Chapter 489: Decision

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Her "Dream Walker" potion was digested.

Audrey was slightly surprised, then silent, and finally, she was clearly aware of something.

Letty Orr is dead.

All the memories of those in the southern continent, joyful, painful, difficult, unspeakable...... Everything ended with the death of Letty Orr and the imminent demise of the Southern Continent.

This life is over - it is precisely because this life is so unforgettable, she went to the Southern Continent in the form of a spirit body, while her body was sleeping, did all kinds of things, and personally weaved and designed a character born from "Audrey Hall", but completely surpassed "Audrey Hall" - finally, she woke up from her dream.

A story is written to the end in this way, although it is rushed, but it has a beginning and an end.

In other aspects, according to Audrey's original grasp and prediction of herself, she felt that she would finish digesting the potion around February, and at the earliest in January, at least when she went to Intis, it would not be over at all.

But she had suffered so much in the hospital that she had the opportunity to treat multiple members of the Rose School in a row, to experience those crazy, disorganized, and implicitly logical, bizarre dreams that were completely different from normal people.

These include multiple dreams, dreams caused by mental illness, lucid dreams, dreams caused by evil spirits, and the most extreme are serious illnesses caused by stress trauma, and dreams of two demigods who occasionally adjust their state.

Under normal circumstances, Audrey, as a "dream walker", is a creature that can roughly judge which level of the dream she is about to enter to avoid danger. But patients often have no room for Audrey to refuse, they often appear in a state of "if you can't cure me, I'm going to go crazy and out of control", forcing Audrey to be so busy that she has to challenge herself again and again to learn new treatment techniques from other doctors.

Luckily, she survived most of the time, and occasionally her life, most of the time.

Instead, he accumulated experience, and because he carefully traveled, traveled, observed, and analyzed in the demigod dream, he greatly digested the potion.

The rest of the special dreams also gave her a completely different experience, and after that, she tried to construct multiple dreams by herself, and tried to hide behind the scenes in the dream world, skillfully guiding development, interfering with the subconscious, treating the mental illness of the dream owner or exorcising the pollution caused by evil spirits.

In a way, she violated her self-imposed requirement to only observe and record, and not interfere, but strangely accelerated the digestion of the potion.

This led her to come up with a new code, not only for acting, but also for healing:

β€œβ€¦β€¦ If you really want to interfere, be the planner and guide behind the scenes, even if the goal has been achieved, no one will notice. ”

Audrey did a good job of this, and the few people with more serious mental illness were cured after five or six slightly strange dreams.

However, it is the identity and experience of "Letty Orr" that play a decisive role in the digestion of potions.

"Letty Orr" came from her, surpassed her, did what Audrey could not do, she surpassed herself, fought to the end for her beliefs and desire to protect others, did not flinch in the face of divine punishment, and did not run away in the face of the Sage.

All kinds of elements are superimposed, and Audrey's "Dream Walker" potion is so perfectly digested.

This caused a strange feeling to rise in Audrey's heart, as if from the viewer's point of view, this identity could be her, or it could be a personality mask that she displayed specifically to digest potions.

After all, digesting potions was indeed one of the important reasons for her to go to the Southern Continent in the first place.

There are two choices in front of her, one is to separate Letty Orr as a certain state of her own, a certain identity, which only appears in certain circumstances, and is completely used as a special tool, emphasizing that it is "a dream". The second is to admit that she is part of the "self" and think that it is the "dream self".

Audrey didn't hesitate to choose the second option.

"Luck during this period of time was the main factor, or it can't be said to be luck, any 'psychiatrist' and 'dream walker' can play the role of digestion as quickly as I can with dozens of extraordinary patients with varying degrees of mental illness...... But if there were only so many unique experiences, and there were no dreams of Letty Orr's life, I would have to wait a month or two. Audrey looked at herself in the mirror and blinked.

She quickly withdrew her gaze, glanced around the bedroom, and walked over to the dresser.

There is a deck of tarot cards.

In the room of a young girl who loves the occult, it is quite normal to have a deck of tarot cards.

Audrey stretched out her right hand, touched the top card with her fingertips, took a slow breath, and said to herself silently:

"False kindness."

"Naked plunder and greed have been packaged as just wars that have to be waged to save the country."

"When did Rune get to the point where he had to rob other nations to survive...... Whether it was before or now, whether in terms of national strength or the power of the gods, Rune is obviously the most powerful country. ”

"That's greed......"

