Chapter 37 The language of love conveys between the snowflakes
After Xue Nan became a prostitute, but she never accepted customers, and was beaten by the old bustard from time to time, Xue Nan's heart always remembered Nangong Ling, she wanted to escape to find him, and wanted to live a happy life, so year after year, the four seasons changed, in winter, snowflakes fell in the sky, Xue Nan stood under the window and prayed, hoping to see Nangong Ling again, even if it was one side.
In the evening, when the carriage passed, Xue Nan tore down the curtains and tied them into knots1, trying to climb down from the window, she carefully climbed to the windowsill, and then successfully escaped from the brothel with her hands holding the rope made of curtain cloth, she hid in all directions, climbed over one hill after another, until the night, the snow was getting heavier and heavier, she was unable to walk, her face was red from the cold, she was trembling against the tree, rubbing her hands and breathing hot air, at this time many horses' hooves and human voices slowly approached Xue Nan, "Who? Xue Nan was a little wary.
"Strategist, there seems to be someone over there?" A small soldier on horseback reported to his advisor, pointing ahead, and the advisor was leading a large group of men and horses on their way into the city, passing by here.
"Oh, how can there be so many people in this cold and snowy place? It can't be an enemy spy, right? I'll see for myself. The military advisor rode forward, "Ride! "Whipping the horsewhip, in fact, the military advisor is Nangong Ying, who has been removed from the immortal register.
"Huh?" Hearing the sound of horses' hooves coming here, the snow girl nervously put her legs and ran.
"Stop!" The military advisor Nangong Ying was chasing behind, of course, it was still fast, he quickly caught up with Xuenan, he got off the horse and grabbed her fiercely, because it was too dark, and he didn't see her face clearly.
"Let it go!" Xue Nan struggled, and then took a deep bite of Nangong Ying's hand, leaving deep tooth marks.
"Ahh Nangong Ying's bitten hand hurt, so she let go of her hand, just when Xue Nan wanted to try to escape again, unfortunately, Nangong Ying's guard with a knife stopped the guard was very strong, his hair was curly and messy from back to back, and he held a knife at Xue Nan to stop her.
"Who are you? A few people bullied me as a weak woman, shameless. Xue Nan angrily scolded at the guard with the knife.
"The Protector is here, how can you be a yellow-haired girl and a little liar to go wild?" The guards with knives dismounted and were about to slash Xue Nan to death.
"Stop." Nangong Ying shouted, and the guards with knives stopped, "The girl is so late, why is it in this wilderness?" ”
"What? Where I am, this is my freedom. Xue Nan plucked up her courage and said.
"Aren't you afraid of death?" Nangong Ying said contemptuously.
"I heard that you are the Protector of the Army? If such a big official of yours comes to kill me as an unarmed girl, will it insult your honorable dragon? Xue Nan said, looking at Nangong Ying.
"Commander of the Army." The soldiers caught up with Nangong Ying's footsteps, they lit torches, the torches illuminated the woods, the scenery of snowflakes falling down was illuminated and looked very beautiful, Xue Nan was also fascinated by the beautiful scenery, she thought of Nangong Ling, the corners of her mouth smiled, one hand held up the snowflakes, the snowflakes floated in the palm of Xue Nan's hand and bulged, Xue Nan looked fascinated.
"If you want to kill me, although my wish in this life has not been fulfilled, but the memory that I have can also make me die a beautiful death, and I will be satisfied without sadness." Xue Nan said with tears running through the corners of her eyes.
"Huh?" Nangong Ying was about to make fun of her, but when the torch illuminated Xue Nan's face, Nangong Ying was instantly stunned, "Why are you?" "The boss with his mouth open.
"What? Strategist? Do you know me? Xue Nan suddenly felt that Nangong Ying was pretending to be a good person, and felt that he seemed to be very ridiculous, "Pretend to know me?" And then pity me? And then trample on me? ”
"How can you think that? Have you experienced anything bad? Nangong Ying said and frowned.
