Chapter 56 Bitterness and Happiness by People, Don't Be a Woman in This Life (2)
Liu E said again: "Do you know what kind of tribulation you have to go through from a drum girl to a female emperor?
When I was a child, I was hungry in my hometown, and I thought that if I fled to Bianliang City, I would be able to eat and drink without worry. Who knew that although the capital was rich, there was no place for orphans like me.
I have served the nobles in such a lowly manner, pleasing them and asking them for their reward. I tried hard to learn to sing drums, thinking that if I became famous, I would win their love and respect. When I sang popularly, I realized that I still had no status and was still inferior.
Later, I also attached myself to the nobleman and married the prince, and I thought that this would finally be superior. When I entered the palace, what greeted me? I was forcibly aborted and was forever disqualified from being a mother.
I endured it, thinking that it would be fine to get through this time. But Princess Pan couldn't tolerate me, and drove me out of the palace, and in the end I didn't even have a place to stay. I worked so hard to live, but life abandoned me, I even wanted to die, but was it really a hundred deaths?
Those who fail me are alive and well, why should I be forced to die! No, I don't accept it, I want to resist, I want revenge!
I've tried my best to fight for it, and I want to make the prince inseparable from me. I gave him advice to fight for the crown prince and supported him to become emperor. I entered the palace and sat on the position of a noble concubine, but there are still many concubines who can't get along with me.
I defeated Concubine Yang, defeated the queen, and sat on the throne of the queen, and no one in the harem could compete with me. However, those ministers of the previous dynasty still regarded me as a thorn in their side, and my life was still not easy.
I maneuvered among them, defeated the Eight Kings, defeated Kou Zhun, defeated Ding Wei, and became the heroine of the Linzhao Dynasty. I want the world to see my ability, I want to make those who have bullied me and looked down on me regret, and I want them to never hold their heads up!
I used to look up enviously at the statue of Empress Wu Zetian in the ruined temple, and now I can also sit on the throne of the Empress, and when I die, I will also be molded into a golden body for all people to admire! ”
Looking at the passion in Liu E's eyes, Ye Pei said sadly: "Big lady, are you really happy to sit on the throne of God?" Don't you feel bad about what you have worked so hard to get from it? ”
"What's wrong with me?!" Liu E's voice suddenly became sharp: "They are plotting to kill me!" This is true of Taizong, such is true of Zhenzong, such is true of Concubine Pan, such is true of Empress Guo, such is true of the Eight Kings, and so is Kou Zhun!
If I hadn't used extraordinary means against them, I would have been killed by them a long time ago, and where would I have survived to this day? ”
"Did poor Li Jingshu also murder you?"
"She ......" Liu E eased up from her crazy state, and said through gritted teeth: "She betrayed me!" She wants to unite with the Eight Kings to overthrow me, she is so stupid!
Did she think that the Eight Kings would give her the position of Queen Mother? She is so cowardly and incompetent, and Zhao Zhen is also as cowardly as his mother. Sooner or later, the Eight Kings will oust their mother and son from power and set themselves up as emperors!
If it weren't for my hard line, the ministers who were eyeing him would have overthrown him sooner or later. Do you know what it means to be a good worker? They're all insignificant ants!
Ye Pei, you don't have the right to have it in your hands, even if you sit on the throne of the queen in the future, you won't end well! ”
Ye Pei shook his head and said, "I never wanted to sit on the throne of the queen. ”
"Didn't you think? Haha, then why did you betray me to help Zhao Zhen? Is it for the ethereal love? You can't be so innocent, can you? Liu E scoffed.
Ye Pei didn't answer, and looked straight at Liu E.
Liu E said: "You are a person with brains, and you will not want to waste this life." Zhao Zhen is so cowardly, haven't you thought about replacing him? ”
"I don't have such delusions."
"Is it delusional for a woman to be an emperor? Why not? Why did they stop me and slander me because I was a woman? I
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Which one is not better than them?
Could it be that he Zhao Kuangyin's yellow robe is justified? I, Liu E, wearing a dragon robe to worship the sky, is arrogance! Why?! Liu E cursed resentfully.
But in an instant, it turned into an embarrassing sigh: "'Life is not a woman's body, and a hundred years of bitterness and happiness are left to others.'" 'I only hate being a woman in this life!' ”
"I never regret being a woman, and I don't think women are inferior to men."
"You often travel in men's clothes, don't you regret that you are not a man? Don't you feel that you are better than those men and deserve more rights and higher status? ”
Ye Pei condensed and said, "My master told me to follow my heart, work hard and not force, do what I think is right, don't base my happiness on the pain of others, and never do things that I regret. I also advise the eldest lady to follow her own heart, and don't force it! ”
Liu E was even more excited when she heard Ye Pei talk about her master, she clenched her fists and said, "Sikong Qi, Sikong Qi!" If I hadn't met you back then, and hadn't listened to your fallacies, I wouldn't be like this today! I hate you! ”
Ye Pei said gloomily: "But he died because of you after all!" Big lady, he defended his love for you with his life, can't you let him go?
Including the first emperor, if he hadn't been so affectionate to you, why would he take you into the palace, and why did you ascend to such a high position? Do you have only hatred for them in your heart? ”
"Love? What is Love? It's just possession. Every time the first emperor was undecided, he would come to me late at night. If I hadn't been useful to the Emperor, how could he have been obsessed with a girl who sang drums?
I hate him, he made me lose my child, and I want him to taste the pain of losing a child, I can't have children, and I won't let the other concubines in the harem have their own children!
