"Nope."

This answer was expected by the counselor, and she held Zhao Tangtang's hand with a kind face: "Tangtang, in school, the teacher is your family, if you have any problems or things you don't understand, you can always come and tell the teacher, sometimes even if I can't help, but I can be a good listener, right?" ”

Zhao Tangtang nodded: "Thank you, teacher, but I really don't have anything to do." ”

She only briefly enjoyed the special treatment of a person, and then had a system that belonged only to her own and would never leave, and experienced the feeling of being needed.

Falling from the clouds to the bottom is probably how Zhao Tangtang feels now.

Because she once had a period of warmth, she would feel very tormented when she was in the cold again, she not only missed Xiao Tiantian, but even began to miss Xie Huaichen.

She wanted to see him, she wanted to go to him desperately.

After clarifying what she was thinking, Zhao Tangtang instantly felt comfortable, and she smiled and said to the counselor: "I'm sorry for the teacher to worry you, but I'm really fine." ”

Seeing her smile stretch again, the counselor also smiled: "It would be great if you could figure it out." ”

After saying goodbye to the counselor, Zhao Tangtang took out his mobile phone to call Xie Huaichen.

She figured out that if she had kept herself in the safety field and not taken half a step outside, then she might have been alone all her life, but she had changed now, and she felt that the feeling of loneliness was too hard.

She wants to get out of the realm where she thinks she is comfortable and try to accept and reach others.

Even if the ending is painful, it's much better than not trying.

She didn't want to leave any regrets in her life.

Otherwise, she will definitely regret that she didn't try, didn't try.

It was only after the things she once thought were at her fingertips that she pushed them away with her own hands that she felt precious.

Zhao Tangtang regretted it a little, and he didn't get through after making several phone calls in a row.

Zhao Tangtang was a little flustered, she wandered around the school aimlessly after she got out of the classroom, with a clear goal in her heart but couldn't find the direction to move forward.

Did he give up on me?

Zhao Tangtang couldn't help but think.

Also, she has always refused him, and it is normal for him to give up, two months is already a long time, so ......

"Senior sister!"

"Sister Tangtang!"

Seeing Luo Bin and them beckoning to her cordially, Zhao Tangtang's eyes instantly ignited hope again, and she hurriedly ran over: "Senior." ”

Because Zhao Tangtang's attitude towards them has never been lukewarm, everyone was a little surprised when they were suddenly enthusiastic, and then they heard her ask: "Have you seen Xie Huaichen?" ”

"Boss, he's been very busy lately, he's not in the lab but in the library, what's the matter, senior, ...... you find"

Before Shang Fei's words were finished, Zhao Tangtang ran out in a hurry.

Shang Fei scratched his head suspiciously: "Why don't you wait for someone to finish speaking." ”

Hearing this, Luo Bin put his hand on Shang Fei's shoulder, and the two looked at the back of Zhao Tangtang leaving anxiously, Luo Bin raised his eyebrows and said, "Do you think that Tangtang's senior sister is a little different?" ”

"What's different?" Shang Fei didn't understand.

Luo Bin smiled: "I see, the boss can keep the clouds open and see the moon." ”

"What do you mean, how do you tell?"

"I can see it from the eyes and demeanor of Senior Sister Tangtang, didn't you see her tone and demeanor when she mentioned the boss?"

Shang Fei still didn't understand a little: "You elaborate on it?" ”

"Forget it, there's nothing to say to you, a dead straight man, anyway, let's just wait to congratulate the boss on getting off the list."

"Why, are you a good brother, if you are a good brother, explain it to me."

The two were still arguing here, and Zhao Tangtang had already arrived outside the laboratory.

She stopped and stood in the hallway, feeling a little panicked for a while.

On the way over, Zhao Tangtang told herself that Xie Huaichen didn't come to him because she was busy doing experiments during this time, but when she stood at the door, she denied this idea.

What if.

He used to come to him every day, and he hasn't been here since.

Zhao Tangtang can't even remember that he hasn't seen him for a few days, probably because he was used to him before, so every minute and second of the days without him became particularly tormenting.

She hadn't seen her for a few days, but she felt like a year had passed.

Zhao Tangtang mustered up the courage to take a few steps forward, and the first thing that came into her sight was Xie Huaichen's mobile phone on the table.

His mobile phone is upside down, and the phone case has a very special code on it, because few people use it, so Zhao Tangtang will not admit it.

She looked around and didn't see Xie Huaichen, only saw several computer science students facing the computer and didn't know what they were typing, anyway, she couldn't understand any of the codes.

Xie Huaichen's mobile phone is still there, proving that he is indeed in this laboratory.

Zhao Tangtang took a photo of the door and sent it to Xie Huaichen, and then sent another sentence: I came to look for you, you are not here, so I will go back first, can you find time to see me when you are done?

Zhao Tangtang felt that he was really too much like this, and he had obviously rejected others, but what is this now?

And why should he ask people to take time out to see him, what did she say when he wasted his time and energy to see her before?

"Don't waste any more time on me, I don't want to find a boyfriend and I don't want to be in a relationship, I'll never give you what you want, there's no point in you doing this, it will make me feel troubled."

She can still recall the sad look on Xie Huaichen when she heard her say this.

He asked her in a trembling tone, "Do you think I'm causing you trouble?" ”

At that time, she was bent on getting rid of such a dependent emotion, so she didn't take Xie Huaichen's emotions into account at all.

"Yes."

"Okay."

He used his intimate companionship for two months in exchange for not bothering.

Zhao Tangtang thought to himself, I may have really broken his heart.

Thinking so, she saw a girl walk up to Xie Huaichen's table, pick up the phone and take a look, and then press the password to open the phone.

Zhao Tangtang's mobile phone showed that all her messages had been read.

Then the girl put her phone down again.

Zhao Tangtang sighed in his heart.

The person who can casually open his mobile phone to read the message must be someone who is particularly close.

He is so popular in school, it is normal to find a girlfriend.

Zhao Tangtang was so sad that he turned around and left, without any nostalgia.

If you miss it, you miss it.

After all, she pushed him away with her own hands, and she couldn't complain about anyone.