Chapter 12: The Ugly Duckling Becomes a Swan
A few months later, Qian is no longer the little girl with low self-esteem when she was a student, she has completed the transformation from ugly to beautiful, and she is completely out of the childishness of children.
Makeup and dressing up are already a part of life, and the delicate makeup hides her immature face, beautiful, beautiful, but there are a lot less natural things and more dullness.
Whenever Qian is alone, from time to time, Qian will think of school, teachers, and classes.
Going to college used to be her biggest dream, but in reality she can't, the more flawed things are, the more memorable she is in her heart, and she may not feel that she is thinking about it, but there is a memory area in the depths of her brain.
In countless dreams, Qian would dream that she was still a student, either she was studying or taking exams, but somehow, she was desperately writing and writing, but she couldn't finish the exam papers, and she would wake up in panic and anxiety.
This kind of dream has been happening since she left school, and although the scene is different every time, it is so true every time.
After waking up from a dream, the feeling is the same every time, except for regret or remorse. The tangled dream entangled Qian's life, until the moment when her life came to an end, Qian returned to the campus that left her with lifelong regrets.
In addition to thinking about school life, Qian will also think of Fei, who once made her sink and fall to the point that she can't extricate herself, she is thinking about what Fei looks like now, what he is doing now, of course, she also knows that she is just wishful thinking, that has become a thing of the past.
Fei will never remember that there is a girl named Qian, let alone know how much the girl has paid for liking him.
Every time she thinks about it, Qian's heart is bleeding, and she uses the pain in her heart to force herself to forget the illusory person, but often the more she wants to forget, the more she can't forget, that unforgettable feeling that every young person who has experienced it has had, some injuries can be healed, and some wounds may be a pain point for a lifetime.
But no matter how much Qian thought in her heart, Fei never walked into her dream once. The farthest distance in the world should be the distance between hearts.
。 It was a warm afternoon, a male customer came to the store, Qian was sitting on the sofa in the store, the person pushed the store open in the sun, under the illumination of the golden sunlight that slanted in, at that moment Qian's heart suddenly tightened, she saw Fei, she thought about flying, Qian was stunned, she stared closely, when the person approached two steps later, she found that the person was not flying, just a boy who looked like flying.
From school to entering the society has been a turning point in Qian's thoughts and life, during which her heart has experienced countless struggles and thoughts, she is not as stupid and stupid as she was at the beginning, but because of loneliness, not good at talking, her heart has always been lonely and empty.
The life she has now is not what she wants. It is also because of helplessness, loneliness, and loneliness that she will always think of flying, not because she still likes it now, and the impression of what she can't get will be more profound.
Silly, deep down in my heart, Qian always hoped that at some corner of the city, when she looked back, she suddenly saw that person who was loved and hated.
She is so conflicted, so melancholy, so depressed, and sullen. Of course, there are reasons for this, as well as family reasons.