Chapter 36: Complicated Feelings
It wasn't until one day two years after marriage that Tan Wei met a friend Zheng Ying who came back from Hong Kong at the Chamber of Commerce, and he realized that he was so cruel that he refused to give Chen Bingning a chance to get back together. Zheng Ying told Tan Weicai that not long after Chen Bingning's parents went to Hong Kong, they were deceived by so-called friends that their investment was bankrupt, and they both committed suicide by jumping off the building, leaving Chen Bingning to survive alone and with difficulty. She wanted to return to Tan Weicai, but Tan Weicai refused indifferently. When she learned that Tan Weicai had married, she gave up, working hard to study and doing odd jobs to support herself, and later Zheng Ying didn't know where she went. Tan Weicai was full of guilt and wanted to try his best to make up for his cruelty and mistakes, but Chen Bingning evaporated like the world.
Until Yiyi was five years old, he actually saw Chen Bingning with a child at the door of his house, which was a big joke. He originally wanted to apologize to her and beg her for forgiveness, but Chen Bingning would rather leave Hangzhou with his son immediately and go to Shanghai than give him any chance. He could only silently look at her photos and former letters at night, tormenting his guilty heart.
Now that they met again, she seemed to be doing well on the surface, but from her cold and far-fetched face, he felt that she was not really happy. Chen Bingning, who often smiled like a newly-blooming rose in her youth, was as cold as ice, and nothing seemed to make her happy.
Tan Weicai was very annoyed with herself, maybe it was his cruelty that ruined her life and made her so cold. If he hadn't been carried away by the pain and married Nie Shuying, Chen Bingning would definitely return to his side. They will both be happy. However, his negative anger caused him to lose his true love forever.
And how complicated people's feelings are, while he hides his guilt for Chen Bingning, he still maintains his marriage with Shuying. For this strong, spicy and well-informed Shuying, he feels that there is always a bit of estrangement. He doesn't like Shuying always misunderstanding that he looks down on her background, but that's not the case, but he doesn't bother to explain, he will do whatever he wants to quarrel with her because of the child's education, and he can look down at her, but for Chen Bingning, after she decided to leave, he always looked up to her figure in the depths of his soul while feeling guilty.
It was such a coincidence that Chen Bingning and her son appeared in the Tan Mansion that time, if it weren't for the fact that after she left, Tan Wei insisted on buying the new mansion and moving out of the old mansion, Chen Bingning would definitely remember his previous address. Although they hadn't met either parent, they both knew where each other lived. If she knew that Yiyi was Tan Weicai's daughter and Shuying was Tan Weicai's wife, it would be absolutely impossible for her to teach Yiyi's piano. So fate is always abusing people who have no fate, and always abusing desperate and broken hearts. The moment they reunited, they seemed to have forgotten everything in this world, forgetting that there was Shuying, Chen Feiming, and Yiyi. At that moment, they only remembered that they had once loved each other deeply.
If she didn't choose to go to Hong Kong with her parents, then the current Grandma Tan Shao would be her, not Shuying. They should have endless words every day, because he loves her, she loves her, and the people who love each other can get along day and night. Without any boredom, even if there is a quarrel, it will be reconciled quickly.
Seven or eight years ago, because of a fierce quarrel, Tan Wei took the initiative to move to the next bedroom and sleep in a separate room with Shuying. He still can't understand what he did at that time, he feels tired, he wants to escape but has no choice, so he would rather choose this way to keep the guilt he felt for Chen Bingning in his heart.
When he watched his pair of children grow up strongly, he couldn't help but start to feel guilty about Shuying, especially when Shuying knew that he had long since stopped sleeping in the bedroom next door, and did not accuse him, but blamed himself for not fulfilling his obligations as a wife. At that moment, I suddenly felt that my wife was actually very gentle, although they always quarreled about their children's education, but from beginning to end, she could be regarded as a good wife and mother. He couldn't give up on her, and he accepted that this was his only wife, and she could never change.
Tan Weicai returned to the business bank to deal with affairs with a heavy heart, and his mind was full of Chen Bingning's indifferent and glamorous face. He didn't know what she had been through in the past twenty years to make her as cold as ice, but of course he knew that it had something to do with him. Chen Feiming appeared in his mind again, he hadn't seen him for eleven years, Chen Feiming, who was outstanding at a young age, should be almost twenty years old now, right? It should have become a handsome boy with a lofty spirit, right? If you count the time, she should have had a child immediately after going to Hong Kong, what happened to this child?
In a daze, the shopkeeper Wang took out the account book and told him: "Young master, this is last month's account, it doesn't feel right, our income has decreased significantly for two consecutive months, it should be that a few new tobacco stores have been opened, and the competition is fierce, so it's not a way to go on like this, boss, you have to think of a way."
"Go with the will of God," Tan Weicai said unhurriedly, "Life is full of ups and downs, let alone business?" ”
Shopkeeper Wang said: "The young master really has a good attitude, but this is related to the Tan family's family having to eat, and the two children have to receive a higher education, so boss, you can't just go with the flow, Tan Ji Tobacco Store has been very prosperous since you were a few years old." I also followed the master at that time, after the master died, I have been with you until now, thanks to the lord and the young master for my kindness, I am worried and anxious about Tan Ji's current business! ”
Tan Weicai said: "I know, you have indeed made great contributions to our Tan Ji Tobacco Company, don't worry, I will find a way to rise again." ”
Shopkeeper Wang said: "I see that the young master has always been absent-minded recently, with all due respect, is there something on his mind?" ”
Shopkeeper Wang has always been such a person, who has been dedicated to Tan Kee for many years, from a young man to today's uncle, he has been diligently contributing his strength to Tan Kee Tobacco Store. Not only does he work here, he lives in the tobacco shop, and even the maid of the Tan Mansion brought him food. He works all year round, never half a step. Naturally, Tan Weicai has special respect for him, and he feels that he is not the shopkeeper, but his own uncle.
Tan Weicai comforted the shopkeeper Wang and said, "It's okay, maybe I've been a little tired lately, so I feel like I'm so absent-minded." Uncle Wang, you don't have to worry too much, I'll take care of all this. I'm going to get off work early today to deal with one thing, and I'm going to ask you to take care of the affairs of the tobacco store alone with your guys. ”
The king's shopkeeper said, "The young master just tells him." ”