"There are no bad things, it's just that I used to trust others too much and left scars in my heart." As she spoke, Xue Nan lifted her bangs, revealing a scar on her forehead, which was left by the old bustard when she beat her, "If you want to kill someone, you will cut your poop." He said coldly, and then he pulled out the sword that Nangong Ying was carrying with him and handed it to him, letting him hold the sword against him, "Come on, kill me." ”
Nangong Ying listened to Xue Nan's words and saw the scar on her forehead, and looked very distressed, "Did I say I was going to kill you?" Did you come here because you were hunted down, snow? There was a tenderness in his voice.
Hearing Nangong Ying call her Xue, Xue Nan's eyes widened in surprise, "How do you know my name is Xue Nan?" She asked.
"We may have seen it in our dreams." Saying that, Nangong Ying put away the sword in her hand, then walked in front of Xue Nan, looked at her with a surprised expression, and then lifted her forehead, looked at the scar on her forehead as if she was dripping blood, looked at Xue Nan affectionately, and then stroked her face, looking very distressed, "I'm sorry, I said I wanted to protect you, I missed the appointment." As he spoke, a tear crossed the corner of his eye.
Xue Nan had a strange feeling, as if she had seen this person somewhere, was it really in a dream? How could that be, she thought to herself?
"We're here tonight." Nangong Ying turned to the soldiers and said.
"Yes." The soldiers answered the road together and began to move.
"Snow, can I call you that? I'll call you that way from now on, okay?" Nangong Ying turned her gaze to Xue Nan and looked very affectionate, "Tell me your story, okay?" As he spoke, he lit a fire with a spell and sat down beside the fire with a snow girl.
"I don't know your name yet?" Xue Nan looked at Nangong Ying seriously and asked.
"Under the surname Nan, the name Gongying." Nangong Ying said, and then used a spell to conjure up some firewood and throw it into the fire.
"What do you name like?" Xue Nan looked at Nangong Ying with wide eyes.
"Who? Which he? Hehe. Nangong Ying pretended not to understand anything, but in fact, he already knew it in his heart.
"Nope." Xue Nan didn't want to ask so much, so she smiled.
"Snow, can you tell me your story?" Nangong Ying showed a very sincere appearance.
"I'm just a poor girl, how can my story be as wonderful as you high-ranking officials and dignitaries." Xue Nan said, throwing wood into the fire as well.
"I like to hear stories about ordinary people like you, in fact, I also want to live the life of ordinary people." Nangong Ying said and looked at Xue Nan expectantly, as if she wanted to express something.
"Our family is very poor, reluctant to buy new clothes to wear, only the Chinese New Year can eat meat, usually only vegetarian, because my father died very early, I and my mother depended on each other, never thought of leaving my hometown, but my heart always looked forward to one day can leave the village to see the wonderful world outside, this may be just a bubble-like fantasy, in our hometown, the life of the villagers are very honest and simple, and then my mother died, I came to the outside of this world of flowers, was deceived and played, Do you think I should trust the world anymore? Xue Nan said and looked at Nangong Ying's eyes affectionately, as if she wanted him to tell her the answer.
"I don't know what you've been through, but I believe that as long as you want to be happy, the beauty won't disappear." Nangong Ying smiled as she spoke, and turned her gaze to the fire, as if thinking about something.
"I thought about it when I was hungry, but I think a dream is just a dream, and now that my mother and father have been lost, I really feel like I'm the only one left in the world." Xue Nan fell into mourning as she spoke.
At this time, the snowflakes were getting bigger and bigger, Xue Nan and Nangong Ying both raised their heads to see the snow falling in the sky, the night was very quiet, the soldiers were asleep, the snow fell, Xue Nan closed her breath and felt the temperature of the snow, which reminded her of Nangong Ling, she was afraid that she would forget him after too long, because just like those beautiful memories of childhood, Xue Nan is now difficult to remember, and she is afraid that Nangong Ling's memories will also be forgotten like childhood memories.
