Chapter 67: A touch of tenderness
The old society turned people into ghosts, this sentence, Lu Xiaoqi never really felt it until this moment.
is obviously a beautiful girl, she has become a lamb to the slaughter, and she has made a knife to kill.
In that fatal beauty pageant, the top ten were killed so that only one champion Wang Yunzhi was left, and the blood flowed like a river, and the deaths were all daughters of upper-class people, that is, things that the devil could do.
When Ding Yao raised the knife, Lu Xiaoqi looked at Xie Yan's young and ruthless face, and somehow remembered Ah Yuan, who also lost her loved ones, and Ah Yuan's kindness and stubbornness allowed her to survive two thousand years, and she was able to see the moon when the clouds opened; If Ah Yuan was here at the moment, would she sympathize with Xie Yan?
Ah Yuan has her grandfather, and even Mi Hua has waited in humility to Jiang Jing, who loves him, and thus reconciles with this world.
This Xie Yan really hated that era, and hated it to the point of having nothing.
Seeing Lu Xiaoqi hesitating, Ding Yao disdainful: "What? She has killed so many people, and you still want to pretend to be a saint? ”
Her killing intent has been decided, and she stabbed it with a knife, and the knife went into the flesh and skin!
Ding Yao's eyes widened, she stabbed Lu Xiaoqi's palm, the palm had been pierced, and the blood slowly led down the arm. When she saw it, she angrily pulled the blade back directly, making this man who didn't know how to block the knife for the ghost hurt a lot!
Lu Xiaoqi's face wrinkled, and he clenched his palms: "You also heard her say, she was killed by you like this, and those who came to the dream were afraid that they would be implicated." ”
Ding Yao didn't believe it: "Then what do you want?" Degree? Does she deserve it? Even if she deserves it, I won't! She turned her back in a rage.
Lu Xiaoqi was stabbed by her, but he had to whisper in turn: "Don't be angry......"
He looked at the fearless Xie Yan in front of him: "Your parents died of natural disasters, and even more so because of the coldness of people's hearts, so you have to take revenge on the society on this ground, but have you ever thought that you are the only one who can't help yourself in the troubled times?!" Of the eight people you killed for yourself, maybe they also had their own compulsion? They died innocently, where can this grudge be told? I'm not a saint, I don't care if you fight evil with evil, but if you kill innocents indiscriminately, who can save you? If you occupy other people's dreams, take away other people's longevity thoughts, create the life of your dreams, and win a champion that no one cares about, are you really happy and proud? ”
Xie Yan looked at Lu Xiaoqi coldly, and before he could say anything, Ding Yao sneered:
"If the preaching is useful, will there be evil spirits in this world?"
Lu Xiaoqi ignored Ding Yao and stood in front of Xie Yan, his tone suddenly softened:
"Xie Yan, you should be a lovely girl, the best young girl, but you haven't really been loved, it's not your fault.
You complain about the injustice, but you can change the day, and such a big thing as turning over the poor should not be done by you as a woman to kill people. ”
Xie Yan raised his eyes and stared at Lu Xiaoqi in surprise, as if he wanted to see through him.
Although this young man was covered with wounds, there seemed to be vicissitudes in his eyebrows, and his every move showed the meaning of the world's clarity, and the sense of leisurely and calm, if there was light, it was really different from others, so that she could not underestimate it.
Lu Xiaoqi continued to look at her and said: "The world has never treated you well, others can not love you, but what about yourself?" You have buried your life for something unworthy; Is it really going to go on now? ”
As soon as this question came out, Xie Yan's eyes were empty.
Ding Yao didn't speak, just looked at each other coldly.
Xie Yan's godless eyes suddenly seemed to have light, and two lines of shocking blood and tears flowed out of his eyes.
Lu Xiaoqi was shocked, this was a precursor to Xie Yan's imminent disappearance, she finally understood.
Lu Xiaoqi reluctantly removed all the restraints from Xie Yan's body, allowing her to relax for a moment before disappearing.
When he did this, Ding Yao turned away from him.
Xie Yan slowly knelt on the ground, silently took off the golden silk laurel crown on his head, and pulled up his untimely bent hair, revealing an already delicate face.
Then with a slightly trembling hand, he took out a neatly folded napkin from his arms, and the white napkin was densely covered with small words.
The napkin was spread out, Xie Yan gently rubbed every word on it, and said softly:
"The afternoon before I made the decision to go to Xie Shang, there was no one in the restaurant, only a young man in a long shirt came to have a cup of coffee, he thought I was a waiter, I chatted with him for a while about classical literature, and when he left, he hurriedly wrote a poem that he said he wanted to give it to me, and told me that he was a university teacher and would come to this place every Tuesday afternoon for a cup of coffee......"
Lu Xiaoqi looked at the poem carefully, and said:
“……
There is a sincere heart, so there is no fear of bruises all over the body
No fate is also a reward
Life is too short to think about
If I sing with you
Can you see each other?
Rock sugar, rock sugar, no fragrance, can be sweet in the atrium;
Love what I love, don't hug her, and don't have to bloom.
In April, the flowers bloom
From time to time, there are beautiful women, like a dream
If I sing with you
Can I compliment you on being pretty
Girl, girl, if you go through the wind and frost, don't be sentimental,
Love what you love, not a dream, I'm waiting for you to answer. ”
Lu Xiaoqi only read these key sentences from the long lyrics improvised by the scholar, which is clearly a warm love letter, and it is also a unique romance of that era.
However, that night, Xie Yan dedicated herself to Xie Shang and started a life of firefighting that she couldn't turn back from.
