Chapter 156: Love in the world is vicissitudes
Xin Yi greeted in a small voice, slightly helpless.
"Are you just going to go?" Cao Yi frowned, looking lonely, "They said, you don't want to marry me, our affairs are all my wishful thinking, yes or no?" ”
Xin Yi was slightly stunned, "No." ”
Cao Yi stared at her without blinking.
"What's that? Why don't I see any pain and discomfort on your face? ”
Xin Yi frowned, not knowing what to say for a while.
This is not a question of whether she is willing to marry or not, but no matter what choice she makes, Cao Yi can't marry her, but they transfer the contradiction to themselves......
"What do you think I should do? Heartbroken and miserable? But what's the point? ”
She was invited to Cao's Mansion to consult Empress Cao, but she was humiliated by the eldest lady, who did she talk to? She can't be guilty of not showing pain, right?
"I think Master Cao is not in good spirits, so he needs to take a good ......"
Xin Yi moistened her lips, and was about to enlighten Cao Yi, but she didn't want to provoke her anger.
"I only ask you, do you want to marry me?"
Xin Yi: "We didn't get this option. ”
"I'll ask you now."
"No. After meeting the eldest lady, I was especially reluctant. Xin Yi replied calmly.
Cao Yi's face collapsed almost instantly, and he looked at her incredulously, "If you don't want to, why do you want to use my mother as an excuse?" ”
“……”
Xin Yi was silent for a moment and lowered his eyelids.
"I made it very clear to Master Cao early in the morning that people need to be in contact with each other to know whether they are good or bad. We are a couple, and couples can be together because they like it, which is equivalent to the stage of examining whether they are suitable for each other, and you don't have to worry too much. There are many considerations to be considered in marriage, and whether the other party's parents and family approve is one of the very important factors. Unless Lord Cao thinks that I should be grateful to Dade for the status of a good concubine given by the eldest lady. Otherwise, you shouldn't have asked me these questions......"
"Good. You can say that again. The good concubine has insulted you, and you can't look down on the wife. ”
Cao Yi only felt that the world was spinning, his headache was splitting, and he spoke lower than the other.
Xin Yi looked at him, panicked in his heart.
Presumably, kneeling in the ancestral hall has a sore waist and knees, and life is extremely unbearable, even a good-tempered person like Cao Yi has been forced to become like this.
She took a deep breath, "Lord Cao, listen to me......"
"Needless to say." Xu was embarrassed, and Xu was sad, Cao Yi's warm face became gloomy and painful.
"I thought you would be like me, once you make a promise, you will be single-minded, for the rest of your life, no matter what happens, you will never let go again...... It turns out that you don't. No! ”
"Lord Cao."
Xin Yi stopped Cao Yi and said calmly: "Actually, Lord Cao knows very well in his heart that you can't marry me. ”
Cao Yi is a person who has been oppressed by the family's heavy responsibilities for a long time and is difficult to breathe, not so much that he stubbornly wants to marry her because he likes her, but that he has a rare opportunity to rebel in his life, let alone rebelled against his mother, and has never lived for himself once, taking the opportunity to vent.
And she has always been free and uninhibited, and has a modern thought, when she likes it, she really likes it, and if she can't be together, she simply breaks up, and she finds her own way out, and there will not be so many burdens......
This is the completely different state of the two of them towards this matter.
"In Lord Cao's heart, I am just a rope that pulls you ashore."
Xin Yi patiently comforted Cao Yi.
"Lord Cao knows very well that your current struggle is actually meaningless. The eldest lady is determined to let you marry another noble girl, and you don't want to compromise easily, because you have been trapped by the honor and disgrace of the family all your life, so you have to wrap yourself in layers of shells...... Now that you have grown up, you want to show your mother your already full wings and demonstrate to her, like a rebellious child......"
"Say no more!" Cao Yi looked at her coldly.
"If you don't marry, you won't marry, why make so many excuses."
Xin Yi frowned, "If I marry, can you marry?" Master Cao touched your heart and thought about it seriously, is it okay? ”
Cao Yi pursed his lips and looked at her without saying a word.
Xin Yi narrowed his eyes, "Lord Cao's responsibility makes you uncomfortable and wants to escape, but it has long been integrated into your body and soul. You can't get rid of it, and you'll still compromise after all...... At the moment, you are nothing more than the futile struggle of a drowning person, you think I am driftwood, I can carry you to the shore, but you don't think that I am just a straw, and I will fall when I grasp it. Therefore, Master Cao was very angry, and even blamed me for it......"
