At night, Fei came to the bar again, searched the whole bar, and didn't see Qian. Fei felt an inexplicable sense of disappointment and uneasiness, and he knew that Qian must have been unwell so he didn't come to work. Fei found a place in the corner of the bar and sat down, looking at the noisy crowd, listening to the deafening music, but he felt mentally empty, unusually lonely, maybe the excitement is always someone else's. After sitting for a while, he flew up and left.

Back home, Fei sullenly leaned on the head of the bed and half lay on the bed, leisurely lit a cigarette, watching the green smoke slowly drift away like a dream, Fei's eyes gradually blurred. He saw the scene of Qian being harassed by that group of people in order to help him, and saw Qian's pitiful appearance lying on the hospital bed. He got up irritably and snuffed out his cigarette fiercely, being held by a girl This is not his character, except for his mother, there has never been a woman who can restrain him, and now it is not physical restraint, it is mental distress. His life has never been stumped by these trivial matters, he advocates a free and unfettered life, and has always lived freely. Now he can't sleep at night, worried about an inconsequential girl, he didn't sleep well last night, and today he has a restless day, and now his head is about to crack, Fei forces himself not to think about anything, and to get some sleep quickly.

Qian hasn't been to work for a few days, she has been taking medicine to rest, her body is slowly recovering, and she started to go to work in the bar on this day. The work of the bar is the same every day, surrounded by a group of men full of alcohol, unbounded boasting, and Mimi's ill-intentioned eyes, all of which make Qian disgusted, but for the sake of money, she has to cater to it, every time she hears those men proudly talk about which woman's breasts are big, which woman's sullenness, which woman's special fetishes, those insulting words Qian will walk away in disgust.

Men and women are really unequal, it is natural for men to talk about women, and women are self-deprecating when they talk about men. Bars provide a favorable place for men to talk about women unscrupulously, and most men go to bars just to talk about women and find women, but they say that women in bars are cheap. Qian also deeply felt that being in this environment would always cast contemptuous eyes around her, but in life and dignity, she chose to ensure a life of compromise under basic dignity, if possible, she still wanted to escape from such an environment, she also wanted to be a clean and simple girl, but her idea is currently difficult to realize. In the past few days, Qian has also been thinking about this embarrassing situation repeatedly, she even thinks that Fei is looking at herself with colored glasses, she is very much like wanting dignity in front of the person she likes, but she can't do anything to change the status quo.

Life is not what you want, and you can't ask for feelings, how can such a Qian cheer up? She has been thinking deeply about flying, she thinks that flying is her sunshine, flying can take her out of a desperate situation, but flying is too far away from herself, she is from a poor background, the work she is engaged in is shameful, Fei's family is rich, her appearance is outstanding, how can she deserve his love? ?

For Qian, flying is a dream that can be hoped for, and she has recognized the reality of hurting again and again, so she will be so decisive this time, but the determination and strength of the appearance can not hide the softness of the heart, and Qian always tries to find the shadow of Fei in the crowd for several nights in a row, even if she just looks at her from a distance, she will feel at ease.

Fei didn't go to the bar again for a few days, he has been thinking about examining his relationship with Qian, but Fei finds it difficult for him to think rationally, and his brain is a mess. When eating, working, sleeping, and talking to people, there will always be clips related to Qian, and he can't live a normal life anymore, which is not at all like the cynical rich young master before. When he broke up with so many girls before, he didn't have this kind of mental confusion, drank a drink, played mahjong, and even slept All the unhappiness would disappear, and now he can't eat or sleep. Maybe sometimes only time will allow a person to recognize his or her heart. Flying at night was very boring, unconsciously he came to the bar again, he didn't look for Qian, he found an inconspicuous position to sit down, the waiter brought a glass of wine, he looked at the lively men and women alone, drinking stuffy wine.