Chapter 40: I am Gongzi Xiaobai
The mother-in-law's words, and the firm little happiness in her words, made the young master's heart tremble, and his waist groove ached, he understood the most basic belief in survival, and understood a mother's expectations for her children.
This may be what the military doctor Tongguan called "chance".
This reminded him of "Yang Erniang", the mother who has lived firmly for at least fifteen years.
Is "Erniang" also firmly living, waiting for me to go back, waiting for me to get married and have children, and then take care of the children for me.
I have long since lost the idea of living, and the words of my mother-in-law who live such a hard life, although they are bland, are like thunder on a sunny day, blowing up myself who escaped with death, and there is another way to solve that dead knot - to attack and solve those who want to kill Xiaobai.
I need to change, become as determined as my mother-in-law, survive firmly, and stick to the bottom line of minimum survival, whether it is for Erniang or for myself.
I still remember that day in Chi Scale Academy, Zi Jing once said: "It doesn't matter who you are, what matters is your choice!"
It doesn't matter who I am, the way I can choose to survive is the most important, I am Zhou Liang, I am the master, or the son Xiaobai, if I blindly avoid and fear, it is impossible to change the situation of dying.
Let a strong self stand up, even if it is exposed, who can help me?
Who can help me?
Who can help me?
The master repeated this sentence in his heart. Every time it is like a hammer beating the heart, it is not painful, but the more you beat it, the more it is firmer, and the more you beat it, the more powerful it becomes.
Seeing that Zhou Liang's eyes were blurred, the mother-in-law stopped bothering, went to the stove, picked up the gruel with almost no rice and drank it. Although the days are hard, there is hope.
What the mother-in-law said is nothing more than the survival belief that an ordinary ordinary person insists on sticking to, maybe not all for the children, but no matter what it is, facing the various flavors of life, rather than escaping, this is the most appropriate thing, within the scope of the mother-in-law's ability, what she will do in the future is ordinary, but it touched the heart of the master.
It's not that I don't understand how to do it, but when I understand, I'm still looking for reasons to stick to my previous choice. The same is true for Xiao Ye, even if he understands that being strong can resist everything, but he has been worried about whether he can be strong or not.
In the mother-in-law, living poor and strong, this is strong. And the strength of the master is by no means the supreme title on the dragon chair in the high palace, but a brave heart, a heart that bravely faces all the intruders.
Xiao Ye may have figured it out, he chooses to face it, face this time and space where there are murderous machines everywhere, live, protect all the people around him who are worthy of protection, and if there is a chance, return to Erniang.
The heart is like a jar of water, the more ups and downs, the more you can't see the things in the altar, and at this time, the master's heart is calm, he sees the choice he should have, and sees the future.
Born from the heart, the young master's eyes at this time are not blurred, but firm. He got up and came to his mother-in-law, and when he saw the thin gruel in his mother-in-law's bowl, he knew the bitterness in it.
"Mother-in-law, what tiring work can I do at home?" The master asked.
"Hey, I have neighbors Dahu and Erhu to help, and I don't need you. Rest well, and don't get drunk like this in the future. The mother-in-law replied.
"Thank you mother-in-law for taking me in, I'm fine, I'll go back to Jiangyang, my mother-in-law can tell me the name of your brother who guards the border and the barracks he belongs to, maybe I can let him come back as soon as possible, and I have fulfilled your wish."
"Zhou Liang, you sell pork, how can you have such great ability, I am not in a hurry, as long as there is no war at the border pass, my son will be able to return from military service in two more years. And yesterday, in the north of this village, the lord and a fool were almost intercepted and killed, many people died, someone in the village went to see, it was called a miserable, there were few people in the early morning, and if you want to leave, you will wait until noon when there are many people to walk. Listen to my mother-in-law. ”
The master listened carefully, waited for the mother-in-law to finish speaking, and said calmly: "Mother-in-law, I am the stupid son you said, the third son of the Su Gong of Dongsheng Kingdom, Xiaobai." ”
The mother-in-law was afraid that she had misheard, so she widened her eyes and looked carefully, and stammered: "You, don't lie to me!" ”
"How can you deceive your mother-in-law, look at the waist card on this waist."
Mother-in-law countryman has never seen what Chi Scale Academy's waist card, seeing that this waist card material is extraordinary, and I believe the words of the master, but she was still talking about the stupid boy just now, this heart chuckled, the hand holding the bowl no longer obeyed the call, the pottery bowl overturned, fell to the ground and fell in half, the pottery bowl fragments were still swinging, and the mother-in-law couldn't stand the fear, and her body softened.
The young master hugged his mother-in-law and said, "Mother-in-law, don't be afraid, it's too late to be grateful, how can I blame you." ”
The mother-in-law was a little relieved when she heard this, and was helped by the master to sit up.
"Childe is a fool, blame me for listening to the wind and raining, don't blame you."
"No blame, no blame, now you say that it is possible for me to let your son come back as soon as possible?"
The mother-in-law is still doubting whether the son will blame him, and after hearing that the son wants to help his son come back as soon as possible, this hanging heart fell to the ground.
"I have a letter, and it says that you can take the number of your son's garrison." As she spoke, the mother-in-law went to the window, lifted the mat, and found two neatly pressed letters.
"In the letter, my wife is illiterate, so my son will help me take a look."
Xiao Ye took the letter, read it roughly, he found that half of the letter was nonsense, and the other half was a word of peace to each other, but fortunately, the team number was mentioned in the first letter, and Xiao Ye remembered it in his heart. He put the letter away and gave it to his mother-in-law.
"Mother-in-law, I remember. You take the letter. ”
"Where did you write it down? Don't be mistaken. ”
"It's all here, mother-in-law can rest assured that it won't be wrong." Xiao Ye said while pointing to the door of his head. The mother-in-law understood that the brain was used to remember information, so she had to nod her head and thank you again and again.
The master said goodbye to his mother-in-law, walked up with a big walk, took every step with his best efforts, and then stomped strongly when the hind foot landed, this action is like the walking of modern soldiers, maybe no one can understand why the master walks like this, but he can definitely feel the aura of walking, confident and powerful.
Ran, who was guarding in the distance, of course, also saw the change of Xiaoye, and that pace understood that Xiaobai had been reborn. Then he stopped hiding and fell in front of the master.
"Master, please accept the apprenticeship." The master was stunned, he never thought that the master would always follow. Since he recognized Xiaobai's identity, he no longer hesitated, and immediately knelt on the ground and bowed.
"Apprentice, get up, you're finally back, but more than half of it has come back, and there are some special things about you, I'm afraid you haven't come back yet." Ran shook his head and said.
"Please ask Master for advice." The master still knelt down and didn't ask.
"Go back to Jiangyang first, and talk slowly in the future." Ran said.
Most of the information about Xiaobai was told by Xiaobai that night, and some things are naturally not very clear.