Chapter 146: She's still young, she just wants to be willful!!

But thinking of Su Taotao's resistance to herself, Jiang Shuyuan restrained her impulses again.

Now Tao Tao still rejects her, if she doesn't want to be hated more, she must restrain her instincts as much as possible, and she can't always do things that Su Taotao doesn't like.

"I want to be nice to you."

Jiang Shuyuan looked at Su Taotao very seriously and said.

This is my true words, I really want to be better to Su Taotao.

I want to make Su Taotao forget her previous bad as much as possible.

"A wrong thing can be offset by a good thing, a bad point can be offset by a good point?"

Su Taotao lowered her head silently, and suddenly spoke.

"It's so easy for adults, give you a slap and a piece of candy, and expect others to be grateful to you and change your bad impression."

"Since adults give kindness, if you don't accept it as a child, you don't know what to do, you can't be grateful to Dade, and you don't have a conscience."

"It's good to be an adult, you can decide everything by yourself, children, just coax it, otherwise what else do you want, right?"

Su Taotao tilted her head and looked at Jiang Shuyuan, although her tone did not fluctuate too much, and she didn't mean anything.

But Jiang Shuyuan can clearly feel that every word Su Taotao says is directed at herself.

"I know I didn't do well before, I know I did a lot of things wrong, but Taotao, I really want to correct it, I really hope that you can accept me again."

"It was to accept me sincerely, not to be forced by the coercion of adults."

"I really want to make up for what I did wrong, and I hope you can give me a chance."

Jiang Shuyuan did not evade this problem, there are some things that she just did wrong.

If you can't even look at your mistakes head-on, how can you ask for Su Taotao's forgiveness?

A mistake is a mistake, and to make a mistake is to bear the price that should be borne after doing something wrong.

Jiang Shuyuan knows this better than anyone else in her heart.

So in the face of Su Taotao's resistance and impatience, Jiang Shuyuan was only sad, but she didn't have any anger.

Because of the attitude Su Taotao gave her, she was telling her that her former attitude only deserved such treatment.

"What if I don't want to give it?"

Su Taotao didn't say this casually, but she had such thoughts in her heart.

She didn't want to give it, she gave Jiang Shuyuan a chance at the beginning, but Jiang Shuyuan didn't cherish it.

Why does Jiang Shuyuan regret it now, and she has to be merciful to give her a chance?

Because Jiang Shuyuan is her biological mother, should she give in?

But the senior sister said that children have the right to be willful.

When you are a child, you are not willful, and when you grow up, you lose the right to be willful.

Because growing up means taking responsibility, it means that you can't be willful, so when you are young, you can be willful a little bit, so that you won't feel too sensible and suffer too much when you grow up.

After all, when I was a child, I was willful enough.

She just wants to be willful, she just doesn't want to forgive Jiang Shuyuan.

"It's your right."

Jiang Shuyuan was silent for a long time after hearing Su Taotao's words, and finally said with a bitter smile.

"This is the right you should have, even if you are still a child, but you also have the right to choose whether to forgive or not."

"And I'm just trying to try to get you to forgive me."

Jiang Shuyuan didn't casually fool Su Taotao because Su Taotao was still a child, and let Su Taotao say words to forgive herself.

Although she did think about fooling Su Taotao casually, she couldn't regret it after Su Taotao said the words of forgiveness.

But Jiang Shuyuan didn't want to do this, she didn't want to make Su Taotao angry anymore, and she didn't want Su Taotao to be more and more disgusted with herself.

"Then I won't forgive you."

Su Taotao looked at the bitter smile on the corner of Jiang Shuyuan's mouth, and there were not too many waves in her heart.

His longing for Jiang Shuyuan's maternal love had long been discarded when Jiang Shuyuan was eccentric to Su Qiran again and again.

Jiang Shuyuan didn't give her the maternal love she wanted when she wanted it most, and now she doesn't need it, even if Jiang Shuyuan wants to give it, she may not be willing to accept it.

"Even if you are better now and not as bad as before, you can't erase the bad you treated me before just because you are good now."

"Your kindness to me is like a scar, time can make the wound heal, and your kindness to me is like giving medicine to the wound to speed up the healing of the wound."

"But the scar will still remain, and it won't go away on its own because you're good to me, and it won't go away on its own because time goes by."

"Maybe it won't hurt after the wound heals, but it will still be there all the time, telling me that the damage can't be offset."

Even if a large part of Jiang Shuyuan's bad treatment was because she was manipulated by the plot, Jiang Shuyuan did something to hurt herself.

Being controlled does not completely mean that Jiang Shuyuan is innocent.

It can only be said that she is not completely heinous, not completely unforgivable.

Maybe one day I can really not mind at all and not care about Jiang Shuyuan's bad treatment of me.

It's just that the current Jiang Shuyuan is not good enough for Su Taotao to let go of the former mustard and forgive her.

"I don't like to be wronged, I don't like to be weighed and put behind, I like to be made by others."

"I think that no matter what time I ask, everyone will say that I am the most important, and there will be no one in this world who is more important than me."

"To put it bluntly, I like to be cared for in the palm of everyone's hands, I am everyone's treasure, my heart is sharp, and I am an irreplaceable existence for everyone."

There is light in Su Taotao's eyes, this is the confidence that Su Taotao has been unconditionally favored by everyone in the past six years, and the care that has been given all the time.

Su Taotao, who was pampered and raised by everyone in Tianji Mountain, felt that she had this qualification.

She Su Taotao was born to be loved by everyone, to be regarded by everyone as a treasure in the palm of her hand, and her heart is sharp, she should be the most important!!

"I don't know if the aunt made the change because she felt that she had done something wrong and wanted to correct it, or because you suddenly felt that I was important and wanted to redeem me."

"No matter what the reason is for the eldest aunt to make a change, I will not easily forgive you, because in the eldest aunt's heart, I am not the most important."

Because she is not the most important, Jiang Shuyuan will be easily manipulated by the plot.

Because he can be replaced, in this family, only Jiang Shuyuan is the one who is most controlled by the plot.