It's always easy to talk to smart people.

"Hmm." Xiao Yu closed his eyes, and after responding, his throat trembled.

"2029 is just 20 years from now." Su Yueze smiled calmly and comforted, "How can there be no future, and you will ...... in 20 years It's not big, at most just forty years old, I think at the beginning, President Sun of the Republic of China and Mrs. Song, didn't there was an age difference. ”

"It's different...... Xiao Yu's throat couldn't help rolling, "Jiang Ling is her father, Chu Chu is her mother, she must have been a princess since birth, if I don't achieve anything at that time, and my youth is not there, it would be offensive to look at a girl like her......"

"Brother, I can't get Xiao Jiang anymore."

"Ayu, are you at home? Did you take your medicine on time today? ”

Xiao Yu didn't reply, he put down his mobile phone and got up and went back to the bedroom, lying on the bed and casually pulling the quilt to cover his head.

No, he had to sleep.

All this is fake, and a good sleep will definitely restore it to his ideal country.

……

Sadness and despair are the last emotions that people want to experience, but they will come suddenly.

Some feelings, in the fervent joy and excitement, cannot be discerned how deep.

And sadness is the most accurate measure of feelings.

Even Xiao Yu himself didn't want to believe it, and the despair that welled up in his heart after realizing that he would never get Jiang Ye Nahe would hurt him seven inches more than the destruction of his family.

When the world was quiet, and he lay motionless on the bed, the beauty in his head quickly fell apart, and the psychological pain made him feel like he was going to die, and the pain around the heart was painful, the pain was suffocating, the pain was so painful that every cell was spasmodic, and every nerve in the spirit was about to collapse.

His eyes were red and messy, but in the eyes of the desperate storm, there were no tears left.

No one is born strong and can carry the severe pain on his body for a long time, and he can't do it anyway.

It was so uncomfortable that he needed to use outside forces to calm it down.

By the way, he hasn't taken his medicine yet.

He fell out of bed, even the crawling belt fell into the living room, and with trembling hands turned on his medicine against depression and anxiety, without even water, he swallowed it directly on the sofa, covering his face in the pillow.

At this time, the ninth middle school was on holiday.

Recently, Jiang Ye Nahe was also in a bad mood, which caused her aunt to be disordered and suffered from menstrual cramps.

She was in the toilet at this time, and suddenly heard a conversation in the toilet corridor on the back: "Yuejie, it's getting dark, why are you going back to the county seat?" ”

Su Yuejie smiled: "I won't go back today, my brother asked me to go to Brother Xiao Yu's house first and ask him to go out for dinner, and then go to the library to wait for my brother, my brother has issued a scholarship, saying that he will take me shopping tomorrow and buy me a new dress for the New Year!" ”

"Wow, it's good to have a brother!" Su Yuejie's classmates sighed enviously, and then said: "Speaking of Senior Xiao Yu, I haven't seen him at school at all recently, I heard before that he and Senior Sister Nai He are very likely to be in love, but half of this senior year of high school has passed, and they don't stay together often, what's going on?" ”

Su Yuejie said: "Brother Xiao Yu and my brother seem to be very busy doing the program!" ”

"Alas, could it be that Senior Xiao Yu likes you?" The words of the senior sister made Jiang Ye Naihe's expression immediately freeze.

Su Yuejie hurriedly retorted: "Don't talk nonsense, how can I be worthy of Brother Xiao Yu!" ”

"Why! The romance has been written, and the big school grass likes you to be pure and good-looking, and she is overly beautiful and excellent like Sister Naihe, and she is a supporting actress! ”

At this time, the romance texts were basically ancient Mary Sue. The heroine is ordinary, and some of them are even quite stupid.

Su Yuejie's voice was shy: "Don't talk nonsense! ”

"How can you say nonsense, someone in our grade played a game and added it to Sister Naihe's QQ, saying that there are photos with handsome foreign guys in her space, those foreigners are high-achieving students at Harvard, Sister Nai He is good at studying, beautiful people, and good family background, people will definitely find handsome, rich and excellent men as boyfriends in the future, although Senior Xiao Yu is also very good, but after all, the family has suffered a loss!"

"That's right, the eldest lady must not touch the spring water with her fingers, Yuejie, you can cook and take care of people, in fact, how suitable for a person to live a life of senior Xiao Yu! And Senior Xiao Yu is also a very strong boy at first glance, strong boys like girls who can look up to him, too good girls will not only make people feel humble, but also have too much sense of crisis, otherwise the two of them can be together, they would have been together for a long time! ”

Hearing this, Jiang Ye Nahe's stomach hurt even more.

It's about to spend the third winter in the 00s, but I've never thought it was so cold before.

The words of those first-year high school girls actually made a lot of sense, which made her feel a strong decline in her heart.

Ten seconds later, she heard several girls walking out, and heard Su Yuejie's voice answering the phone: "Hey, brother...... Well, you say......"

Xiao Yu took medicine and was bored on the sofa for an hour, and his despair of devouring bone marrow was not half alleviated, but became more and more serious.

In particular, the heart palpitations became more and more intense, and every time he was about to fall asleep, his heart would beat dullly, pulling him back to the cruel reality that he didn't want to face and couldn't get out.

