Xu Wentian looked at Xu Meiyu coldly: "You like to send me so much, you should have sent me out in the first place......" He stood up and left stupidly.

The tenacious Xu Meiyu finally couldn't help it, and tears came out of her eyes.

Su Mengdie didn't know how to persuade for a while, so she got up and poured tea for Xu Meiyu, but Xu Meiyu smashed the cup to the ground: "Reporter Su, you also let me go, I just want to be alone!" ”

Su Mengdie picked up the duffel bag: "Sister Meiyu, I'm leaving, take care." She walked out of the box, but saw Xu Wentian burying his head in the door and seemed to be crying. She patted him on the shoulder: "Go in and comfort your mother, she really needs you." ”

Xu Wentian asked Su Mengdie with red eyes and despair: "You say, why did she give birth to me?" ”

Su Mengdie said: "Because you are her flesh and blood!" ”

She was about to leave, but Xu Wentian grabbed her: "If you don't mind, Reporter Su, can we talk?" ”

She looked at him, and his eyes were sad, like those of the woman in red, as if they had touched a string in her heart. She nodded.

At a coffee shop on the corner, the two were silent for a while. Xu Wentian said: "What do you think of my mother? ”

Su Mengdie said: "She is very strong and direct, I can't imagine how she bravely gave birth to you and raised you as an adult." Wen Tian, your mother is too young, she is only fifteen years older than you, you have to understand her. Although she is very domineering. ”

Xu Wentian said: "I have always understood her and tolerated her, but I can't understand what she did. I was tired and she never cherished anything that I felt was enough to cherish. When I was a child, my favorite toys were snatched by children, and she directly said that it was no big deal, boys should be generous. Now I really want to save my own paintings, and she always takes them one by one and gives them away for me to repaint. I can't understand it. ”

Su Mengdie said: "When others praise your paintings, she feels very proud, she likes that others can see her paintings on their walls every day, I think it should be like this." ”

Xu Wentian said: "No, you won't know her, she is not as Buddhist as you." Do you know what I endured in my childhood? It is harsh demands, endless punishments. She always scolded me viciously: 'You bastard! 'Reporter Su, my heart has been twisted in my formative years. And I have nowhere to vent, so I paint desperately, even debauchery! ”

Su Mengdie looked at the boy in front of her who was dressed non-mainstream, but her heart was infinitely sad, she didn't know what to say, the sad eyes of the woman in red frequently appeared in her mind, which were exactly the same as Xu Wentian's eyes. She looked at the eyes, and gradually became confused, and her consciousness seemed to rush into the sky, and then fell on a cold stone.

"Mom, Mom", four-year-old Su Mengdie pulled the skirt of Luo Wenfang, who had a blue nose and swollen face, and cried: "Mom, don't go." ”

Luo Wenfang put down the suitcase, squatted down and hugged her tightly, tears raining down: "Mom will come to see you when she has time, Mengdie, you have to listen to your father and grandma, don't make them angry." ”

Su Fuyang, who was on the side, brutally pulled Su Mengdie out of Luo Wenfang's arms, and kicked Luo Wenfang to the ground: "If you want to get out, get out early, don't sell miserably here!" ”

Luo Wenfang climbed up resentfully, her eyes full of endless despair. She looked at Su Mengdie distressed again, dragged her suitcase and left resolutely.

Su Mengdie shouted to her mother sadly, and she beat Su Fuyang's chest angrily with her small fist: "Why are you hitting your mother?" You're a bad dad, a bad dad! ”

Dad soon remarried. Stepmother Chen Ping is a woman who is not younger and more beautiful than her mother, and she also brought a little girl of her age over. Chen Ping is very scheming. The first time I saw Su Mengdie, I hugged her affectionately in my arms. Su Fuyang had a satisfied smile on his face. However, after a few days, he went out for a few days, and Su Mengdie lived in a nightmare.

Chen Ping found Luo Wenfang's photo under Su Mengdie's pillow. She pulled Su Mengdie, who was playing games with her biological daughter Xiao Jing on the side, over and asked viciously, "Say, am I beautiful or your mother is beautiful?" ”

Su Mengdie timidly did not dare to answer.