Nangong Ying also closed his eyes to feel the temperature of the snow while learning from Xue Nan's appearance, this is the scene in Nangong Ying's mind where Xue Ru finally said to him that he hoped he could be safe, as well as the scene when he and Xue Ru met for the first time, how beautiful it was at that time, Nangong Ying sighed in his heart, he came back to his senses, turned his head to look at Xue Nan with his eyes closed, he looked at her silently, because he didn't know why, he would feel very warm when he looked at Xue Nan, as if Xue Ru had returned to his side.
"Ei, if you fall in love with someone and your heart trembles, and it is out of reach, will you still love her?" Xue Nan sadly turned her gaze to Nangong Ying.
"Why do you say that?" Nangong Ying asked with a smile.
"Just wondering." Xue Nan grinned and looked at Nangong Ying waiting for him to answer.
"It depends on what kind of person it is, some people are desperate, some people are wavering, since it is out of reach, it is better to have a long pain than a short pain, and give up as soon as possible." Nangong Ying analyzed and said, "I think it's more important to cherish the person in front of you, it's better for a girl to find someone who loves herself, I believe that she will be white one day, and the person who loves her is her best choice rather than what she loves." ”
"Okay, so now you're going to tell me your story, right?" Xue Nan felt that talking to Nangong Ying was much easier, maybe one of his eyes was full of warmth.
"I like a girl who looks a lot like you." Nangong Ying looked at Xue Nan's face and said.
"What? Like me? Xue Nan pointed at herself and smiled, thinking that Nangong Ying was joking with herself.
"Hmm." Nangong Ying nodded, "It was love at first sight for me and her." ”
Hearing this, Xue Nan laughed, "You won't say that you are a protector of the army, and you like a village girl, right?" Hahaha. Xue Nan covered her mouth and smiled.
Nangong Ying looked at Xue Nan and smiled happily, and she felt very happy and continued, "Well, hehe, but I liked her the first time I saw her, at first I thought I was pretending, and then I found out that I really liked her." ”
"And does that girl like you too?" Xue Nan asked curiously, holding her chin with one hand, and then looking at Nangong Ying with her eyes.
"She said she just treated me like an older brother." Nangong Ying said and glanced at Xue Nan, and then looked at the fire embarrassedly.
"In this way, you are so gentle and so handsome, she doesn't choose you, that's her loss." Xue Nan said, and then turned her gaze to the fire as well.
"Snow, look." Nangong Ying picked up a wooden stick, and then pointed it at the fire, and then the wooden stick flashed a small firework like a fire.
"Wow, that's beautiful." Xue Nan exclaimed.
"Give." Nangong Ying picked up another wooden stick and handed it to Xue Nan, and then blew on the wooden stick, and the wooden stick also flashed fireworks, and the two of them began to play with fireworks.
"Wow, you're amazing, you're really beautiful." Snow Nan uses fireworks to draw hearts in the air.
"Like it? I can teach you this spell if you like. Nangong Ying stood up and said.
"I'm stupid." Xue Nan also stood up and looked at Nangong Ying.
"Close your eyes." Nangong Ying motioned for Xue Nan to close her eyes, and then lightly imprinted a deep kiss on Xue Nan's forehead.
Xue Nan was surprised, she opened her mouth wide, she didn't know what to say, but in her mind, this scene seemed to have appeared, was it in a dream? Xue Nan couldn't help but think: Could it be that the man in front of her used to be her lover? Otherwise, why is there a sense of déjà vu?
"Okay, that kiss just now has already taught you this mana, don't believe it, try it." Nangong Ying said as she picked up a wooden stick and handed it to Xue Nan, "If you don't believe it, you can blow it and try it." ”
"Whew." Xue Nan blew on the stick, but the stick didn't respond.
"That's what you want to do." Nangong Ying gently grabbed Xue Nan's hand holding the wooden stick and said, "Because this is our family's exclusive secret technique, so you think about me when you blow it, you try it again." ”
"Hmm." Xue Nan nodded, "Whew." Xue Nan closed her eyes and thought about Nangong Ying's appearance, then opened her eyes and blew, and sure enough, the wooden stick ignited and flashed fireworks. Hehehe. Xue Nan smiled.