"I will not be satisfied with having ten thousand pounds, but I will want to take away all ten or fifty pounds from others."

"And after getting so much, what is given to the people is still only 1 sule."

Susie stood behind, looking at Audrey worriedly.

It's just a dog, a pampered dog that doesn't understand the fancy intestines of the human world, and is just worried about Audrey's state.

"No, I can't stay at home anymore, I need a chance, a chance to become a demigod! I need strength, and only with power can I have the power to make initial changes...... Luckily, before George III died, Mr. 'World' had already given me the 'Manipulator''s potion recipe and master materials...... The tears of intense emotions from seven different human beings were also collected through the dream experience during this time......"

"The golden leaves of the Treant Mentor were traded from the Little 'Sun' before, and all that was needed was the blood of the Old Mind Dragon......

"Huh, if Rune's Psychological Alchemy Society is not taken back by George III, then I will try to exchange it for the Psychological Alchemy Society, after all, I am already the head of a psychological research group now...... But I can't get around Herwin Lambis, I'm about to go to Intis, where Lady Irena and the Church of the Creator have already thrown an olive branch to me, and I don't owe any more ...... favors."

Audrey calmly made a calculation, and couldn't help laughing:

"Herwin Lambis!"

"If it weren't for the lack of time and helpers, and I would have left in a hurry, he would have been a good source of extraordinary traits...... Audrey, Audrey, you've finally begun to see other extraordinaries as competitors, as extraordinary materials......"

After laughing at herself, Audrey gave up on the idea.

She didn't want to start "eating people" so soon, even if it was to eat someone who might have been a heinous sin. Once she starts this way, she realizes that killing is the fastest way to do it, and she quickly collapses her faith and humanity.

So, she began to think about what kind of occasion she should use to complete the promotion ceremony of the "manipulator".

That requires taking potions on a given occasion when there are at least 10,000 people, in a great emotional resonance with them.

In a flash of thought, Audrey suddenly thought of something:

"Actually, isn't the current highland just ......"

After a few seconds of silence, Audrey sat casually at the dresser, looking at herself in the mirror.

Susie keenly noticed that Audrey seemed to be a little different today, standing by the window, not leaning over as quickly as she used to, listening to her share with herself what she had seen and played in that hospital.

"I'm fine."

She whispered:

"Don't worry, Susie, I'm still me, I just saw some sad things in the hospital, and now I'm a little lost."

"I already hear my mother's footsteps, I'll pack myself up and get ready to go to the restaurant."

"Ah, it's really hard for you to help me for so long today - Susie, no one found out that it was you, and your camouflage skills are really getting better and better."

Susie, who was a little anxious, heard Audrey's words, but looking at the other party's back and look, it was full of tiredness, anger, and instability - and then, Susie was surprised to find that as Audrey straightened her back, began to comb and braided her hair, and used makeup and foundation to blur her somewhat pale face, it gradually couldn't see through Audrey's mood and state.

It didn't just seem like Audrey was a sequence taller than her, but for some other reason...... Susie was a little puzzled, she felt that Audrey seemed to be Audrey, but it seemed to be completely different.

"No thanks." Susie thought for a moment and said, "This isn't the first time we've worked together. ”

Audrey nodded, and while doing simple skin care and touch-ups, she asked:

"Have you not been out of the room?"

"Anne came in once, and it was your friends who came looking for you, it was Millie, Wendy, and Viscount Carnot, and Glenint."

Susie replied truthfully, "They have invited you to attend a salon at the house of a new friend, who does not seem to be very old, and an elder in the family has just donated land and money to the Church of the God of Thunder and has become a new nobleman. I don't know if the person is male or female, but only by letting his children invite some open-minded young aristocratic descendants can he smoothly enter the social circle of high society. ”

Audrey quietly braided her hair and brought her own diamond hairpin.

Then, she thought about it and asked:

"You saw them?"

Susie in the mirror nodded: "I can't make decisions for you, so I chose to shirk it, but in order to show respect, I still met them, right in your study." ”

Yes, my friends came to see me, but they still haven't found out that I'm not me...... However, Susie and I get along day and night, and are the "audience" of Sequence 6, and there is no doubt about its ability to play me, just saying a few words will not be a problem. Even if it is found to be wrong, it has extraordinary ability to hypnotize the past. What's more, no one will suspect that a friend has been replaced by someone else at a friend's house......

