Xu Jinyan didn't bring a driver, he came by himself today.

This time, without the other party opening his mouth, Xu Jinyan drove the car directly to the gate of the community last time.

"You wait for me." Jiang Xuyue got out of the car, but she didn't enter the community in front of her, and walked across the road.

Originally, I wanted to leave a trace of dignity for myself, but now, I can't help her.

Xu Jinyan's gaze fell on the old urban village opposite, and his brows couldn't help frowning.

As the weather gets cooler, the daylight hours are getting shorter and shorter, and it's almost dark when you get home from work at night.

Jiang Xuyue was walking in the alley, and suddenly heard a sound of footsteps behind her, and the footsteps followed her all the time

The urban village is full of people and snakes, and from time to time there are some gangsters or something, Jiang Xuyue's heart can't help but lift, and she unconsciously grabs the bag on her body. She suddenly turned around as she walked downstairs to the old house she rented.

I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief when I saw the figure behind her clearly, and then said, "Didn't you wait for me in the car?" ”

Xu Jinyan saw her reaction in her eyes, and her mood couldn't help but sink a little, but she didn't show anything in front of the other party, but said in her usual casual tone: "It's all here, don't you invite me to go up and sit down?" ”

Jiang Xuyue pursed her lips, but finally couldn't say the words of refusal: "Come on!" Let him see her living situation clearly as soon as possible, and he can understand the gap between the two people earlier, and there is no need to do meaningless entanglements.

Of course, the other party will come here just because of an umbrella.

It's just that what didn't come to fruition more than two years ago won't come of it now.

The moment he stepped into the room, Xu Jinyan's brows couldn't help frowning again.

The place where she lived was worse than she had imagined.

The whole house is not as big as one of its own bedrooms, and the inside is almost as clear as it can be. In addition to the toilet, the small ones can only put down a bed, a small sofa, and a computer desk.

I don't know how she lived in such an environment as a girl.

However, although the place is small, it is very tidy.

"The place is a bit small, just sit down!" Jiang Xuyue was mentally prepared the moment she agreed to him to go upstairs, no matter what the other party saw, it was her truest life.

Xu Jinyan silently entered the room and sat down on the sofa. Because she didn't think that someone would come, she bought the kind of lazy sofa, which was small and short, and the other party's 1.8 meters long legs sat on it and looked very aggrieved, and even a little ridiculous.

Jiang Xuyue poured a glass of water and handed it to him, "There is nothing else to drink at home, if you don't mind, drink some water!" ”

Xu Jinyan took the cup but didn't drink it, but raised his head to look at the other party and said, "Let's change places!" ”

Jiang Xuyue didn't speak, put down the cup and prepared to turn around.

was grabbed by Xu Jinyan's wrist, "I said change places, it's too unsafe for you to live in this kind of place as a girl." ”

"It's my business."

Jiang Xuyue withdrew her hand, then walked to the door and picked up the umbrella she kept behind the door and said: "Your umbrella is here, thank you for sending me back last time, my family is too small, it is inconvenient to have one more person, so I won't keep you more." ”

"Jiang Xuyue, I'm serious." Xu Jinyan frowned.

Jiang Xuyue raised her eyes and looked at him: "I'm not joking with you, I know that you are thinking about my safety, but I have my own measure." ”

"You live alone in this kind of place, what if something happens? If it's because of the money, I can ......"

Before he could finish speaking, he was interrupted by Jiang Xuyue: "Enough, I know you mean well, but you really don't need to, I can protect myself." ”

"How do you protect yourself if you meet the bad guys?" Xu Jinyan asked angrily.

Jiang Xuyue pursed her lips, took a deep breath and said, "Do you know why I didn't want to be with you in the first place? It's because I don't want to be like this, and you make me feel so embarrassed. ”

"You know I didn't mean to look down on you." Xu Jinyan frowned.

"But when two people are together, if their status is not equal, there will be a lot of contradictions, and the mentality will be easily unbalanced. Like now, have you ever thought that your words will embarrass me and make me feel embarrassed? You won't, because you're not me, you can't understand my situation, so you can't empathize, that's the gap between the two of us. ”

"I just wanted to help you."

Jiang Xuyue: "But you haven't thought about whether I need it?" ”

"Why not? People will encounter difficulties at times, why refuse help from others? Is self-esteem really more important than your own safety? What's more, you know, that money doesn't mean much to me. You can pay me back when you have the money later. "Even if it's between friends, isn't it normal to borrow money? He didn't understand why the other party was angry because of this.

"Don't you understand? I just don't want the two of us to be in that relationship. I'm short of money, but I'm not at the point where I need help. I don't feel happy when you do that, I feel humiliated. It will make her feel that she ran to him again and again to brush up on her presence, and it will make her feel how ridiculous the things she has done in front of him before.

"Why do you think this is relief? Isn't it okay to help it as a friend to each other? ”

"No way!" Because it's you, you can't treat it with a normal heart.

"No one would want to live in a place like this!" "But as you can see, with my current ability, I can only afford to rent here." Money may be just a number to you, but not to me. "All of this is a reminder of the gap between the two.

"Life doesn't make me feel embarrassed, but you will. So, please don't bother me in the future. Even if you see me, don't talk to me, just don't know me? I'm asking you! ”

"You just don't want to see me?" Her words made Xu Jinyan feel uncomfortable, he didn't mean to humiliate the other party, but the other party always had an attitude of rejecting people thousands of miles away.

Jiang Xuyue felt that the two were not on the same channel at all, and the other party didn't understand her thoughts at all, and she couldn't understand her mood, so she didn't intend to say anything more, "It's late, I won't keep you." Go back early! ”

was rejected again and again, Xu Jinyan's temper couldn't help but come up, and he got up and said: "Count me nosy and self-inflicted!" After saying that, he hurriedly went out the door.

When he walked past her, he didn't take the umbrella with him.