"It worked." Nangong Ying said with a smile, "Just let me keep guarding you like this, okay?" Saying that, Nangong Ying hugged her from behind Xue Nan, "I only know now how painful it is to lose someone, can you stay by my side forever." He frowned.
"Shadow Boy, we've only known each other for a while, how can you be so frivolous?" Saying that, Xue Nan broke free from Nangong Ying's embrace.
Nangong Ying looked at Xue Nan with a worried face, "Xue, I'm really going crazy with what you think, don't you have the feeling that we have known for a long time." ”
It is true that Xue Nan has a sense of déjà vu in his heart, but Xue Nan doesn't know what to do, "Maybe the former lover who loves you too much looks very similar to me, but she is her, I am me, I am different from her, maybe you don't like me." Xue Nan said and frowned.
"You're her, and I can remind you of everything before." Nangong Ying said with great certainty.
"The past is over, I only want to live now." Xue Nan turned around and wanted to leave.
"Where are you going?" Nangong Ying stopped her, and Xue Nan stayed in place as if she had something on her mind, "Don't you want to know what happened to you in your previous life?" Nangong Ying asked.
"What do you want me to know? Are you sure I'm from your previous life, love? Xue Nan turned around and squinted at Nangong Ying.
"I'm up to you, remember it or not, I'll do what you want, I won't force you." Nangong Ying walked in front of Xue Nan, "As long as you're happy." Holding Xue Nan's hands and looking at her affectionately, "You can do anything." ”
"I can't imagine that a high-ranking official like you would like a commoner like us." Xue Nan said that she couldn't even believe herself, "I'm used to being fooled before, so I don't believe your nonsense." He frowned and bit his lip.
"Huh." Nangong Ying just smiled, afraid that the more he explained Xue Nan, the less he would believe himself.
"What do you want me to do?" Xue Nan asked.
"I said I wanted you to be by my side." Nangong Ying said, "But I don't want to force you, so be it." As he spoke, he conjured a pair of scissors, cut a handful of his own hair, tied it into rings, and then slashed his hand with the sword he carried with him, causing blood to drip on his hair, only to see that the hair turned into a ring.
"Huh? What are you doing here!" Xue Nan was once again frightened by Nangong Ying's actions and said, "Let me see your wounds." As he spoke, he hurriedly grabbed Nangong Ying's injured hand.
"Come on." Nangong Ying said and put the ring made of blood and hair on Xue Nan's ring finger, "Haha, it's just right." Laughing happily.
"It's a deep mouth." Xue Nan looked at the wound on Nangong Ying's hand and showed distress, she took off her hair towel to bandage Nangong Ying's wound.
"In the future, if you are in danger, say my name to the ring, and I will appear." Nangong Ying said and touched Xue Nan's face affectionately, looking very distressed.
"No, no, no, this is too expensive for me to accept." Xue Nan wanted to return the ring to Nangong Ying.
"I won't get back what I gave to someone else, I hope you can be white." Nangong Ying looked at Xue Nan seriously and said, "Do you think I'm a bad person and don't dare to accept my gift?" ”
"Okay, I know, then I'll take it." Xue Nan lowered her head embarrassedly and felt very ashamed, "I believe you are a good person. Xue Nan said.
"I'm really sorry, use your hair towel to cover the wound, and I'll buy you a new one when I get back." Nangong Ying looked at the headscarf tied on his hand and said.
"It's okay, you were injured to give me a gift, it's just a hair towel, I'll just buy a new one myself." Xue Nan pretended to be okay and said.
"Why don't you follow me and be my wife?" Nangong Ying asked with a smile.
"The maid is almost the same, how dare I be." Xue Nan said with an embarrassed smile.
"Whatever you want." Nangong Ying's grinning smile was so gentle and caring.
"It's already very good to be able to be your maid and eat the little girl, the little girl was born poor since she was a child, and it's good that adults take care of me so much." Xue Nan said.
"But I don't want you to suffer." Nangong Ying frowned.
"It's okay, I can." Xue Nan answered, and found a tent where no one was supposed to sleep tonight.
Only Nangong Ying was left alone, and he was still thinking about Xueru by leaning against the tree alone.