Audrey grew silent.

"Audrey?" Susie was a little uneasy, but it couldn't read through Audrey's thoughts, "Aren't you happy?" ”

"I haven't thought about some things yet, don't worry, Susie, I'll tell you when I think about it."

After saying that, Audrey didn't say anything more.

She lost the desire to speak for a moment, and just looked quietly at the new ruby brooch she had placed on the dresser and that she wanted to wear today when she left at noon.

The brooch was made of rubies and emeralds in the shape of a pomegranate flowerβ€”a rare and common brooch for Audrey, the only special thing about it being that it was brand newβ€”and in the original plan, Hibbert wanted to give her sister a rose brooch as a parting gift, but Audrey refused to be too high-profile and changed to the current one.

The two colors that would have hedged were blending together perfectly at the moment. With a silver thread on the base, the back is engraved with the surname "Hall", which is only as small as the leg of a bug, and each part reflects the skill of the craftsmen.

Hibbert personally purchased the gemstones, and three craftsmen polished the brooch for half a month, costing a total of 1,000 pounds.

One thousand pounds. Audrey thought about the number.

In an ordinary aristocratic family, it is definitely an accessory that Mrs. or Miss can't put down, and it is common to wear it frequently in attendance; In the home of the middle class, it is an item that will be solemnly worn at major banquets and New Year's and birthday dinners; Put it in the homes of civilians...... Then this family must be a down-and-out aristocracy, and this is also an heirloom that should have been sold for money a long time ago in the current environment.

Audrey ran her fingers lightly over the word "Hall" and placed it on the table. Changed into an everyday outfit.

Leave...... She thought.

Almost at the same time, Anne's call came from outside the door:

"Miss, Madame is here."

Audrey's voice immediately rose, and without any process it switched to Miss Hall, and said in a sweet voice:

"Here we are, Mom! What's dinner today? ”

She walked out briskly, deliberately making her footsteps sound briskly and hurriedly, and Anne opened the door, and Audrey affectionately took her mother's arm.

"It's beef, caviar, and seafood soup."

Madame said casually, and said with a smile:

"After the meal, and your favorite dessert, Audrey, would you like some more chocolate?"

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Think, Mom. Audrey blinked, with a smile in her eyes, and beneath the smile was inquiry, "I like Mom the most." ”

Lady Caitlyn was a little surprised, and then her expression became a little sad:

"I love you too, darlingβ€”what do you do all of a sudden? Oh, Audrey, don't think about the sad things, let's go to dinner, if there's anything to say, we can go back and talk about it. ”

"I love you too, Mom." Audrey whispered, "It's the same with Dad and Brother. I love you. ”

After saying that, she leaned her head on her mother's shoulder as if she were coquettish, and her turquoise eyes closed gently, covering her determined look.

I love you.

I'm going to the highlands, I'm going back there.

I might die there, but ...... There were people waiting for me, children thinking about me, patients looking forward to me, and young people who gave me gifts despite their poverty.

But here, only false, make me sad for decency and kindness, as well as ...... Those who love me deeply, who ignore disasters, who despise people, who send me to other countries - you whom I love the most.

TBC

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β€œβ€¦β€¦ Actually, both options are wrong, right? ”

Klein looked at the outer god in front of him seriously, and said word by word:

"If I choose to shelter the high ground, it is just my self-satisfaction and the illusion that I can be a good god...... I will eventually become a Fusheng Xuanhuang Tianzun in the future, and that person does not have any protection or preference to speak of. Therefore, my purpose is simply to confront God and give humanity an alternative to the kingdom of heaven. ”

"If I choose this, I will at the same time deny my own beliefs and tarnish Mr. Richard's resolve."

The Lord of Withers held his chin and smiled without speaking.

"As for not saving, it's impossible." Crane's voice grew a little louder, and he spoke solemnly, "I will not give up on Him, just as He did not turn a blind eye to me when I was in a mortal crisis. ”

"I have a question for now, though."

"What would you do if I decided to help and didn't choose the option you offered?"

"Me?" The smile on the face of the withered lord deepened, "I look at the mood, maybe I'm happy, I'll help you." I'm not happy with your idea, so I'll kill you now. ”

Klein nodded.

"Okay, then my choice is."

"Please tell me the probability that I will be the 'gate'."