She has become accustomed to the fact that her mother is sometimes sick and sometimes normal, and for her, she is very content when her mother can accompany her. However, what she couldn't get used to was that Ye Qing never came to work at the newspaper again. Looking at the empty seat next to her, she felt a deep sense of loss in her heart.

Don Karen never came to her again, and seemed to have forgotten her. Her life was horribly quiet from then on, but she didn't feel annoyed by this, but rather relieved.

Perhaps, emotionally, she was born alone. She was also afraid that one day, she would really disappear into this plane. After all, she still has an unfulfilled long-cherished wish, that is, she must see her parents reconcile.

Next, she went to see Su Fuyang again.

"How did you come by yourself? What about Don Karen? Su Fuyang didn't see Tang Karen, and he was actually very disappointed.

Su Mengdie said: "He went on a business trip."

Su Fuyang said: "Don't lose this man, he really loves you." I can only trust you to her. ”

Su Mengdie said: "Dad, you are too worried, I have always been very isolated, even if I am alone, I will live well." What's more, when you get out of prison, I will still have you and my mother. ”

She realized she had slipped out. Hurriedly said: "I've been looking for her, I believe I can find it, and then our family can be reunited."

Jiang is still old and spicy, Su Fuyang seems to realize that Su Mengdie has found Luo Wenfang, he said, "You found her?" Is she dead or alive and won't forgive me? Is she okay now? ”

Su Mengdie suppressed her complicated emotions, shook her head and said, "No, I haven't heard from her yet."

Su Fuyang said: "If you find her, you must bring her to see me, and I will say sorry to her face to face."

Su Mengdie said, "If she doesn't forgive you, what should you do?"

Su Fuyang said: "If you don't forgive me, I will also exchange my sincerity for her forgiveness, otherwise I will not be blind."

"Dad, what did you say? In the future, you will live a hundred years, and if you do something wrong alone, if you know how to reflect, it is also a virtue, and I believe that my mother will forgive you. Su Mengdie said.

Su Fuyang said: "Looking back now, it hurt her too deeply! I can't let go of myself, let alone herself. She's a victim, and I've often wondered what would have happened if I had actually met her. ”

Su Mengdie said: "Dad, I want to ask you a question, do you really love your mother?"

Su Fuyang fell into deep thought, and then smiled and said, "Huh? What a rough person like me didn't understand at that time was to marry a wife to take care of himself when he was old, give birth to children, and cook hot food for himself. Otherwise, I wouldn't have taken my bad temper out on her. ”

Su Mengdie said: "What about Mother Gao? Do you love her? ”

Su Fuyang shrugged: "What do you think?" I don't even love a woman who gave birth to a child for me, and I would love a woman who walks in with someone else's child? I was just trying to find a woman to take care of myself and my daughter. Otherwise, I can't cook, and I can't take care of children, what should I do? Anyway, I just need to make money to support my family, and I thought at the time, life is very hard, and those so-called bullshit love is not worth mentioning. ”

"So," Su Mengdie said, "you will lose these three women who love you." ”

Su Fuyang sighed: "I'm indeed a bastard, a straw bag, hey!"

Su Mengdie said: "Dad, I have to go, you serve your sentence well, try to come out early, I will wait for you."

Su Fuyang moved his mouth, he wanted to say something, but he didn't say it, he just looked at his daughter guiltily.

For more than ten years, his daughter has struggled to live with independence and hard work, and he, as a father, has not fulfilled any responsibilities, and his daughter is still so filial to her. He felt more relieved than ever in his guilt.

Su Mengdie returned home, and it was already dark.

Luo Wenfang was preparing a meal at home and waiting for her. "Where did you go? Butterfly, why did you come back? Luo Wenfang asked.

Su Mengdie said: "I went to visit a sick colleague, she was bored, so I chatted with her all afternoon. Mom, next time I haven't come back, you can eat first, and you won't have to wait for me. ”

Luo Wenfang said: "I won't wait for you to come back, I can't eat alone."

Su Mengdie looked at Luo Wenfang and felt a kind of sadness, she remembered Su Fuyang's words, and felt sorry for her mother. My mother was a great beauty when she was young, but she just became a tool for her father to pass on the lineage, a free nanny, and suffered so much humiliation! She felt sad when she wasn't in a hurry.

And in that dream-like dream, the young and beautiful mother in an elegant cheongsam lived a very happy and nourishing life at a glance.

Could it be that in that time and space, her mother was also with her? If she had gone to that plane, my mother wouldn't have to suffer. She took a piece of fish for her mother and said, "Mom, you eat more." Buy whatever you want. Then she took out a stack of RMB from her bag and gave it to Luo Wenfang: "This is this month's salary, Mom, I'll give it to you, you can control your life, and buy yourself a few beautiful clothes."

Luo Wenfang looked at her sensible daughter, burst into tears, and said, "Mom left when you were more than four years old, and you have never fulfilled your obligation to raise you...... However, you are still so good to me, what a blessing I have cultivated in my previous life! ”

"Mom, do you plan to come back to see me later?" Su Mengdie said, "Where have you been all these years?" ”

Luo Wenfang wiped her tears and said: "After being kicked out by your father, I was going to go back to my hometown in Nanchong to join your grandmother and uncle, but my grandmother died suddenly at that time, and your aunt didn't even let me in...... I had to go to Chengdu to work, but I met a woman in the car, saying that she worked in a shoe factory in Chengdu, and asked me if I would like to go. I hadn't eaten for two days, she bought me food, and I left with her later, but I didn't expect ......" Luo Wenfang's eyes became very painful.

"Mom, it's all over. If you say it, it will feel better, and if you don't want to say it, don't say it. Su Mengdie comforted her mother and said.

"No," Luo Yongfang said, "it's time for me to face my past, if I don't even want to talk to my daughter, then I'm not an honest mother." ”

Luo Wenfang fell into memories again: "She sold me to a poor man's family in Liangshan Yi Autonomous Prefecture, an old bachelor in his forties, and forced me to give him a child. In order to survive, I have to clench my teeth. I lived there for two humiliating years, finally got pregnant, and then gave birth to a boy and tried to run out......"