At night, Shuying stood under the stars in the garden, secretly sad. She didn't know what to do next, whether to leave quietly alone or wait for Yiyi to go with her, she was already tired of the hurt and contempt that this family brought her, she used to have her mother-in-law to protect her, and after her mother-in-law died two years ago, Tan Weicai became more arrogant to her, and the relationship between the two deteriorated even more.

A string of tears slowly flowed down her cheeks, and at this time, she sighed behind her back. She looked back and saw a woman in red wearing a red dress with long flowing hair. She thought it was a fantasy, but no, the woman in red looked at her silently, her eyes full of sadness.

Shuying was so frightened that she was about to scream. The woman in red said, "Don't be afraid, we've seen it."

Shuying looked at the woman in red blankly, more and more déjà vu, not a ghost, she suppressed the fear in her heart and said, "Who are you?"

The woman in red asked leisurely, "Nie Shuying, do you remember the dream you had the night before Yiyi was born?"

"Dreams?" Shuying thought back, and suddenly realized, "I remembered, I was standing in a sea of beautiful lavender flowers, holding a baby girl in my arms, and you gave me a few words and left." ”

The woman in red said, "It's good that you remember." Do you remember when you had two previous pregnancies and couldn't keep it? It wasn't until she was pregnant with Yiyi and returned to her hometown in Suzhou to protect the baby that the child was born smoothly? ”

Shuying replied, "Yes, it has something to do with you, right?"

The woman in red said, "Yes, I brought it to you."

Shuying said, "You are...... Do you want to send a child? ”

The woman in red shook her head and said, "I'm not, I just brought her from a plane to this plane, maybe one day she will leave you, return to that plane and never come back, are you afraid?"

Shuying said, "No, I don't want her to leave!"

The woman in red said, "She has a rebellious personality and brings you endless troubles, and you still don't want her to leave?"

Shuying burst into tears and said: "No matter what, she is also my flesh and blood, I can't bear it." No matter how weird her temper is, no matter how unkind she is, I don't want to leave her. ”

The woman in red sighed: "Great mother, I have no regrets about choosing you in the first place, because you are indeed the kindest and most benevolent woman in this world, don't worry, I will not let you bear so many grievances in vain."

Shuying said: "I don't care about the grievances I have suffered, I just hope that she will be happy next, and her father can love her a little more, this is my long-cherished wish."

The woman in red said, "Yes, but you have to pay a heavier price."

Shuying said, "Please say, I will do as you say."

The woman in red whispered to Shuying, and Shuying was stunned: "No, I can't be like this, I can't be like this!" ”

Shuying woke up from her dream and woke up to the stars outside the window. She shouted, "Weicai." "The moonlight peeked in through the curtains, and the person next to the pillow was long gone. Tan Wei moved to the next bedroom ten years ago, and she has been widowed for ten years. She put on her clothes, opened the door, and came softly to the door of Tan Weicai's bedroom, wanting to knock on the door, but her hand still stopped hesitantly.

She returned to her door, only to see a figure standing there: "Who?"

When I looked closely, it turned out to be Yiyi. Yiyi looked at her mother with indifferent eyes: "Why don't you knock on the door and go in?" ”

Shuying said: "Yiyi, why don't you sleep in the middle of the night?" ”

Yiyi said: "I can't sleep, I want to talk to you." ”

Shuying said, "Let's go into the house and talk." ”

Shuying entered the door and wanted to turn on the light, but was stopped by Yiyi: "Don't turn on the light, I hate the light in the middle of the night." Then Yiyi walked straight to her mother's bed and sat down, Shuying sat down next to her daughter, and asked, "Say, what do you have to talk to me about?" She stretched out her hand to help her daughter brush her hair, but Yiyi instinctively avoided it.

Yiyi said straight to the point: Mother, I think you are always like your father, I really don't like it. You're not going back to Suzhou, are you? If you want to go, go yourself. In a word, I won't go with you. ”

It seemed that a cold snap hit Shuying's heart, and she asked, "Yiyi, why is this?" ”

Yiyi said coldly: "I really don't understand what benefit you can get when you go back to Suzhou?" I heard my grandmother say that my grandmother's house is in a dilapidated town, and my grandparents are not good to you, why should you go back. What's more, when I go back with you, I can't even stand the minimum education, the Tan family is illustrious, why can't you live a good life, what do you quarrel with your father every day? ”

Shuying wanted to tell Yiyi that in fact, the quarrel between her and Weicai almost originated from Yiyi, but she still held back. She was afraid that Yiyi wouldn't be able to stand it, because she always felt that Yiyi had a heart that could explode at any time. Once it explodes, the consequences are unimaginable.

"Because," Shuying swallowed, slowly spit out, and said, "Because Daddy doesn't love me anymore." ”

"Hmph," Yiyi seemed to despise her mother, "Love? I think my father is tolerant enough of you, if you don't tolerate you, he will not bother to pay attention to you, and even take a concubine, but he doesn't. Why don't you want to think about how good he is? Why think about leaving? You don't know how many women envy your identity and status? When you leave, aren't you just giving up this position to another woman? ”

Shuying's heart is like a knife, her daughter rarely talks to her, and when she comes, she asks her such a heavy topic, which makes her feel caught off guard. She tried her best to control the pain in her heart, saying, "I don't care about identity and status, because I may never really belong to this family, especially now, I understand this truth better." ”

Yiyi sneered: "Then what do you care about?" The so-called self-esteem? You leave your father, you are nothing. ”

"Even if I leave your father, I will be the mother of you and your minister." Shuying stared at the indifferent eyes in the moonlight with great heartache.

The corners of Yiyi's mouth froze, and said: "Mother, I understand, it turns out that my brother and I are your pawns, because of us, my father can't do anything about you, let you be willful." ”

For a while, Shuying even had the heart to die, she held back the tears that were about to gush out, stood up and turned her back on her face, and said in a trembling voice: "I understand, Yiyi, you go, I'm going to rest." ”

But Yiyi still didn't let her go, and went around to her and said, "You can choose your life, but don't take me with you, do you think I will give up everything here for you?" Even if it's acting, I'm going to continue acting here. No one can compete with me for everything here! ”