He wanted to sleep, especially to!

He shifted his face and focused on the medicine he had just taken, one of which was designed to aid sleep.

He stared for a long time, his hands fluttering as his discolored pupils fluttered.

He felt the medicine, which contained very small white pills, and more than a dozen.

He ate it all.

This medicine can't kill him, but it will definitely make him sleep for a long time.

Drugs are nothing more than a fusion of most chemical components, and the effects of an overdose are as good as those of opium poppy.

And those medicines did not make him fall asleep as Xiao Yu expected, and even affected his central nervous system, making his body, which carried a fragile soul, extremely uncomfortable.

He felt like many insects and ants crawling and gnawing under the surface of his skin, and gradually, his vision changed.

The arm in front of him was not an arm, it became an old piece of wood in his eyes, and there were many poisonous insects crawling on it, black and dense, especially infiltrating!

But this illusion really made him ignore what he was sad about just now, and he was completely occupied by those "poisonous insects" at the moment!

It's scary, how can there be so many "bugs"!

He picked up the leftover water on the table and poured it on it, but it didn't work!

He reached for the lighter on the table and burned it......

Well, his arm hurts, and those poisonous insects actually bit him, and the bite feels like a fire!

"." He was completely consumed by the drug-induced hallucinations, and a swear word burst out of his mouth, then he picked up the fruit knife on the table and stabbed the poisonous insect on the "rotten wood" in his eyes.

You have to rip off these infiltrating bugs!

And just when the "poisonous insects" were pierced by him one by one, and the blood stained the "rotten wood", there was a sense of pain and despair that slowly merged, and finally formed a feeling similar to paralysis and the disappearance of the five senses, he was finally comfortable, and his eyelids lost their strength......

A relaxed smile appeared on the young man's collapsed face, and the next second, his body fell heavily to the ground, and the eyes that always sparkled when he saw the girl gradually dimmed, and finally closed.

He could finally sleep.

In the lonely and empty home, the last sound came out, and it was the sound of Xiao Yu's blood-flowing arm rubbing the coffee table and falling to the floor.

There were seven or eight bleeding wounds on that good-looking and lean little arm, and in the passage of minutes and seconds, blood stained the warm apricot sweater on his body.

- Xiao Jiang, I knew that I had such a lot of stamina to love you, so I really didn't know you at the beginning.

Half an hour after Xiao Yu fainted, there was a nervous knock on the door of his house, and Su Yuejie's panicked shout came from outside the door: "Brother Xiao Yu, are you at home?" ”

She even shouted more than a dozen times, and as soon as she bit her lip, she bent down and turned up the floor mat outside, and there was really a key underneath!

This is what her brother called him to tell him before, saying that Xiao Yu was in a bad mood, although he had been relying on drugs to support his emotions, he still couldn't be stimulated, and it was easy to get into the horns.

Then told her to hurry up to Xiao Yu's house to find him, see what he was doing, and if he didn't open the door, get a spare key under the floor mat.

It was specially left by Xiao Yu to Su Yueze, once during the period when Xiao Yu's father died and his mother left, he wanted to commit suicide, so he said something like that to Su Yueze-

Brother, if you suddenly can't find me for a few days, and you can't contact me, it may be that I am dead, and if I die, I will definitely die at home, and then I will put a spare key for you under the floor mat, you can use it as you like, and then I will do a funeral.

The next second the girl got the key to open the door......

"Ahh

……

Jiang Ye Nahe didn't go home, she dragged her stomach with severe pain and stayed near Xiao Yu's house.

A little sad, a little apprehensive.

Su Yuejie said before that she was going to go out to eat with Xiao Yu, she thought, wait until they are behind and then secretly observe whether Xiao Yu really likes Su Yueze's gentle and gentle sister.

However, she lingered for a long time and didn't wait for the two of them to appear, but saw an ambulance drive out of Xiao Yu's neighborhood and quickly left.

The whistling sound of the ambulance was terrifying and tragic, and Jiang Ye Nahe sniffed and went home mournful.

The extreme cold in the middle of winter, coupled with low immunity during the menstrual period, she fell ill when she returned home, with fever and vomiting.

He Chu has recently prepared for the school exam, and he has freedom of movement, and the Jiang family has no objection to Jiang Ling's early love, and even his grandfather wishes that Jiang Ling could bring He Chu back every day, and He Chu is unwilling to face his stepmother, so he simply lives in his boyfriend's house shamelessly!

Mom and Dad are getting sweeter and sweeter, her father has changed from a silly dog to a licking dog, and He Chu's fart is fragrant.

Jiang Ling wanted to peel an apple for her to eat, but before peeling the apple, she was peeling an orange.

She said weakly: "Jiang Ling, it seems that it is not good to eat oranges when you have a cold." ”

Jiang Ling said calmly: "Oh, I'll peel Chu Chu, and when I peel it for her, I'll cut it for you." ”

said that the good daughter was the lover of her father's last life, phew, nothing.

I really want to have a good life with Xiao Yu.

She rolled over, took out her mobile phone from under the pillow, and sent a text message to Xiao Yu anxiously: [It's annoying, I have a fever. ]