"I don't blame you." Cao Yi's eyes were red, he stared at Xin Yi for a long time, and suddenly covered his face with his palm, and his voice leaked out of his fingers, with a thick sadness.
"Don't blame me, lady. It's so painful for me to say anything...... But anyway, I shouldn't have lost my temper with you. ”
Xin Yi smiled slightly: "It's okay, I'm not angry, I just told Master Cao a fact." ”
Cao Yi lowered his head and shook slowly, shaking again and again, and it was difficult to hide sadness on that gentle face, "It's not that you're not angry, you don't care...... Whether I marry you or not, I won't be half sad for you. I even suspect that you have never liked me at all......"
"Not so." Xin Yi retorted seriously, and said helplessly: "I really like Lord Cao." You are such a good person, gentle, kind, good-looking, and good to me, you pleaded your feelings for me in front of the officials, helped me rent a pharmacy and gave it to me silently, gave me a plaque of the medical envoy, and even personally brought people to the pharmacy to help...... Where in the world can I find such a good Lang Jun? I'm not hard-hearted, so how can I not like it? ”
Cao Yi's face changed, and he looked at her with shocked eyes.
After a long time, the emotions in his eyes slowly settled down, and he asked with a wry smile:
"That's why you like me?"
Xin Yi was a little embarrassed by him, because it was difficult for her to articulate her emotions herself.
"It's not. At least not exactly. I like Lord Cao, and I still like you until now. But I am a rational person, I want to live a simple and brisk life, I don't want to take risks, I don't want to get myself into trouble, I'm selfish, lazy and greedy...... The situation of the Cao family is tantamount to the tiger's den in Longtan for me like this...... The identity of a good concubine may be the dream of countless women, but it is not mine. I can't imagine what it's like to work with someone else, I'm scared. ”
"Say no more."
Cao Yi smiled self-deprecatingly and slowly covered his chest.
"It's me who is not good. I said that I would not accept you as a concubine, and I said that I would marry you in a dignified manner, so that you would be willing to be good with me...... But right now, I really can't do it. ”
The voice did not fall, but seeing Cao Yi swaying, Xin Yi's expression changed slightly, and he wanted to help him when he rushed up, but was stopped by Zheng Liu, who rushed out of nowhere.
"Go away, don't touch the adults!"
Xin Yi's hand stretched out into the air and looked at Cao Yi like that.
"I don't blame you." Cao Yi lowered his head and muttered as if talking to himself, "It's obvious that I'm cowardly and can't fulfill my promise to you, but I'm here to blame you...... It seems that if you hold on a little longer, a little longer, I can change my mother's decision. ”
"It's me who is not good ......"
He blamed himself repeatedly, suddenly raised his head, and looked at Xin Yi with a sad gaze, as if he was about to cry.
"I broke my promise, Mrs. Zhang."
Xin Yi opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but Cao Yi's body suddenly staggered, and his tall and thin body fell down like that.
Fortunately, Zheng Liuyan was quick and quickly supported him.
"Someone. Come on people. Master Cao fainted. ”
Before today, Cao Yi did not eat water and rice, and after this emotional fluctuation, he fainted all of a sudden.
Xin Yi is a ready-made doctor, but people in Cao's mansion come and go, panicking, but no one wants her to approach Cao Yi.
"I'm sorry. Lord Cao. ”
She let out a low sigh.
Behind, Cao Yilan's heavy snort suddenly came.
"Don't be pretended, enchantress. My uncle is like this, all thanks to you. ”
Xin Yi turned around and saw Cao Yilan and Gao Miao, who rushed to hear the news.
Not long after Gao Miao left the house, he originally wanted to accompany Cao Yilan, who was in a state of disarray, but he didn't expect to encounter this farce.
The three hadn't seen each other for a long time.
Xin Yi saw the two little ladies in front of him and suddenly felt funny.
"Junjun." Xin Yi didn't want to say anything more, and saluted Gao Miao, "Lord Cao wakes up, please help me tell him that I will prepare the money owed to him and send it to the house, so that he can recuperate and be safe and healthy in the future." ”
He spoke lightly, nodded lightly, and left.
Gao Miao opened her mouth, as if she wanted to say something, but Cao Yilan was so angry that she wanted to rush over and tear her apart.
