and Lazar, as well as the balance and maintenance of feelings.

So after Zhou Xue struggled for a few days, she was relieved, and resigned to raise the baby at home, planning to give birth to the child first.

At that time, her thoughts were very naΓ―ve, no matter whether she got married now or not, the child was always the crystallization of her and Cheng Wei, and Cheng Wei would have to accept it sooner or later.

For a period of time, Zhou Xue didn't mention her pregnancy to Cheng Wei again, but Cheng Wei stared at her belly, and her brows became tighter and tighter.

Until one day, Cheng Wei rarely didn't go to work, took Zhou Xue's hand, and said in a pleading tone: "Xue, let's get rid of the child, we don't have the conditions for adding Ding yet." ”

Zhou Xue shook her head and said, "The child has been formed, has a heartbeat, can move, and often turns in my stomach......"

"Snow, obedient, this kid can't have it." Cheng Wei interrupted Zhou Xue's words, and said with a complicated gaze: "In the future, we will have the conditions, and we can give birth at any time, but now we will definitely not be able to." ”

Although Cheng Wei still used a consultative tone, Zhou Xue clearly felt a cold aura.

Although Zhou Xue looks weak and weak, her temperament is very stubborn. No matter how Cheng Wei persuaded her, she insisted on the child in her belly.

Cheng Wei finally couldn't help but burst out, slammed the cup of the coffee table on the ground, stomped his feet and asked Zhou Xue: "I'll say it again, knock the child off, otherwise don't blame me for being polite." ”