Ten years ago, I was lonely and secretly went to the hospital to have an abortion, the dilapidated small township hospital, the moldy walls, the disdainful eyes, how I survived those helpless days. After I came out of the hospital, I was alone in bed for a week, and if my aunt hadn't come to me, I would have died!

"Xiao Jiu, don't mention it again, please don't mention it!"

"What, I can't stand it anymore? Do you know how I survived my eight years in prison? I think about my little separation every day, thinking about my little separation without me, alone outside, suffering and suffering. Nineteen's voice on the other end of the line choked up and began to growl. I worked hard every day to live and perform, and I was finally able to get out of prison two years early, just to see you one day earlier! You've never been to see me once in the past eight years! You have never replied to any of my letters to you! Scold! As a result, as soon as I was released from prison, people told me that my Xiaoli had abandoned me, and that he had left the country ten years ago and disappeared without a trace. Shili, how can you betray me like this! Beat our children, forget our past, marry someone else, get married and have children! How can you? I've been in prison for eight years, worrying about you, worrying about you, but you're out there and happy with others! You ruthless and unrighteous woman! ”

I leaned against the tree and couldn't cry: "Xiao Jiu, if you want to hate, hate me, I beg you, give me Xiaomeng!" Give it back! ”

My legs went limp, it became difficult to breathe, I stood up violently, suddenly my brain was starved of oxygen, my eyes went black, I fell to the ground, my eyelids struggled to open, and I gradually lost consciousness. I remembered that Bai Nian often told me: Shili, you have low blood sugar, usually squat for a long time, don't be in a hurry to stand up, slow down for a while.

Where are you?

The screeching sound of the car pierced my eardrums, and a black car drove towards me, stopping in front of me, a pair of white sneakers stepped on the corner of my eye, a pair of slender legs bent and squatted down, and out of the corner of my eye, I only saw a black shirt collar,

A pair of hands grabbed my shoulders and shook them vigorously, and I heard a voice from a distant hell

"Xiao Li, Xiao Li!"

I was completely unconscious.

The Lord said, "All the sins you have suffered in this life are due to the debts you have committed in your previous life, and I don't know what I owe to the nineteen fathers and sons in my previous life!" There is no end to such punishment in this life.

"Xiaoli, give you milk. Drink it! ”

"Xiao Jiu, where did you come from? The family has no money to buy milk. ”

"Why do you care so much? Drink it for you! I'm about to take the high school entrance examination, how can I keep up without nutrition. ”

"Don't bully her! Xiaoli is mine! Get lost. ”

"Xiao Jiu, don't fight."

"I tell you, whoever dares to bully my Xiaoli, I chop off your fingers!"

"Xiaoli, are you waiting? Come on, I'll carry you. ”

"Xiao Jiu, don't come to pick me up in the future."

"I don't feel at ease when you go home alone after school, my Xiaoli looks so beautiful."

"Xiao Jiu, I'm one year older than you, you should call me sister."

"In my heart, I will always be older than you."

"Dad! What about money? Where's the money? Take out the money and pay the tuition for Xiao Li! ”

"You little bastard! Dare to threaten you with a knife! You don't want to live anymore! ”

"Dad, get the money out! Don't push me! ”

"Little bastard, I won't give it! Ten away from that drag oil bottle and her mother a Dexing! It's useless, and I still eat Lao Tzu and Lao Tzu! I'm telling you, if you want her to study, don't even think about it! After raising her for a few years, it's time for Lao Tzu to work and make money! ”

"Old gambler! Give me the money! ”

"Nineteen, you little bastard, eat things inside and out, I won't let that oil bottle read, there is a kind of chopping on your old man!"

"Dad! You forced me! ”

"Ahh Little mongrel! You're really chopping! I've chopped you white-eyed wolf! ”

"Don't, Xiao Jiu, don't, Xiao Jiu!" I was so frightened that I hid outside the door, my arm was red from my stepfather's belt, and when I looked through the crack in the door, I saw Nineteen raising a kitchen knife and slashing at my stepfather's belly, blood! A large patch of blood spurted out! The stepfather fell to the ground with his bleeding stomach in his hands,

Nineteen held up his knife and trembled with his hands. The blood-devouring eyes were ruthless: "Dad! If you dare not let Xiao leave to go to school again, don't blame me for being unkind! ”

The stepfather took out a bank passbook from his trouser pocket and smashed it in Nineteen's face: "You little bastard! Lao Tzu was blind and gave birth to such a white-eyed wolf like you! ”

Nineteen threw down the kitchen knife, picked up the bloody passbook, rushed into the room, and excitedly held up the bloody passbook to me. I'm happier than I can go to school: "Xiaoli, I have money to pay you tuition." Walk! ”

Nineteen pulled me into a panic, ran out of the house, rode a motorcycle directly to the bank, withdrew the money and rushed to the school to help me pay the tuition.

On the way back, I grabbed the corner of his clothes and asked, "Xiao Jiu, why are you so kind to me." ”

"When you grow up, you'll be my woman, and I'm not good to you, but to anyone."

"Xiaoli, we are sisters and brothers, we can't be together."

"Fuck my brother and sister, we're not related by blood."

In the first week after school started, Xiao Jiu came to pick me up, but my index finger was empty, gone!

"Xiao Jiu, what's wrong with your fingers?"

"It's fine."

"Xiao Jiu, what's going on with your hands?"

"Didn't I slash my dad, and I was held down by my son and chopped off a finger."

"Xiao Jiu! I'm sorry! ”