And the next Tuesday, the teacher never saw his rock candy girl again.
Xie Yan left this napkin back then, and now he is crying blood and tears, and he must have been tender in his heart when he received this poem.
But at that time, she was prematurely killed by life and death, which wiped out her daughter's love and cold blood.
She gave up that chance of being redeemed.
Xie Yan's blood and tears rippled with belated remorse and yearning:
"That gentleman's eyebrows and nose are very similar to you......"
The edges of the dream had begun to blur, and the stage she was on had begun to disappear.
She slowly stood up, walked up to Lu Xiaoqi, and smiled sadly:
"Can you, hug me?"
Lu Xiaoqi was only stunned for a moment, and then hugged this bloody girl without hesitation.
Seeing that Lu Xiaoqi agreed to her begging, Xie Yan showed an ordinary girl's smile in her arms that she couldn't actually touch, and she hummed the lyrics softly:
"Girl, girl, if you go through the weather, don't be sentimental,
Love what you love, not a dream, I'll wait for you to answer..."
…… Lu Xiaoqi moved compassion, closed his eyes, and slowly pressed his thumb on the Yin Tang of Xie Yan in his arms:
"If you still have the chance, love yourself."
That smile that had passed by a thousand sails slowly dispersed with the soft voice, and there was not even an echo.
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A ray of sunlight shone on Lu Xiaoqi's eyes, and the knock on the door woke him up, and when he opened his eyes, he saw that it was still a hospital ward, but the two standing in front of him, one was Bai Lin, and the other was Xiao Meng.
Both of them had strange expressions.
Bai Lin is joking, and Xiao Meng is angry.
Lu Xiaoqi was inexplicable, and suddenly his face "Bang!" "The ground is hot!
"Why are you beating me again?" Lu Xiaoqi howled.
Bai Lin raised his eyebrows: "Again?" He grinned even more.
"What are you holding my sister for?!"
Xiao Meng pointed at him and shouted, his momentum was greater than him.
Lu Xiaoqi was sobered up by a slap, and then he saw what Xie Yan was holding in his arms, obviously it was Xiaomeng's sister, Ning Xiaoai.
Ning Xiaoai breathed smoothly, her face was pink, and she slept soundly, so she should be fine.
Lu Xiaoqi hurriedly put down Ning Xiaoai gently, slipped out of bed, and raised his hands to justify: "I'm really here to help her push the acupoint meridians and help her heal, I'll fall asleep when I'm too sleepy, really!" I didn't do anything! ”
He was speechless, looking at the piercing wound on his left palm, touching his hot cheeks, ignoring Xiao Meng, who was so angry that he was about to explode, and was about to go to Ding Yao to settle accounts.
This girl declares her personal vendetta, she lets herself go and let Xiaomeng see it, it's obviously deliberate!
rushed out of the ward, and met Ding Yao's pair of cold eyes, Lu Xiaoqi was not angry, first showed his shoulders in anger, then palms, and finally pointed to his cheeks:
"Are you a rescuer brought in by the monkeys?! I think you're the Assassin who brought me to torture me, right? ”
He pointed to the ward: "You go!" Go and tell her that I didn't despise her sister! ”
Ding Yao listened very calmly, and a smirk hung on the corner of her mouth:
"What, is your reputation valuable?"
Lu Xiaoqi suddenly wilted like a deflated ball: "That's what I said!" ”
Seeing Lu Xiaoqi's loveless expression, Ding Yao couldn't help but smile.
The smile was as bright and pleasant as the snow melted and the peach spring dawn, Lu Xiaoqi looked at it with a full eye, his expression was dull for a moment, and he swallowed all the questions back into his stomach, and then he went to the nurse to bandage the wound in frustration.
The nurse said she couldn't understand: "Lu Xiaoqi, I remember that when you came the day before yesterday, it was a matter of your shoulder, and yesterday morning, suddenly there was another big hole in my heart; Why, now there is a hole in the palm of your hand? You came to the hospital, did you really come for treatment? ”
Lu Xiaoqi didn't know how to answer, so he just smiled and planned to perfunctory. At this time, the door opened, and Xiaomeng helped her sister to stand at the door and asked, "Where is Director Zhang?" My sister woke up and said that it was much better and asked him to take a look. ”
The head nurse responded while carefully bandaging Lu Xiaoqi: "I'm going to do a ward round, you can wait a minute!" ”
Xiao Meng agreed, took Xiao Ai to sit on the bench at the door, and didn't forget to glare at Lu Xiaoqi fiercely.
Lu Xiaoqi smiled, waited until the bandage was done, took the medicine again, and walked out of the door, but this time he was stopped by Ning Xiaoai:
"Hey, this... Little brother? I think you seem familiar, have we met before? ”
Lu Xiaoqi thought to herself, wouldn't she be able to see herself in her dreams? Fortunately, at this time, Xiaomeng said quickly:
"Isn't that the bastard who sang about love at your wedding party? Qingtong Lane loser merryman, Young Master Lu! ”
Ning Xiaoai suddenly realized: "Ao...... Is that you? Hahahaha! She covered her mouth and laughed, looking really lively and vivid like Xiaomeng's family.
Xiao Meng hurriedly asked her sister to ignore this kind of person, seeing that Xiao Meng herself also looked unladylike, Lu Xiaoqi held back a long breath and shouted loudly:
"Discharged! Get out of here! ”
Bai Lin hurriedly ran over and looked left and right: "Why are you in such a hurry, reincarnated?" ”
Lu Xiaoqi was not angry: "Find a place where no one slapped me and no one stabbed me!" ”