And your master, if I hadn't met him, I wouldn't have been so miserable in my life, everything he did to me was not love, but guilt, and God's punishment for him! ”
"Didn't you ever love Master? He doesn't want to even take his life for you. ”
Liu E's words made Ye Pei cry, she thought of her master, her parents, and her tragic family.
Liu E was stunned and said stupidly: "How ridiculous, I thought I used to love him so much, and I could even give up my life for him, everything I did was for him!"
As a drum singer, my life is like a mustard, and fate will naturally not give me preferential treatment. I thought that being an emperor would be different, that I would have everything, that I could stay with the people I loved, and that there would be nothing to separate us.
But now I know that being an emperor is still nothing, and the so-called love has long been weathered and is not worth mentioning! ”
"That's because you don't really love someone else!"
Liu E said angrily: "Why didn't I? Because of him, I have endured until now, and endured all the torture that life has given me! But again and again he has abandoned me, betrayed me, and even left me! ”
Liu E then laughed again: "Do you know what love is? Do you know what the helplessness of life is? Do you think Zhao Zhen loves you? He's just using you to defeat me. If the emperor's position is exchanged for you, what do you think Zhao Zhen will choose? ”
"Don't mess around here!" Zhao Zhen suddenly appeared and scolded loudly.
Liu E and Ye Pei were both startled, they turned around at the same time, it turned out that the official Zhao Zhen had already been standing in the Baoci Palace, and after listening to Liu E's provocative words, he couldn't help but approach the inner room and interrupt her.
"Big lady, you are here to meditate and recuperate, you don't have to talk any more." With that, Zhao Zhen pulled Ye Pei and was about to leave.
"Wait!" Liu E asked: "You have always been obedient to me, I want to know how you got all this today?" ”
"No comment!" Zhao Zhen still walked out the door.
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"Don't you want to know about the 'tanuki for the prince' back then?"
Zhao Zhen stopped, but his face was still facing the door.
Liu E said behind him: "Do you think that I don't know anything about the baby born to Concubine Li Chen when the Eighth King Zhao Yuanyan was replaced? With my power in the palace, how could I not know! ”
Zhao Zhen turned to face Liu E and said, "So what? ”
Liu E said fiercely: "I want to condescendingly watch them toss, I want to let them be busy in vain, I want to let the two babies die!" ”
Ye Pei said with tears in his eyes: "Do you know that it is my own brother who is exchanging with the prince? ”
Liu E said disdainfully: "Hmph, pity those foolish and loyal people, I still think that this way can save the prince, it's ridiculous!" It's a pity that I have been so carefully deployed and have not slackened in the slightest, how can a child like you win against me? ”
Zhao Zhen said slowly: "You are too confident! Go against the heavens and bring about your own destruction. No matter how thoughtful you are, no matter how tightly you organize, there is still a sense of heaven and people's hearts! ”
"I don't believe it! You have a cowardly character, you have no interest in political affairs, you have no ability to speak of, you have failed again and again, what strength do you have to compete with me? ”
"You're right, I've failed over and over again. But I admit defeat but don't admit defeat! You have told me that if there is a great courage in the world, he will not be shocked when he comes, and he must know how to balance and restrict, choose and persevere, and expose his strength and weakness.
When you brought down Ding, you did show considerable political strength. I have planted all my own people in your unbeatable strength, and I have not found out the remnants of the dragon guard Liding, I just wait for them to explode at the most critical moment like gunpowder.
The most important thing to lure the snake out of the hole is to convince it that it has won. I showed weakness at the right time, it seemed that I was a Liu Adou who couldn't be helped, but I just disguised my ability, preserved my strength, and won the fatal blow in the last fight! ”
"Brilliant and wonderful! It seems that you have gained momentum but have lost your momentum, you are really a master of turning defeat into victory! I have been a hunter all my life, but in the end I was pecked blind by geese! Sad, ridiculous! ”
Liu E sighed, but suddenly laughed and said, "However, you have calculated everything, and there is one thing that you have not calculated." ”
Zhao Zhen glared at Liu E to see what kind of struggle she still had to make.
"You want to identify your biological mother, but after all, you are already separated forever. Even if you give her the position of queen mother, she won't be able to enjoy your grace. What a pity, what a pity! ”
Zhao Zhen clenched his fists and didn't say a word, but his face gradually turned white.
"There is another strange thing," Liu E said to Ye Pei, "What marks does your brother who was born on the same day and the same year as the crown prince have?" How did you know that he was the one who died?
Two newborn babies who are exactly the same, how to determine who is the prince and who is Ye Hao? If you accidentally hold the wrong one, and you marry your own brother, then it is really ridiculous, ridiculous!"
Zhao Zhen said angrily: "You are despicable and shameless! ”
"Hahaha......" Liu E laughed wildly for a long time, and then said: "Sixth brother, why did Ye Pei's parents treat you so well back then?" Do they think you're their child, or do they know you're their child? Another one with no proof of death! ”
Zhao Zhen thought of Ye Pei's parents' various benefits to him, and his parents treated their own son like this, could he really be their child? His heart was instantly emptied, and the more he denied it, the more he showed his fear.
He grabbed Ye Pei and said, "No, what she said is not true, let's go, she is lying to us, she is already crazy, full of nonsense!" ”
Ye Pei's heart was beating "thump", and tears couldn't stop falling.
She held Zhao Zhen, and the two of them quickly left the Baoci Hall as if they were supporting each other, more precisely, they fled in the wilderness.
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