Chen Ping said sharply: "Give me an answer, saying that Chen's mother is more beautiful!" ”

Su Mengdie's small face raised: "No, my mother is more beautiful!" ”

Chen Ping pushed Su Mengdie like crazy: "You have no conscience, who cooks for you every day, and who raises you with your father?" ”

That day, Su Mengdie was locked in the utility room, and several fat mice scurried around her feet. There was no light in the utility room, and the only light was a bleak moonlight coming through the window. She was hungry and afraid, so that the heavens were not spiritual, and the earth should not be satisfied.

The next day, Chen Ping released her and said fiercely: "Don't tell your father about this!" Do you hear that? ”

Su Mengdie was cold and hungry, shivering all over. She looked at her stepmother's fierce eyes and said no more. Then she watched in despair as her stepmother tore up her own mother's photo in front of her with a gesture of victory.

Xiao Jing brought the bread and handed it to her, she ate it in a big gulp and swallowed it in a big gulp. No one noticed, two fires in her eyes.

A few days later, Su Fuyang came back, and Chen Ping showed great distress for Su Mengdie in front of him. The careless man didn't notice his daughter's strange evasive eyes at all.

But since then, Su Mengdie has been extremely afraid of mice, and when she sees mice, she gets goosebumps all over her body, and even screams in horror.

She didn't dare to tell her father that her stepmother was one thing in front and one thing in the back. Her young heart was too bitter and helpless. Until one day, she saw her father causing domestic violence again, and pressed her stepmother on the bed and brutally beat her. It was as if she saw that it was her mother who was beaten. She desperately pulled her father and cried, "Don't hit Mom, don't hit Mom!" ”

At that moment, Su Mengdie and Chen Ping were stunned at the same time, and the air seemed to condense.

Afterwards, Chen Ping wanted to divorce, and she couldn't imagine that Luo Wenfang could endure four years of domestic violence because of her children. In her opinion, domestic violence must happen once

Times. She was resolute. She was extremely disappointed in this man, but she didn't have time to make up for Su Mengdie. Before leaving, she sincerely hugged Su Mengdie, and then pulled Xiao Jing and hurried away.

Su Mengdie was relieved, and the hatred in her heart for her stepmother Chen Ping was gone. Maybe that's what she is. However, although the hatred is gone, the shadow area of her heart has not decreased. She will be bitter and sad when she recalls it, and she will not be able to hold back her tears.

She stood at the window every day, expecting Luo Wenfang to come to see her, but she never hoped to come. The disappointment extinguished her longing little by little. On the day she turned six, her father told her, "Dad is unemployed, and he wants to go to a friend out of town to do something together." Your grandmother is too old to take you with her, so you go to live at your aunt's house for a while. ”

She was taken to her aunt Su Cui's house by her honest uncle Yang San. It may be due to the family genes, and the aunt is also short-tempered. On the day she went, she happened to see her aunt beating and scolding her cousin Yang Yuan. The poor cousin was just over five years old when he was kicked and beaten like a ball by his aunt.

In horror, she broke free from her uncle and ran outside. But he was soon chased back by his aunt.

Su Cui took the whip and pointed at Yang Yuan: "As long as you are disobedient, you will be like him!" ”

Su Mengdie looked at Su Cui's hideous face, and hurriedly lowered her head.

Since then, she has been careful in everything she does and speaks, for fear of being beaten. Yang Yuan was very naughty, always chased and scolded by Su Cui, and then cried.

I spent a year at my aunt's house, and that year was so long. All she did was to avoid being beaten. She was cautious, did not dare to make a noise when eating, and walked quietly, for fear of alarming her grumpy aunt. Fortunately, my aunt seems to have a lot of hatred for men, and one day she either scolds her uncle or beats her cousin, but she is quite polite to her. She looked at the door every day and hoped that her father would come to pick him up, because she knew that her mother would definitely not come to pick him up.

Dad finally came to pick her up, but he didn't pick her up alone, he and his second stepmother Gao Lurong came to pick her up. Gao Lurong's face rippled with the kind smile that Chen Ping had when he first saw her. She felt sad and depressed, and felt an invisible whirlpool sweep her into the abyss again. She was discouraged, and at a young age, she completely lost her confidence and pursuit of life. She remembered the horrible utility room that had locked her all day.

She screamed, "No! I don't want it! ”

She fled, leaving her father screaming after her.

However, she is a child after all. She ran aimlessly to the intersection. Suddenly, a big truck sped in. Due to being in the blind spot, the driver did not see her at all. Her mind went blank as she watched the truck crash into her.