"Cousin, what are you pulling me for? Let me teach this little slut a lesson. ”
Gao Miao looked at her expressionlessly, "I'm afraid you'll be beaten." ”
Cao Yilan flicked off her sleeves suddenly, "Did you just hear that?" She actually had the face to say that she had returned the money she borrowed from her uncle? This woman is really shameless, she seduced my ninth brother, and even wanted to marry into our family, how could she have such a big face......"
"Lan'er!" Gao Miao couldn't listen to it anymore.
"Cousin, I just hate her. If it weren't for her, how could I be, how could I ......"
The humiliation of Wuzhang River, Cao Yilan can't forget it, and she can't say it.
"How can it become a joke in other people's mouths?"
Gao Miao glanced at her sympathetically and sighed faintly.
"Do not do unto others as you would have them do unto you. You're not entirely at fault! ”
"Cousin!" Cao Yilan didn't expect Gao Miao to help Xin Yi speak, and she was angry for a while, "Could it be that you were also confused by her?" ”
Gao Miao shook her head helplessly, her expression was a little calm, "Don't mention it again in the past." If the trouble continues, it will lose the face of the Cao Mansion and the Eldest Princess's Mansion. You haven't married yet, people gave the steps this time, don't stop, don't come to me to cry when the time comes. ”
Cao Yilan turned her head and silently wiped her tears with a handkerchief.
"Everyone said I was wrong, scolded me about marriage, threatened me ......"
She bit her lower lip and stomped her foot suddenly, raising her voice as if she were fierce.
"Okay, then it's okay if I don't get married? Hengzhi I have no face in front of Brother Jiu, I am no different from a slut and a baby, what does it mean to marry......"
Before she finished speaking, Cao Yilan covered her face and ran away crying.
"I'm going to my grandmother, I'm going to get out of the marriage."
“???”
Gao Miao stood in place, dizzy for a moment.
Is this because the house is not messy enough?
……
When Xin Yi went back, An Niangzi and her lover were having dinner with the three little ones and Zhen'er.
Zhou Daozi is a weirdo, and he opened a table in the tea room, lying alone and drinking to the river, humming an unknown song in his mouth, which is very pleasant.
The guy had gone back, the pharmacy was locked, and the room was warm.
This is home!
Xin Yi leaned his back against the door panel and took a deep breath.
"I'm back."
Sannian put down his chopsticks and ran out, pounced on Xin Yi's body, and called his mother sweetly.
"Mother. In the evening, there is wild duck meat, mixed pork skin, and fried tofu, all for you......"
Xin Yi's heart warmed and he picked her up.
"Good. My daughter is so good. ”
When she first arrived in Zhangjia Village, she kept her distance from her children at all times to prepare for leaving. But people are emotional creatures, and they will have feelings for cats and dogs for a long time, let alone children?
Holding three thoughts, her heart was full of satisfaction, and that natural motherhood made her quickly forget the unpleasantness of Cao Fu.
It is better to engage in a career than to engage in a man, and the ancients did not deceive me.
Xin Yi came back to life with full blood.
I went to say hello to Zhou Daozi first, and then washed my hands and ate.
Not long after the pharmacy opened, a few pieces of silver had to be calculated, but with Zhen'er in the family, a total of four children, she was never stingy in terms of food, and her family's dinner table has always been rich.
"It's a little cold." An Niangzi tried the plate of fried tofu, "This day, the food is cold quickly." Why don't I go hot again? ”
Xin Yi saw that she was about to get up, held down the plate and refused, smiled, motioned for her to sit down, and then looked at the adults and children on the table seriously, and the corners of her mouth unconsciously smiled.
"I want to get a pharmaceutical research institute."
"Pharmaceutical Research Institute?" Everyone looked at her.
Xin Yi smiled slightly, and said seriously: "Let's develop new drugs together, based on Bianjing, relieve the pain of patients, and do a great job!" ”
Bang!
Zhou Daozi's bowl fell to the ground.
Old tears are rampant.
Are you finally going to see a doctor for the king?
------Off topic------
Cao Yi: My heart is broken. Originally, she didn't like me at all.
Fu Jiuqu: Therefore, it is useless for water and rice not to go into lovesickness. You have to eat and drink a lot, and when you get sick from eating, she will come to heal you......
Cao Yi: Thank you Chonglou for your advice, I'll go eat.
Fu Jiuqu: It's late. You're now compared to me.,At least a game away from me.,It's not a secret.,I'm sick.,I'm born sick.,With a sick body debuff.,It's awesome!
Xin Yi: Is there a possibility that I caused your illness?
Fu Jiuqu: My heart is broken, it turns out that she doesn't like me at all.
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