"That's what broke me down the most, after my cultivation stagnated, I always thought that my talent was very poor, but I was still not convinced, I knew that my talent was very poor, but I still wanted to win, I wanted to win better than everyone around me.

What if you are abandoned by the family?

I still believe that hard work brings opportunity, even if the people around me are laughing at me, even if no one approves of me, I still work hard.

After meeting you, when I saw that the overlord of the academy who was invincible in my eyes was so vulnerable in front of you, I once fantasized like this, how great it would be if I also had the same power as you......" Zhou Hanyun was silent for a while, and then said softly, "I want to be strong, I want to be as strong as you."

I want to win, I want to win against Dai Yongjun, I want to win against Chanda.

I tried my best, but I couldn't break through.

To be honest, the reason why I contacted you in the first place was just to break through with your strength, although you saved me who I didn't know before that, but I didn't actually think that you were any different from other powerful originators at first, I thought you were the same kind of person as other powerful originators.

The reason why I was saved may be because of my beauty, if the person who was bullied by Dai Yongjun at that time was not me, but a mediocre-looking boy, you might not have pulled out a knife to help. And you're strong enough, which is why you have no fear.

When I asked you to be my sparring partner, I didn't think you would agree so easily, after all, for an Origin of your level, that bit of gold source coins would not be enough to stuff your teeth, but you agreed.

It gave me a whole new perspective on you, which is why I intend to remember your name.

Later, you told me that I had been poisoned by Ayara, but I was actually very talented.

For me, it was a bolt from the blue.

When I broke through to the third-level Spirit Source Originator in one go, I was really happy and sad, Cang Tian really played a big joke on me, it turned out that my talent was genuine, and the reason why I couldn't break through was because someone gave me the Aya Luo Demon Poison, which had nothing to do with my talent at all.

I can't accept the word fate. ”

Ling Yan was silent.

Zhou Hanyun smiled bitterly: "I hate the oppressive atmosphere of the sect, I feel that I don't fit in with everything around me. I try not to pay attention to the contempt and discrimination of the people around me, the psychological gap, and being treated as air by others, but I can't really not care about it completely!

Over time, as I grew up, I survived in the cracks of the sect, and after judging the true evil of human nature, I chose to close my heart and no longer take the initiative to contact anyone.

I used to think to myself that if only I hadn't gotten the Air Manipulation Source in the first place.

When I came to my senses, I felt sad that I had such thoughts, and I was so stupidly incorrigible.

The air manipulation source endowment is obviously a gift given to me by the God of Origin, how can I blame the God of Origin?"

"Before I met you, I felt that the only person in this world I could trust was myself. Zhou Hanyun said softly.

"What about Han Yiqiu?"

"She doesn't count, all I can trust is myself, and now I add you. I don't know why, but as long as I have you by my side, I feel at ease. Zhou Hanyun raised his head and looked at Ling Yan, his eyes burning and said.

Ling Yan said: "Then she is really pitiful, I think she really likes you." ”

Zhou Hanyun's delicate body trembled, and she leaned stiffly against the cold wall: "You won't understand." ”

Ling Yan changed his words and said slowly, "I am sincerely happy that you are willing to trust me. I'm really glad you're willing to tell me that. In that case, can you let me analyze it for you?"

"Hmm. Zhou Hanyun tapped his snow-white chin.

Ling Yan said: "According to your past behavior, I think so, you always pretend to be strong on the surface, in order not to expose the fragile side of your heart to others, you are unwilling to show any thoughts and feelings to others, you are afraid that you will be hurt by others, and at the same time, you are afraid that you will hurt others, so you choose to let yourself be lonely."

Are you thinking, just be alone?

As long as you are alone and don't have anything to do with anyone, you won't hurt anyone, and you won't be hurt by anyone.

The reason why you keep rejecting others, and judging the nature of human nature, is it just because you are speculating about others with the greatest malice?"

Zhou Hanyun was stunned.

"It's because you're speculating about others with the greatest malice, so you're going to reject all the kindness from this world!" Ling Yan sighed lightly and said, "You actually want to trust others deep down, right?"

“......”

"You just can't. Ling Yan said, after speaking, he stopped talking, and quietly waited for Zhou Hanyun's reply.

Zhou Hanyun bit her red lip lightly, thought carefully for a while, and after a while, she shook her head: "I don't know either." Maybe you're right. Deep down, I may want to trust people, but I can't. I do not know. ”

"We can't trust others because we can't trust ourselves. Ling Yan said slowly.

"What do you mean?" Zhou Hanyun asked suspiciously.

"Trust comes from one's own heart, and the basis of trusting others lies in trusting oneself, and you must first have a firm grasp of your own judgment.

Why do we trust others, because you have a clear judgment about others, which is very subjective, and it feels like this person is worthy of my trust.

When you are blinded by narrow-mindedness, your evaluation of others will not be objective and truthful.

If you just reject everyone, you can't trust anyone.

First of all, you have to trust yourself, you have to believe in yourself, and only then can you trust others. "I'm actually a person who doesn't fit in well, but ah, I'm not afraid to come into contact with others, because I trust myself, and I'm very sure of my judgment."

You are reluctant to express emotions to other people and are afraid that you will be hurt.

Maybe you're just tired of it, tired and afraid of being hurt, so you choose to close your heart and stop reaching out to anyone. Ling Yan said slowly, "Of course, I'm not telling you to blindly trust others, but to be selective.

Because in this world, it is impossible for everyone to be your enemy, there will always be people who are truly friendly to you.

If I am the first person to be very important to you, then I am honored, but I am certainly not the last, and I do not want to be the last. ”

Zhou Hanyun's eyes darkened, and he said in a low voice: "Since you said so...... I'll try. ”

She couldn't understand Ling Yan's words, but she could understand Ling Yan's thoughts, because it was Ling Yan who said it, so she silently remembered it all in her heart.

"Thank you. Ling Yan said.